Man I've been listening to teddy since I was 16, still making bangers <3

Your 2023 Playback

Prod. @93feetofsmoke & Aaron Osborne
Mix Master Pat DiCenso

Lyrics:
sometimes i wish 
that i could disappear
disappearrrr

float down 
the crowded halls
Like no ones here
no ones here

And i hope i don't regret it 
If i find my way to heaven

sometimes i just wanna disappear 

Oooo
Oooo
Disappear
Ooo
Ooo 
Disappear 

I’ll be the shadows
In the hall
Ill be the wind
Against the walls 

I’d do anything
To be anywhere
But here

I wanna be 
A still frame image
Put life on pause
Instead of live it

In that big blue bin 
At goodwill
Where my life’s heading
So they say
You should be careful
With your wishes 

sometimes i wish 
that i could disappear
disappearrrr

float down 
the crowded halls
Like no ones here
no ones here

And i hope i don't regret it 
If i find my way to heaven

sometimes i just wanna disappear 

Oooo
Oooo
Disappear
Ooo
Ooo 
Disappear 

I’ll be the shadows
In the hall
Ill be the wind
Against the walls 

I’d do anything
To be anywhere
But here

See through
(I just wanna be)
Yeah yeah
Nah Nah
I just wanna be see through
(wanna be, just wanna be)
yeah yeah
nah nah

GOODGRIEF

DISAPPEAR

caves - guitar, prod
fats'e - additional prod/mixing/mastering 

lyrics:

it’s 7:30 PM june 14th
and ive been bored, stuck indoors, can’t sleep 
it’s time to take life by the horns i think 
yeah it’s time to get up off my feet 
moved back to hollywood, girl 
i left the lone-star to rot in the dirt
and now i’m back making art with my friends
i’m trying not to let sadness back in 

hang on 
it will pass in time 
hang on 
promise everything will be alright 

i was stuck in the outskirts of austin 
and i kinda sucked 
with nothing to walk to and hardly any sidewalks 
i missed the sound of the helicopters over my head 
who would of thought that i would have missed this 
in the middle of it all

hang on (prod caves)

I've got the time, I could take yours

all spells will be broken
spellbreaker coming soon

#spellbreaker
#liferuinerEP

Written & Performed By teddybear
Produced, Mixed & Mastered By bleachh (@ih8bleachh)
Recorded at BLUEROOM
Artwork By Zac Lazar

@tddybrr
@ih8bleachh

Lyrics:

I still like the radio sometimes
To end a train of thinking
I take a drive at 5 am 
To steer away from sleep

I still like to call you up
And say hi in the way I used to
To see if I notice
A growing indifference in you 

Dismissal 
Expected
A missile
It’s seeking
Directed
I run to
The thistles
I see it
A field in
The distance
To bleed in
To feel this
I need this 

Every time I can take more
It just feels right
I’ve got the time we could make yours
And I could make some more tomorrow
It’s not fine can’t you see it’s forced 
Everything is temporary
But I’m set here
for the worst

Approval
I test it
Eternal
Regression
Its looping back
Assurance
What is that
I’m up to 
my kneecaps
I call out
To break the spell

Every time I can take more
It just feels nice
I’ve got the time I could take yours
And I could take some more tomorrow

LIFERUINER EP

LIFERUINER

LIFERUINER (PROD. BLEACHH)

if i had to go to war for this i would
and if i had to wait a decade i would as well
i miss the way you try on a brand new dress
or kiss my face and rub my back
i wanna take you around the whole damn world
so everybody can see you

baby you can take the pain away
every day i'm not with you i regret everything
i had a teacher growing up that taught me good communication
i'm really praying for us to work i'll wait until i'm in a grave
i promise i won't run away from this even if you make me
yeah and you made me
i hate every day of my life before i met you
give me my protein pills i'll put my helmet on 'cause

if i had to go to war for this i would yeah
and if i had to wait a decade i would as well
you don't know how long it takes to forgive myself 
why'd i make you think i needed someone else i don't 
deep down i was scared of the thought you're the one
but you've always been the one i feel it 

i got a problem where i wind up burning all of my bridges
that's why when i was leaving home i bought a one-way ticket 
i had a teacher growing up who said the sky is the limit
i bet if she could see me now that she'd be proud as a bitch because
i did everything i said i would do
i don't think i meant an i love you 'til i said it to you
and i'd be lying if i said that i had nothing to lose
but i would give it all away for just a second with you
i did everything i said i would do
i don't think i meant an i love you 'til i said it to you
and i'd be lying if i said that i had nothing to lose
but i would give it all away for just a second with you

ufo mythology in american history

go to war

spotify

go to war w/ kennedyxoxo (p. daniel paris)

thank u @sumther + @pw4prez <33

dnt think this a comeback
jst needed to cope

@zixdown

i tried to help u out,
u said that we'd be good :(
i tried to take u out
but u misunderstood
ur tellin evry1 lies
cant look u in the eye
i dnt wanna talk again 
until the day that i die...

