plushyplasma & yung ghastly gengar hunter - scrolling through memories

april 26 2021

ur hands on me w/ r0tdaughter

11/09/24 - 28/03/25
2/11

Want2 is sorta about being queer and wanting to be straight, or normal, but just knowing that you can't. Maybe it relates to Wind with the theme of not really liking who you are but still accepting it. It's from the perspective of wanting to be with a woman, but knowing that no matter how hard you try it just wouldn't work out, and that kind of awkward aprehensive sort of tone comes from that.

I always wanted to make a garage pop song, and this was like my hundredth attempt haha. Anyway I was just sending some drafts in a groupchat to get some thoughts and Eva seemed to really take to the idea and asked to jump on it. I adore Eva and their work so it was a no brainer and she transformed the track overnight pretty much, completely rearranging it and pretty much laying out a whole song, it was wild. We went from there and eventually got it done!

you can find Eva and her work here!:
https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5u2g7SyRhKga7Cf8MUvKsM?si=9yhIDqs3SPaNixKBb3NSbQ
https://twitter.com/evangelinestuff
https://instagram.com/evangelinestuff
https://evangeline.info/

[LYRICS]
(to want)

I want to want you, but I don't.
And I need to tell you, but I won't

And if I tell you what I want
would you take it down to heart?
If I tell you what I want?

'cuz I want
I want

'cuz I want to want you
And I know, you just wanna be alone sometimes, you just wanna be alone
but I don't wanna be alone (sometimes)
(sometimes)

But I don't wanna be alone
If I'm forward, backward, reverse it down alone
lah lah bah bah dah dah dah

I wish I never met you in the first place
I know, you wish you never met me in the first place
I don't know what I want, what I want

Want2 (w/Evangeline)

GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTEN. THE SECOND SINGLE ...

754...KEEP IT HARD...RESET

This is my rendition of Evil Sisters by @mondai1112
I'm switching to this account because i want to, no more hatty lolz

Evil Sisters Flip

Hey guys! I had a ton of fun making this EP. I hope this makes a statement for the music I wanna keep making. This was a project to kinda mash Boombap and dubstep together. I wanted to give this EP that gritty feel. I also wanna thank the peeps along the way too, josh, jerry, daniel, andre, braiden, diego, and ofc the goat xunox, had hella fun working with him check him out yall!

_intro

999999999

prod me
vox me + @friendshipismagic
cover art me

stream : https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/nocturnnne/nine-feat-v1nyl06
buy : https://nocturnnne.bandcamp.com/track/nine

[ellie]
im not the type of girl to hold a grudge
but u n all ur friends r way 2 stuck
i just wanna dance & have sum fun
i dont feel like gettin 2 fucked up

bought a necklace w my check , i like the way it looks on me
with these brand new jeans
you told me i'm pretty but i don't know what that means
bright future right in front of me , it's no machine
it's no machine

[eve]
switch the beat, i been swaggin in these baggy ass jeans
all on me, man i swear these bitches steady flock to me
first on the scene, man i miss mixing the dex up with the weed n i cant see
i cant see i cant motherfuckin see

okay, watch out, eve up on some other shit
if you talk down on me believe ill make you get to running shit
ima make a hundred quick, ima get like hella rich
feel like tenkay im never fucking with a basic bitch

NINE w/ v1nyl.06

made because bored 

remix of: https://soundcloud.com/lmnjay/heartholder

@lmnjay

heartholder x omg (lmnj nds remix)

key: b min (d maj) -40c
bpm: 91

I'm so,
tired of all of it

I just want, to be honest
I just want to move on
Let's just call it here

I sing my song
To free myself within

(I guess it's over now)

I bring my song to you
I want to apologize through
All the madness too
But i'm tired of giving you

All the doubt
I tried to keep you around
I clean my sins out
I wasn't good enough for you now

I'm not good enough
Leave me alone for once
I just want to move on
But I wasn't good enough

Tired of all of it

I just want, to be honest
I just want to move on
Let's just call it here

I sing my song
To free myself within

Tell me what you're hopin for
I dont play no games no more
Tired of all I see
Cause I don't believe in you and me

Was i ever enough?
Was I ever the one?
I've been through all of it
Let's just move it on

I don't love no more
I don't want you more
I just want to be free
I don't wanna beg or plead

I don't wanna be stuck no more
I've got all of my support
Just to keep me moving
Ain't no end to this movie

I earn some hope every day
I can't let you take it away
I'm done rocking thru the pain
I'll make it out my way

Hold on stronger every day
I won't let you erase me
After all i know how much you
Loved to manipulate me

Don't tell me where to go
Don't tell me how to live
I'm free from your existence
Let's just call it here

Fight my hatred a little more
I won't let you drop me to the floor
I'l tell you what i really want
I just want us to move on

i wasn't

@samgellaitry cover, performed live in chicago the night before <3

STAR OF THE MOMENT (Sam Gellaitry cover)

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plushyplasma & yung ghastly gengar hunter - scrolling through memories

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