Listening to my old highschool playlists. Ur music and lyrics are so amazing and still resonate with me deeply. Truly hope ur doing well💚

senior year and im still a loner... at least my music taste has gotten so good im happy wit hmy earbuds in all the time :)

"cause my stupid brain can't help but get attached to every person whose attention even barely starts to drift a bit my way"  damn so relatable:(

Middle school playlist. Girl cheated on me. I’m back.

"and it's coming on again, starting to crush again" hits right here mate, 3 years later, I feel the same sadness and loneliness that I went through 3 years ago. it fuckin sucks

Good Good Gucci

i've run out of things to write
find me in the side of light
sweating little bullets i can't handle it it's blinding bright
u got mad at me for singing songs that never told u lies
im angry and confused 
but neither thanks to u
see i want some fucking answers
but none that u can give me
my mother always said that god would send me to her city
i don't even wanna go
i want to stay right here
i've fallen for this simple life and everybody here
the last few years were scary but it's finally looking up
now we're safe and sound and we can look around and finally see the trees
the willows weep for me

willows, weep for me

Produced by Moar and datfootdive.

[RAV]
Finally leaving Lavender Town
Used to drive myself insane
But i’m the passenger now
Now, perfection sits behind the steering wheel
And takes a left
And yet still manages to do right by me
Manages how?
Yo, she gave my heart a home, man
She really move me
For real, she soothe me, her hippie groove be
A Ghibli movie
Her smiling takes me to islands
That please the iris
And feed the soul too
Her eyes consistently succeed as soul food
Her sight and scent i treasure
You see, everything about her
Helps relieve the stress and pressure
i never walk away too far
i don’t resent the pleasure
That she give me in a measure
That i don’t pretend to measure
Walking down her memory lane
My favorite place to visit
Being ever so descriptive
All those places are made vivid
And give it or take it
Ayo, my senses are rarely efficient
But today they aint break yet
Depression fades in a minute
i’m saying
You can’t kill my smile
Yo, i challenge you to try
i believe I’ve changed
And i think i know why


2015

RAV x Kill Bill - Lavender

5.The Water King Song

Following up his previous freestyle teaser, ER305 returns with a new track over a classic beat as he gears up for his new EP. Enlisting Miami Gardens native Chace Greene, the two exchange verses over Masta Ace’s “Born to Roll,” adding their own Dade County flare to the timeless instrumental.

ER is releasing this freestyle after recently being named one of the top ten Latino artists to look out for in the United States and beyond, an honor he shares with Bernz (of MAYDAY/Strange Music) and Grammy award winner song writer Eskeerdo (writing credits include Rihanna, Big Sean, Kendrick Lamar).

Be sure to keep up with ER305’s latest music, videos, and tour dates on his official website, www.er305.com and on his social media networks (@ER305).


Free Download

Born 2 Roll (featuring Chace Greene)

SHOUTOUT THE GODS https://soundcloud.com/RAV AND https://soundcloud.com/hmsurf

DL Link

Kill Bill- Slide [Feat. Rav] (Prod. けｍ SURF)

artwork was shot by mae <3 tysm

we keep drifting through these weekends
i keep wondering what's keeping
me away from ever speaking
properly in conversations

i can't swallow medication
you keep forgetting to take it
wonder how my name keeps ending
up in stranger's mouths

in all these conversations

nothing like anonymous comments
to make you feel like everything's fading out
i'm not waiting, i'm not waiting
for the sadness to go
too much time on my hands, yes
it's obvious that i am blessed
but something tells me i can't rest
until i find something good to do

i can't keep staying up all night
i can't keep waiting for daylight
i can't keep watching the sunrise
i can't keep hoping that something will rescue me

i can't keep staying up all night
i can't keep waiting for daylight
i can't keep watching the sunrise
i've gotta fix this shit now

been losing my friends and severing ties
we walked to the ending and said our goodbyes
but somehow, no matter the passage of time
they always fucking talk about me

conversations

HELLO THERE


Cover art by Lazlo! (https://twitter.com/LAZLOVILLAGE)