i guess its my fault
i shouldn't have tried helpin u out </3
what i fall?
then whose gnna come n help me out :(
gave it all up 
all so u can hear me scream n shout
your name
i dnt wnt u to come back
youve been goin insane

insane,, put a bullet in my brain
to stop the pain i gain...
are u gnna keep tellin me
how u hate me again? :(
then blame me again
i did it for u
didnt want it to end <3

i guess its my fault
i shouldn't have tried helpin u out </3
what i fall?
then whose gnna come n help me out :(
gave it all up 
all so u can hear me scream n shout
your name
i dnt wnt u to come back
youve been goin insane

i cant even dream,,
i cant even think
cus u been on my mind
i had way 2many drinks //:

it went exactly how i thought
ughh
i knw u would leave
but i forgot
uhh
i cannot believe that ur gone

n i lost what i had
i lost you, my behalf,,
my arms cut in halves
n i cnt leave u in the past
ur gone now im sad :((
its ur fault,, not my bad
my eyes goin black,,
my hearts cut in halff

i dnt wnn hear frm u 
or hear frm anythin i do
u dnt wanna hear the truth,,
everything im tellin u
i dnt wanna talk 2u
for everything u put me thru
i cant evn dream at night
all i see is me & you

@sumther

always end up in a fight but i cant let you go
ive been searching for my meaning been trying to grow
i want to be by your side
dont care if it isnt right
risk it just to see you smile
youve gotten cold now, tell me why
i feel useless i cant even recognize the signs
im doing everything i could but u dont even try
got no one else ure my only pride
i need you here please dont leave my side

@zixdown

pls jst stay close
i been waiting on ur text
like “how’d your day go?” :(
if u dnt wanna hear from me
u could jst say so…
i think tht ur too good 4me
i feel like @ddayso
to much regrets in my head
i gotta lay low

i regret :( 
& everything u said 
is just spinning in my head //:
it happens once again 
i’m alone once again,,
& i can’t be surprise
this is always how it ends.

help me out ft. sumther [prod. sochi]

deadman w/ kingdom and merlot

lyrics

[maesk]
in the forest theres an eye
and without a question i would risk my life
fast forward the time
and now its just u and i
i'll be swaying like the leaves when u hang me out to dry

it's like a wishing well u throw me in and then u question why
why the worlds so cruel while tears fall from the sky
settled in my head
i'm settled in my mind
'coz the scenes move quickly
i'm already climbing out

wish u well
wish u well
go back to ur defences 
u know the system runs this town

brain moves fast where ur blood it starts to rise
u got a chain reaction like theres dust in ur eyes
i don't wanna lie
it's hard to change u in this mind
getting closer to the exit
but there were things i couldn't wield

i couldn't seal
ur broken heart was never real
plenty times it would detonate 
but u were there to fully heal

u healed my heart and i'm thankful for that
but i see scars on my mental torment
was it that bad?
was it that bad?
i can't tell what is real
'coz i'm on both si- both sides when I feel

[notahero]

shadows of the dominion

shadows of the dominion ft notahero (secre)

[ghøst]
i let the weed, racks, fame get to my head
i feel like candy
my head so damn inflated
pipe down lil bitch, you hatin
i know you dont wanna see me make it
2 bad lil bitch, ima make it
i been talkin to God, i been prayin
too bad that im not worth saving
they dont understand whats goin on in my head
they just tell me that i “act like i dont care”
but they dont see me stressin in my bed
crying out my eyes cus ik that i fucked everything up

what is my luck
pls just tell me something, i know that its all love
they gon shit on me for nothin, prolly say i aint do enough
but my momma said im good as long as i aint givin up
okay im good
just spark that wood
this gon get you higher than you ever thought you would get
why would i need a lighter when i know she gonna spark it?
ion need a driver, im my generations Hamilton

[aachzz]
they know everything i make is hard
thats why they gave me a bag
cant be havin my name on a track
cus they know im gon blow up instead
& they know that they cannot have that
ima pass all of yo favorite rappers

im in the studio like every night 
come in & catch you a vibe
they think im cookin up right now but this is something light
they wanna be me but they dont believe me that this is something slight
you couldnt do this

[ghøst]
i let the weed, racks, fame get to my head
i feel like candy
my head so damn inflated
pipe down lil bitch, you hatin
i know you dont wanna see me make it
2 bad lil bitch, ima make it
i been talkin to God, i been prayin
too bad that im not worth saving
they dont understand whats goin on in my head
they just tell me that i “act like i dont care”
but they dont see me stressin in my bed
crying out my eyes cus ik that i fucked everything up

candy (tiresss)

