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made by @gasstationpercs on twitter

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Slept On

songs i worked on <3

Soundcloud Sunday: Volume 94

Featuring finely curated underground artists of tomorrow.

Every week.

Curated By: @zombslays @realdeeprest @wtrflls

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Soundcloud Sunday: Volume 94

featuring @kggn

Fuck off, i dnt need ur permission i made the dice the fall, and i done made my decision it’s too late for you, and it’s too late for me.

i wont save myself but i don't wanna go and save you at all
i wont save myself but i don't wanna go
we're taking the fall
not this time and all i see 
all inside of everything
and then it seems so far away

on a mission im the best and i always have been
don't know how to say it fuck your intention
on my shit since 2004
ive been keeping the score
im feeling alright i feel fine
that was never the answer i wanted to hear but
ill make it up to me
through extroversion i gratify my sanity

save

@rbkmade @eerrepe @bdsm2 @d4niboi @littlefaithmusic

13 writers putting pen to paper, 65 musicians composing pieces inspired by their writing, and 26 visual artists tying everything together with a cover illustration. From April 23rd to May 13th, 2023, these 104 creatives came together with one goal: to tell a story. The result amounted to thirteen beautiful tracks, rich with emotion, excitement, and wonder.

Stories take on infinitely many forms. A child's drawing. A home-cooked meal. A recount of the day given by someone returning home to their spouse. They do not have to be written, nor spoken with any amount of poetry or decorative language; they simply exist. Here's to the stories we tell. Whether written, drawn, or sang, whether a fantastic fable or a solemn look into the human experience, they all carry weight. We have no greater obligation than to simply tell them in whatever way we know how. 

All proceeds from Storybook: Chapter 2 will be donated to Active Minds, an organization supporting mental health awareness and education for young adults. 

Active Minds: https://www.activeminds.org/
FORM: https://artbyform.com/
Cover by Furuza & yungmaple: https://www.instagram.com/furuza10/, https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmJGBkO6bXwc_FoGCDbHYwA
Story by 0TS: https://twitter.com/0tsxl
Read the full story: https://storybook2.artbyform.com/

i’m a perfectionist
and you’re perfection to me
i just can’t take it anymore
i secretly adore, from across the room

can i handle your hair?
promise me you wont care
even if i mess it up
you complete me baby,
you’ve got me lovestruck

when i thought i was happy as i could be
i found you and no one's ever meant so much to me
i only wish this could last forever
love every second that we spend together
and when i feel your hands running through my hair
i could drift off to sleep without a care
in my dreams im as light as a feather
but i still hear it when you whisper that

i'm obsessive
i use your locks in my pursuit of perfection
i run my hands through and i make the corrections
it's got my attention
the scalp i'm caressing

the things you do to make me show you affection
give me your worries and let go of your tension
your hair eternally under my protection
i'm all out of breath and
i feel the connection

i’m a perfectionist (ooh darling)
and you’re perfection to me
i just can’t take it anymore (take it anymore)
i secretly adore, from across the room

can i handle your hair?
promise me you wont care
even if i mess it up
you complete me baby,
you’ve got me lovestruck

my heart will never be perfect
cuz sometimes it needs to skip a beat
cuz you mean everything to me
(i hope you're worth it)

i'm obsessive
using your locks in my pursuit of perfection
i run my hands through and i make the corrections

these feeling will never fade
am i okay? (am i okay)
am i okay? (am i okay)
you...

pull me in with just one touch
i never i'd be enough
never thought i'd fall in love
but you fixed that
how did you fix that?

View/Download/Stream

rbk made, errepe, 111robloxdude, daniboi & Little Faith - in perfection's hands

@bdsm2 @bottlnose @lun_d @netparasite @tdw3 @xochase

"right here, in this moment" is an album created in a week, may 15 - may 22 2023 as a collaboration between sleepy.zone and SLUMBERPARTY

cover art by @yungmaple

thank you everyone for participating

YOU ARE THE PROBLEM (111robloxdude, bottlnose, Lundy, netparasite, tdw, xochase!)

prod credits.
me
cole calico
sxth sns
dramatrial
billsburyjoeboi

LYRICS: 
i spent 2 years tryna reconcile
as if its possible to do so i went through the trials
im fresh off bullet wounds and scars love ones left on my body
communicating aint my strong suit i guess that im sorry

man fuck that shit i sent so many damn apologies to you
green bubbles hit harder when i saw'em come through
convinced myself you had an android all along call me insane
but it was easier than dealing with the truth

i aint gon lie like i dont miss you for a single second
but you aint think before the knots to type a single message
hypocrisy i know im spitting yes i need a lesson
but since your gone man who my teacher hope you see me stressing
thinking about you every second yea thats what you wanted 
i shouldve felt the narcissism from the first few punches
do not talk family with me i fucking hate the subject 
what if i killed myself to figure out if i meant something 
you'd of told me i meant nothing 