"GEDDIT" or "The Commodity of Tenacity"

this is an album about the fears and tremors that come with love, and the crisis of not knowing your own identity as yours.

enjoy.

fog & obscure

download

i'm sorry for everything

it's never enough </3

lyrics:
i'm prodding around this vacancy
this empty hole you left in me
i thought i'd fill it soon
with someone else's skin and you would too
i'm sorry for you how feel
i know you see that swerve behind the wheel
you see yourself inside the ground
and i know i can't fix you with sound

but i can try

if you'll open up your eyes
and i'll show you the way i dive
into this ocean of dismay
this terrifying grey in which i sleep
and there's no disguise
i just wait for my demise
as it comes towards me
it can't ignore me...

anymore

and i'll keep losing friends
whether it's to death or to the wind
it's such a passing trend
being a breathing and living person
at least it seems that way these days
with how often my loved ones slip away
i'm growing concerned for my safety...

i hope i'm not next
i'm too scared to die
the concept is frightening
but still i can try
and i hope you're not next
i love you too much
everything you say
i use as a crutch

so open up your eyes
and i'll show you the way i dive
into this ocean of dismay
this terrifying grey in which i sleep
i know the void
all my patience is destroyed
when i start panicking again
and start ignoring all my friends

but i hope i'm not next
i'm too scared to die
the concept is frightening
but still i can try
and i hope you're not next
i love you too much
everything you say
is never enough

NEVER ENOUGH

i've never felt less like myself 
than when i'm naked in reflections 
truly wish that i could exit this body 

and it's coming on again 
starting to crush again 
can't wait to fuck up every friendship that i've made 

but i've never felt more like myself 
than when i'm drunk alone 
at 3 a.m. again 

'cause my stupid brain can't help but get attached 
to every person whose attention 
even barely starts to drift a bit my way 

oh, here we go again 
here we go again

sorry

here we go again

seasonal depression is kicking my ass, so here's some music
cover photo taken by corey "deko" gilbert

lyrics:
laying up at night 
no concept of myself 
i'm lost inside my head 
you're lost inside, as well 

i'm breathing in fresh air 
on my grandparents' front porch 
while you're laying in the grass 
or you're staring at the floor 

and anxious like i am 
i'm panicking again 
'cause i'm losing touch with all 
the people i call friends 

you're losing in a staring contest 
with whatever's in your mirror 
you are me and i am you 
but we're not one and i'm inferior 

i'm three beers past five too many 
i'm two bowls past too high 
i'm one forehead kiss away 
from falling asleep when i realize 

that my whole life is up in the air 
my heart is out on a tightrope 
and my mind is so unaware 
that the safety net was cut a long time ago 

so why should i remember 
when good times come around 
if the deafening silence of anxiety 
will drown out the prettiest sounds 

at the bottom of a riverbed 
my nightmares are coming on 
they feel like my favorite song 
if i didn't know the words whenever it came on

winter

download <3

a conversation about identity

dont u ring my line

cover photo taken by mads

chain smoke the hunger away
only eating one meal a day
on a good day, but the good days
will never come

i got so used to loss
that is sort of became part of me
i lose myself in my head
i lose my patience in the agony

i lost my youth in the fallout
of somebody else

who took advantage of trust
and left me hating myself

it's always there in my dreams
i put myself through your hell

why did you do those things to me?

sit down on the side of my bed
and contemplate the endless nothing sat inside of my head
it's such a slow burn, but the candle
is always lit

i got so used to fear
it learned to manifest in me
i fear the ending of it all
i fear your reckless apathy

i fear that everything's boring
and nothing will help

it's like it's all in a cycle
my dwindling health

i feel the breath of the reaper
on the side of my neck

why do i still get out of bed?

here we go again

tea

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