Pocket Rocket

fracture

In The Dark prod. cross

produced by me!

lyrics:

wait one minute
this hotel got a bathroom in it
my heads spinning
made it home but i still hear music

feel so garbage
roll one up put the green stuff in it
smoking on green tea
smoking on spinach

u say that u wanna go
but baby u having a good time
vodka and cherry coke
20 degrees in the night time

tattoos in the ripped jeans
u lookin so fine
if u wanna go lets go
and have some alone time

why did i wait
swear i had it all made
but i dropped it all and she dont even see me in her free time

u didnt call me saturday
there go the plans that we made
i shouldnt care at all but frankly baby ur my only lifeline

what u mean u cant see me anymore
slow it down tell me what u yelling for
say to quit i think i might just roll some more
3 grams to a zig couldnt pack more

wait one minute
this hotel got a bathroom in it
my heads spinning
made it home but i still hear music

feel so garbage
roll one up put the green stuff in it
smoking on green tea
smoking on spinach

song sampled: Benjamin Francis Leftwich - Pictures

after party (prod. 9TAILS)

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Tears Of Luv

lyrics: 

you were sitting next to me
with ash blond hair
and its distant but i know the feelings still there
and im sick of fucking filtering
i barely breath air
when its lights out
but i know that the fear is still there
i kept a quarter on the centrepiece for u to destress
3 in the morning and 4 at sunset
u know
everything is make believe inside of your chest
i got pieces i lost i can never get back

swim through the dark and i made it right back
nights on the porch smoking on some blue pack
31st to the 4th i could never change that
cough sounding horse felt my lungs turn black

turn from the door stepping on the fall leaves
everythings forever if u make urself believe
from the bong huolon blowing out a blueberry
every time im too gone it seem ur always calling me

come slow down its alright now
silent sounds baby quiet down
i told u its alright now
shame it broke down u cant hide now

tall green grass i need to lie down
days that stretch on past sundown
off of my chest i cant find out
if what we promised would still apply now

you were sitting next to me
with ash blond hair
and its distant but i know the feelings still there
and im sick of fucking filtering
i barely breath air
when its lights out
but i know that the fear is still there
i kept a quarter on the centrepiece for u to destress
3 in the morning and 4 at sunset
u know
everything is make believe inside of your chest
i got pieces i lost i can never get back

make believe (nevrfall)

@itsrubbish

subconsciously slipping into alienation
and self destruction
and self hatred again
but it feels different this time
feels more real this time
but im much more indifferent
and half as persistent

i can never live my life with no regrets
cuz the chances that i take 
weigh down on my chest
there's no rest for the wicked
no taking it back
she could leave in an instant
and never come back

why are u tryin so hard to be liked by the masses?
im bein myself and these bitches all shakin their asses
ur thinkin in assets, i think ur a tool!
u smokin this wack shit
im quittin the juul (thas cap)
but surely ill always be actin a fool
my bitch look like del rey
but i cannot trust that
she'll only look my way

we just met but we're fallin out
all i want is sex and a kiss rn
she gon flex that she knows me now
but we just met and im headin out

i can never live my life with no regrets
cuz the chances that i take weigh down on my chest
there's no rest for the wicked
no taking it back
she could leave in an instant
and never come back

you were flawed, and so was i
but now its time we went and moved on
i can't wait in this life
for another mother fucker who aint got no motive
pull up with the numbers or ill put u back in drive
i got no friends
homies is family
im meetin my ends
but im barely standin
can u pick me up?
can u hold the weight right over ur shoulders?
yeah, just for a second while im brushin up
im fixin myself
and im fixin to die
will u still sleep when im not in this life?

know u been good since im not by ur side
ive been a waster, ill take all ur time
down in the dirt while i walk thru the mud
light up ur candles, ill light up this blunt :P
rockin a show
bitch im really a punk
fuck on this beat
then ill bang on the drums
come wit the heat any day of the month
yeah me and the boys, we stay fuckin it up

yeah we fuckin it up!!!
bitch we fuckin it up!!!
why u act like a dub
but think u deserve all my love?????????

we just met but we're fallin out
all i want is sex and a kiss right now
she gon flex that she knows me now
but we just met and im headin out

i can never live my life with no regrets
cuz the chances that i take
weigh down on my chest
there's no rest for the wicked
no taking it back
she could leave in an instant
and never come back :/

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NO TAKING IT BACK (prod. rubbish!)

response to wardub

thank you murkish, fiveSuns, tydo <3

𝔥𝔞𝔳𝔢𝔫 ᴡᴀʀᴅᴜʙ

it’s a lot


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