i used to say you were the best mother 
and to this day i still try not to think much less of you
but its not easy with you not here telling me to run away 
from what im heading towards
i used to think i was the one that burnt the bridge of course
but its in my head now super clear how you were wielding torches
how you built me up and knocked me down made me feel less important
how you tied that noose around your neck before giving me notice 

now it would only take 2 seconds just to hit me up 
i'd probably respond too late but you dont give a fuck 
sometimes i wish i was the one that found you hanging up
i keep calling and hanging up

i wish i had another chance to say i love you 
cuz at this point inside my head im like fuck you
thought i could trust you 
never been more wrong in my life i wish it wasn't true

but i still breakdown wishing that it wasnt you
in my head i been so alone my thoughts are skewed 
can't deny i been in this pain for at least 2 
long years i don't think they're ending soon 
might as well put the gun to my head
and pull the trigger i might get to see you
my dad keep telling me im wrong
he probably right but i don't know if i wanna be here long
yea i wish you could hear this i know it would be your favorite song 
or maybe thats just my ego speaking you know where i get it from
ask me what i do it for?

yea it used to be you but now i don't really know anymore
i could tell you the truth but i know your not there to hear it no more
and if you were here you wouldn't wanna hear it it would bring you
to the floor, i dont really care no more 
you was finna leave me anyway 
through me off the cliff as a featherweight
don't act like it aint take nothing
i dont went through it in a heavy way
feeling naked running through the heavy rain
what the fuck was going on with my brain
they wonder why i made headaches shit
i was really truly going insane

i spent 2 years tryna reconcile
as if its possible to do so i went through the trials
im fresh off bullet wounds and scars love ones left on my body
communicating aint my strong suit i guess that im sorry

man fuck that shit i sent so many damn apologies to you
green bubbles hit harder when i saw'em come through
convinced myself you had an android all along call me insane
but it was easier than dealing with the truth

it really pissed me off when you killed yourself

self prod+mix

lyrics:
tell me i'm responsible
treat me like i'm out of my head
you say that i'm volatile
oh was it something i said?
i don't like how you talk to me
honestly you can follow me baby
all this time i been wandering
apologies for monotony lately

ok my feelings weren't true i didn't mean that
i went and latched onto you and you can see that
it wasn't something i'd do, can you believe that?
can you believe that?
can you believe that????

get me out of my head, i'm feeling aimless
was it something i said that i can just take back?
i know i'm better off dead don't make it painless
i didn't know at the time it would just fade to black
oh get me out, oh give me something new
things headed south, i don't know what to do
i'd go without, i'd sew my mouth right shut
oh hear me now, i'll go and get my stuff

i didn't want it but i need it
flash forward on the ground, 'cause i'm bleeding
you're so fucking conceited
look at you now, are you happy? you succeeded
i don't mind, no i don't mind tho
i close my eyes and let the time flow
i go outside and shut my pie hole
started thinking i'm onto something

ok my feelings weren't true i didn't mean that
i went and latched onto you and you can see that
it wasn't something i'd do, can you believe that?
can you believe that?
can you believe that????

get me out of my head, i'm feeling aimless
was it something i said that i can just take back?
i know i'm better off dead don't make it painless
i didn't know at the time it would just fade to black
oh get me out, oh give me something new
things headed south, i don't know what to do
i'd go without, i'd sew my mouth right shut
oh hear me now, i'll go and get my stuff

repeat second half of chorus

volatile

https://ffm.to/bleith 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

i'll be the first

pronounced "bləith, or blayeth"
_________________________________
guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

maybe i won't miss those white halls and those silos
and your wide eyes

(do you remember me?)

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
and i still wonder how
covered in clovers and i’m six feet
under now five leaves aren't enough
this september i’ll be leaving
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

slipping through the cracks i'm calling it back on you
shadows shifting elisions i'm still in your arms
cosmic collisions it's crumbling falling through
scaffold splitting derisions i'm sealing the hearth

