We all end up at the bottom of the bottle 
Finger on the trigger like the gas up on the nozzle 
Flashing lights up in the back, playing cops and robbers 
I ain’t ever coming back, I ain’t ever coming back 
We all end up at the bottom of the bottle 
Finger on the trigger like the gas up on the nozzle 
Flashing lights up in the back, playing cops and robbers 
I ain’t ever coming back, I ain’t ever coming back 

I been on my own and I been running 
I don’t know where I been going but just tell them that I’m coming 
I been trapping off my phone but I feel trapped inside dysfunction 
Spending money on these antidotes like it is robitussin  
It’s the Wild Wild West 
I got nine millimeter rounds in my vest 
And everything on me is all I got left 
And I’ll put it in the line for all the rest
And when the lights go on and the doors locked closed
I’m the only one that knows
The air gets cold and your senses set in 
Tell me where do you fit in 

We all end up at the bottom of the bottle 
Finger on the trigger like the gas up on the nozzle 
Flashing lights up in the back, playing cops and robbers 
I ain’t ever coming back, I ain’t ever coming back 
We all end up at the bottom of the bottle 
Finger on the trigger like the gas up on the nozzle 
Flashing lights up in the back, playing cops and robbers 
I ain’t ever coming back, I ain’t ever coming back 

I can hear them talking, in the shadows 
And ima knock him off his high horse 
Chop his head off at the gallows 
We’re some outlaws in this city 
And they done put out a bounty 
They already scared but know nothing about me 
Yards4le
Till my heart fail 
I can hear them screaming 
From the smallest to the large scale
These people catching feelings and we ain’t even get started 
We can’t even feel it cause we’re icy like the arctic 

We all end up at the bottom of the bottle 
Finger on the trigger like the gas up on the nozzle 
Flashing lights up in the back, playing cops and robbers 
I ain’t ever coming back, I ain’t ever coming back 
We all end up at the bottom of the bottle 
Finger on the trigger like the gas up on the nozzle 
Flashing lights up in the back, playing cops and robbers 
I ain’t ever coming back, I ain’t ever coming back

Cops & Robbers *thislandis*

I saw this girl

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prod by envy
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if i write this shit on paper does that mean i feel it less
branches out the window like im starin at impermanence
and balance feels impossible i walk out n always lose my step
i changed up the scenery but i still wont go and take it in

down n out like
its just me no doubt
and its just pound for pound
and i'll reach back n take em out
some days i be layin down in my place like
why am i still the same 
in my bedroom burnin sage
stealing time like day to day
and thats the way

yeah im feeling slow
i wipe off my knife
and toss it back n go
life is just an obstacle
in a cosmic heavy undertow
i got ripped apart n hide the damage
you dont need to know
feelings visceral man i cant manage
and i know it shows
make me something im so tired of being nothing
they think that they the second coming
i just want someone to love me
i dont even trust me
not enough to even be me
countertops are rusty
and my grey matter is bleeding

down n out like
its just me no doubt
and its just pound for pound
and i'll reach back n take em out
some days i be layin down in my place like
why am i still the same 
in my bedroom burnin sage
stealing time like day to day
and thats the way

bitter (NVY)

i dont need luck though, i dont want it

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been tryna reach into a dark place
pick me all apart jus like an art space
i still feel the point, thats a sharp blade
i feel like i lost the chance to explain anything
exploitation thats a mainstay
i just wanna see it when its time to take it
time n place
you speakin deceit in a dark day
force of the proletariat like a hurricane
weather change thats a cold case
keep on movin in an old way
swear i cant remember yesterday
different place 
how often i dissociate
shelf my life i dont stargaze
used to think that i could make it
if i try and wait
got a healthy dose of life spit in my face
times change
i cant pull it back
nah it doesnt wait
been tryna reach into a dark place
pick me all apart jus like an art space
i still feel the point, thats a sharp blade
i feel like i lost the chance to explain anything
what is me thats a mind game
wish i could think at a slower pace
you would think that we could pave a way
but symmetry nah that doesn't pay
exploitation thats a mainstay
i just wanna see it when its time to take it 
time n place
you speakin deceit in a dark day
force of the proletariat like a hurricane
light years like its cold cave
the dust piles into my fate
at the bottom of a staircase
getting clear that it wont go away
im like g man with a suitcase
watch me vanish into empty space
neuroplastic pain, know its all fake
i feel through a lens that my brain makes

neuroplastic

I've got the time, I could take yours

all spells will be broken
spellbreaker coming soon

#spellbreaker
#liferuinerEP

Written & Performed By teddybear
Produced, Mixed & Mastered By bleachh (@ih8bleachh)
Recorded at BLUEROOM
Artwork By Zac Lazar

