Been listening to this dong for 5 years now

these words, these fucking words, my god they're art.

I love the chord progression, really great twist from a standard progression

i used this song for an esit in like 2016 and just now found it :’)

🌻🍓

amgf

this is a song i wrote about overcoming my mental illness. while i'm nowhere near the end of the journey that it has been, i have learned a lot along the way and improved myself tremendously in the process. the first half of the song represents my state of mind a year ago and before, and the second represents the loving, open-minded, and even somewhat positive (occasionally) person i've become since.

thank you all.

special thanks to chloe, halli, john, jesse, joey (both of you), my mom, my grandparents, my brothers, the rest of my family, my counselors, and everyone who enjoys my music

lyrics:
i'm gonna kill myself one day, i'm sure
i'll be gone and you'll be there still
i've been standing at the edge for far too long; it's time that i jump
or pull me down 'cause either way i'll be gone
and i'm so sorry for the things that i have said
i know it hurts to have to follow
but i've been standing at the bottom of a bottle
with bones made out of glass since i could walk
and i'm still sorry for what i've done

i'm gonna live to tell the tale, i think
i've stared into the mirror for an hour, i don't hate myself no more
and i am sorry for the words that have offended you
and caused an ounce of terror in your stomach
i swear, i swear i'm always getting better
never worse, if only that were true, if only that were true
i can see it in your eyes, it's like a diamond in disguise
it's like a pilot lost his eyes and now he's truly flying blind

flying blind

sample: beds - space jam

you look just like foggy mornings
i look just like lonely nights
no one knows quite why the wind blows
but i sure know why no one holds me tight
breathing im the fresh air
trying not to fall asleep
'cause nightmares have riddled my dreams
every day these last few weeks

so tell me what it is that you see me in my soul
'cause i can guarantee the reason that i'm losing control
is either something that you said, or something that i forgot to
you tell me, "keep your promises" then give me reasons not to
tell me what it is that you see in my soul
because the only thing that i see is a bottomless hole
and now there's nothing that i have to do, there's only things i ought to
and suicide is always popping up within the top two

FOGGY MORNINGS, LONELY NIGHTS

abracadabra

unsaved info

Ghost

Memories

https://open.spotify.com/track/42kPD6VPOpvJosIQwI88uB
https://eery.bandcamp.com/

wish[4]

ゆるふわディストピアjazz～～っと勝手に名付けたシリーズ第二弾(*´∀`*)
2016年7月に渋谷galaxxxy HiFiさんで開催していた『おとめごころの多世界解釈展』でＢＧＭとしても流していました！
いつかいろんな方をお呼びして録りなおしたいな～。
ねぇアリス？
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YURUFUWA dystopia jazz. demo ver.

午後のアリス（demo）

https://rapperatlas.bandcamp.com/album/im-happy

i'm happy

where am i going?

BRIGHTER DAYS

you & i cover w/ atlas

@yungestbae <-- everybody check out the homie right this second!

thanks to bennie (http://www.instagram.com/cozylile -- hit him up to buy artwork stuff) for the art!

holding yr hand (prod. yung bae)

pinegrove - old friends cover

Atlas - isn't here

emo emo emo emo

lyrics:
halfway down the street from my front porch 
i watched you puke 
too drunk, passed out, hoping you could find 
something to do 

i'm so worried 
when i see you leave 
'cause nobody knows 
if you'll make it home or not 
i'm so worried 
when i see you leave 
'cause nobody knows 
if you'll make it home 

and maybe it was my fault 
so afraid, slam my fist into the drywall 
so high, i see the crimson in your eyeballs 
i just hope you pick the phone up when i call 
and maybe it's the highway 
but something's feeling really fucking weird tonight, eh 
i just hope you listen to me now when i say 
i'm not ready to lose you 

and maybe it was my fault 
so afraid, slam my fist into the drywall 
so high, i see the crimson in your eyeballs 
i just hope you pick the phone up when i call 
and maybe it's the highway 
but something's feeling really fucking weird tonight, eh 
i just hope you listen to me now when i say 
i'm not ready to lose you 

i'm so worried 
when i see you leave 
'cause nobody knows 
if you'll make it home or not 
i'm so worried 
when i see you leave 
'cause nobody knows 
if you'll make it home 

halfway up the block from where you sit 
i'm looking weak 
back then, past times, you and i would wander 
through the streets 

i'm so worried 
when i see you leave 
'cause nobody knows 
if you'll make it home or not 
i'm so worried 
when i see you leave 
'cause nobody knows 
if you'll make it home

download <3

WORRIED

produced by @mt_fujitive
cover photo shot by @chriswrightotj

i have a cold

lyrics:
i'm getting sick of constant negativity, searching for some clarity
try to switch my mind around, reversing the polarity
and scuttle through the undertow, an urgent need for therapy
coercing me to stray from my roots

i've even practiced sacrficing bad news to aphrodite statues
antagonized by past dues, i'm camera shy and fat too
diet plan is snack food, banana pies and cashews
the person that i dream to be, i pantomime with tattoos
but even still, i sense the glimmer of my confidence
hiding under ink i got to mimic my accomplishments
they're few and far between, sort of timid in their promises
drowning subtle whispers with the engine of a rocketship

i can't linger any longer in the past
i'm not the person that i was back then
romanticizing everything, the flowers in the grass
were a stepping stone for expressing my love back then
but now i'm jaded as i cautiously detach
from all the people that i loved back then
drowning every issue via vodka from a flask
to think, the only thing i wanted was a hug back then

sick of constant negativity, searching for some clarity
try to switch my mind around, reversing the polarity
and scuttle through the undertow, an urgent need for therapy
coercing me to stray from my roots

flying blind

tea

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