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

one to many times i let myself slide
resin in the hide and it's hopeless
summit through the sides i thought of better ties
brethren tiled the pine on a pulpit
covered in the sines i coveted the lies
nolled up on a lyre a forfeit
lauded once or twice a strath that lead the line
straffed it to your silage and sold it

if you'd just lie awake 
i won't shear no shame

save me 
break me
save me
chain me

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

bleith

produced by @tiedforsilver @fleshgolem and AVXiD
mixed by AVXiD
mastered by AVXiD & @woahsxda
tag by @xelfiy

lyrics

dont know why i lay in bed
for hours at a time
dont know why i feel so dead
with u on my mind

please gimme a break
cuz i cant heal if im seeing u
at least gimme a couple days
to recuperate and not try to cry bout u
about u
oh
about u
about u
oh
about u
about u
oh
about u
about u

and u make me feel
like im the only
person who uve
ever loved
and u make me feel
like im the only 
person who ull
ever hate

and it's killing me 
and it's killing me 
and it's killing me 

and it's killing me 
and it's killing me 
and it's killing me

u dont wanna know
u dont wanna know
the end before it even starts
i already know
i already know
what's hiding in the Dark 

please gimme a break
cuz i cant heal if im seeing u
at least gimme a couple days
to recuperate and not try to cry bout u
about u
oh
about u
about u
oh
about u
about u
oh
about u
about u

killing me / abt u

prod. me

Lyrics:
(do you feel do you -)
(do you hurt do you -)
(is it real are you -)
(do you feel do you -)
(do you hurt do you -)
(is it real are you -)

it's like you're still here with me
winds blow mold my face like your touch
I'd try ask "do you miss me?"
but you don't respond
how could you be gone
I'll close my eyes
and forget about the time
watch as I cry
it's rain on my cheek
connecting lines
tracing paths in sand beneath my feet
you swore you'd stay
where are you
tear my heart out
fall to the ground
words pierce my skin
tattered feelings
all this weight from my name
when you say it again
words kiss me
but I still feel pain

someone pinch me i'm still dreaming
death's beside me i'm his protégé
please speak softly words still hurt me
defy nature I still hate her
hate her
stay here
hate her
take me later
but you'll stay there
if I don't call
take a step back before you fall

everything just hurts sometimes  I
wonder what I'll feel when you die
hold your hand it's cold already
didn't tell me that you left me
beating heart as I grasp for air
feel your pulse but it's still nowhere
will you search for me when I join you

try beleive that nothings wrong
hold your hand until you're gone
hold your hand until you're
do you feel me with you
do you feel me kiss you
you - you - you
you were my everything

take back time said I would not cry but I lied
can you forgive me for the mistakes I made
thought you would never leave what we had built up
but I was wrong i'm so dumb
see your face
I watch you fade
I'll always stay just to see you again someday
do you see though the darkness i'm beside you
you're here I know you are
I won't forget your hope
it's all inside I won't leave till I die

steps lead southward spiral downward
heartbeats haunt me death still taunts me
i can still feel the past inside of my own heart
fragile it breaks like glass let it escape time's grasp

do you feel do you
do you still -
do you remember my name I'm -
do you hurt do you
hear my words
is it real are you
still there

do you feel do you hurt is it real now
cause I know that you're gone but I'll still ask "do you miss me?"
do you feel do you hurt is it real now
when you don't respond I'll hold on
for you
Talk I need to hear your voice your words surround me
embrace me with the things you could say but I can't hear you
Call out to me but we'll still just sit in silence
do you feel my hands
I just want you back
cause I loved you

death's just a step away

tdw:
i sat by the window
thinking about you
that was when i was fifteen
still feels like 2 damn weeks ago
and oooh
i still can't get you out of my head
cinnamon and tire swings
before my thoughts were tiring
as a kid, life was so inspiring
now my brain is turning against me
but i still cant get you out of my head

111robloxdude:
oooh
it was so quiet 'til you sent me that text
nooo
the butterflies were flyin'
while i was driftin' to bed
and now i stay awake
your face is burned into my iris
and all i write is you
it feels like nothing is brand new
i can't help it

can't get you out of my head w/ 111robloxdude (Nowhere Valley)

prod. dollatega, junoes, shvlo, fltr
(Verse 1: FLTR)
Hard love and enemies they been filling up all my time
All of these discussions ain't got me in my best mind
But I been tryna find my way out
But I been in my mind, for way too long

(Pre-chorus: FLTR)
I been poppin' all these pills they been driving me crazy
Just tryna pay the bills maybe I don't need a lady
Think I'm off the deep end nobody can save me
Just save me
Just save-

(Chorus: FLTR)
Ah!
I don't even know where to start
I've been living in my mental pride
What's the point in even being kind?
Think I'm off the deep end nobody can save me
Ah, ah, ah!
I don't even know where to start, start, start, start
I've been living in my mental pride, pride, pride, pride
What's the point in even being kind, kind, kind
No-no-no-no-no-no-no-nobody can save me

(Verse 2: FLTR)
When I say, it's forreal
I'm on a mission, to act on all my feels
Until I get a crew, that give a fuck
I'm outta luck, until I get someone that gives a fuck
I've have enough with other folk
Hard pill to swallow, guess I'm boutta choke
ah, ah, ah
I'm on my own boat
ah, ah, ah
Livin' off own hope!