@tddybrr
@ih8bleachh

Lyrics:

I still like the radio sometimes
To end a train of thinking
I take a drive at 5 am 
To steer away from sleep

I still like to call you up
And say hi in the way I used to
To see if I notice
A growing indifference in you 

Dismissal 
Expected
A missile
It’s seeking
Directed
I run to
The thistles
I see it
A field in
The distance
To bleed in
To feel this
I need this 

Every time I can take more
It just feels right
I’ve got the time we could make yours
And I could make some more tomorrow
It’s not fine can’t you see it’s forced 
Everything is temporary
But I’m set here
for the worst

Approval
I test it
Eternal
Regression
Its looping back
Assurance
What is that
I’m up to 
my kneecaps
I call out
To break the spell

Every time I can take more
It just feels nice
I’ve got the time I could take yours
And I could take some more tomorrow

LIFERUINER EP

LIFERUINER

LIFERUINER (PROD. BLEACHH)

deadman w/ kingdom and merlot

room23
prod me:)

a small ep i made a while ago that i've always enjoyed and i wanted to share with you. thank you for listening and i hope you enjoy!!<3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/61UDJucnEc2sYoFtazVc0v?si=tWTbMcjTQje-8e54gdML1A


starstruck

lyrics:

Guess that I have never done a thing right in my life
Only see me when it's dark, never in the spotlight
On the streets in the car, I'm just tryna clear my mind
Only keeping the scars that I need to remind
All the rest gimme stress, I don't need to rewind
I'm the best of the less than, never gonna shine
It's a test I guess but I'm never gonna try
I'm better than the rest but I'll never be that guy

Opened up my heart
And you shut it down
Don't know where to start
Do you feel it now?
Try to maintain a good mind space
But I lie awake, think about you
Give you all the time and space
That you might crave
But I'm dying to still be around you
I guess I'll see you when I get back
I guess I'll see you when I get sad
Only ever see you when it gets bad
Only wanna be me when I get mad
Got you in the beamer in the backseat, nasty, crashing
Never gonna see you in the morning
Make it last, please
Never gonna be the man that I was being last week
Gotta get some sleep
Dream of love, everlasting

Guess that I have never done a thing right in my life
Only see me when it's dark, never in the spotlight
On the streets in the car, I'm just tryna clear my mind
Only keeping the scars that I need to remind
All the rest gimme stress, I don't need to rewind
I'm the best of the less than, never gonna shine
It's a test I guess but I'm never gonna try
I'm better than the rest but I'll never be that guy

starstruck

wake up ur neighbors

prod @cabberbeats

cover art by @noskeleton

pockets burning, world keep turning
cant go out like that im determined
porsche coupe swerving, inside hurting
i dont play them games, run up n its curtains

out all night im carving corners
u better call the coroner
give a fuck bout law n order
living w this paranoia

i cant fucking sleep
need u right in front of me

right in front of me, baby can u comfort me
i just want some peace, 'fore the reaper come for me
for the first time i dont think i wanna leave
i dont think i wanna leave

fell in love w the cards dealt
look at me its a part now
it dont gotta be-
it dont gotta be that hard now
40 on me let it pour down
had it all i want more now
i want more now
i want more now

pockets burning, world keep turning
cant go out like that im determined
porsche coupe swerving, inside hurting
i dont play them games, run up n its curtains

out all night im carving corners
u better call the coroner
give a fuck bout law n order
living w this paranoia

i cant fucking sleep
need u right in front of me

downpour (cabber)

Maybe you’re right

Closest Ones (Slowed Down)

Ina Sky (Prod.Sky)

it’s a lot


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