(Verse 3: Apoorv Sharan)
you should prolly take control
of this thing my hands are shaky
going 90 on a freeway often
thinkin bout a lady 
oh i could stay i could go
i could run I could walk away
its hard to say what kinda
difference would it make in the world
you're no friend you're nobody
just a shadow of my mind 
but what difference would it make
if you loved me

(Pre-chorus: FLTR)
Yeah, I been poppin' all these pills they been driving me crazy
Just tryna pay the bills maybe I don't need a lady
Think I'm off the deep end nobody can save me
Just save me
Just save-

(Chorus: FLTR)
Ah!
I don't even know where to start
I've been living in my mental pride
What's the point in even being kind?
Think I'm off the deep end nobody can save me
Ah, ah, ah!
I don't even know where to start, start, start, start
I've been living in my mental pride, pride, pride, pride
What's the point in even being kind, kind, kind
No-no-no-no-no-no-no-nobody can save me

(Outro: FLTR)
I been poppin' all these pills they been driving me crazy
Just tryna pay the bills maybe I don't need a lady
Think I'm off the deep end nobody can save me
Just save me
Just save-

DEEP END! (feat. Apoorv Sharan)

randy orton ☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★ in my veins‧₊˚✩彡 (prod. dariastclair)

LORDHERETIC - HAIRYWALK (PROD. ESTHETIC GLOOM)

OFFICIAL AUDIO: https://fanlink.to/HAIRYWALK

PROD BY ESTHETIC GLOOM: https://band.link/estheticgloom

MIXED BY GAUZ3Y: https://linktr.ee/gauz3y

ART BY MILD GOTH DADDY: https://linktr.ee/mildgothdaddy

FOLLOW ME: https://linktr.ee/LORDHERETIC

HAIRYWALK (PROD. ESTHETIC GLOOM)

ONLY GOD CAN SAVE ME

||you just gotta wait||

~track [10/?]

🦋 \\ credits // 🦋
+vox from
@corefish
+ co writing credits 
@insertsonghere

art by me and @insertsonghere

prod me.
mix + master by me :3

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋

[intro] ~ @jauntsen
I’ve been looking at the countdown
hoping it’ll be better by tomorrow
their words I’ll have to drown out
It will be better by tomorrow

{{tts}}
you are now listening to butterfly effect.

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
you said that you got it, i want it, be honest
the answer, i found out, i think that, i lost it 
i'm spinning, i'm nauseous, there's no way, to stop
your airways, are toxic, quit breathing, quit talking
i can't wait for sudden changes
or ill fuck up my life throw it all away
just give me a time and place
a period of grace

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
just give me a week
give me a month
maybe I’ll find out what I want
just give me a break
there is no escape
I’ve lived my whole just to rinse and repeat

[post hook] ~ @jauntsen
things will all be be better by tomorrow
It will be better by tomorrow
you just gotta wait

[bridge] ~ @jauntsen
If you want time to yourself
don't abuse it and turn into waste
cos lifes not a game
so why are we playing with me
as society plays with your brain
you talk all the same
run in a circle the rules are to blame 
you don't even know my name

[verse 2] ~ @corefish
I'm far gone enough just to suffer again
hold on to love but I cannot defend 
obvious things aren't the same as they could have been 
now I rinse this body clean 
I'm always afraid of what I couldn't sense
it's all in the plan and the pain heaven sent 
now I've been thinking bout you with cold feet just hold me 
pockets heavy and you told me
"just give me a week"

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
just give me a week
give me a month
maybe I’ll find out what I want
just give me a break
there is no escape
I’ve lived my whole just to rinse and repeat

[post hook] ~ @jauntsen
things will all be be better by tomorrow
it will be better by tomorrow
you just gotta wait.

spotify !

rinse & repeat +corefish

COVER BY @biggart_ on twitter (help by @111robloxdude & @gasstationpercs)

ONE WEEK, 12 SONGS, 15 ARTISTS, ONE ALBUM

discord.gg/slumberpartyhq

begging to die - Lundy As "Σταρ Πειρατής" & 111robloxdude

||until then i'm lost||

prod me ykyky 
co written with @insertsonghere

thank u for the awesome year even though i didn't post much, next year is stronger :3


🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋

[intro] ~ @jauntsen
If you have a question
I could answer it
I need to break the ice
I’d leave a nice impression and just a little hint
Our fire can suffice

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
until our paths cross
I promise i will be ok
Until then i’m lost
I still have my memories 
that you must of forgot
I’ll remind you who i am 
Doesn’t matter what's the cost

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
time moves slowly
but my heart is speeding up
thinkin’ am i out of luck
to find you, to find you
you, you, you, you
i can never get enough 
i can't seem to give it up.

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
If you have a question
I could answer it
I need to break the ice
until our paths cross
I promise i will be ok
until then i’m lost