the world is angry, absurd and filled with stardust

apathy

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Belowground - Everything Is Fake and Gay

someday

*DISCLAIMER*
all music belongs to tzarbombah, i do not claim to own any of it, i am just an archivist

based and redpilled 

suicide by cop

how to make something pure

you got a way about you that i like a lot
but i don’t really think that you would like me a lot

erase me from this fucking existence
take me out back and fucking shoot me
save me from this whole embarrassment and
tell me how you think that you hate me

you got a way about you that i like a lot
but i don’t really think that you would like me a lot

you remind me of this drawing of an anime girl in ms paint that i saw

keep it steady sick fuck. cold poke in the small of the back. turn around too quick and it snaps and your legs get weaker and the ground goes smack. shit goes black and you never get it back, you just pace around your room cuz youre never doing jack. took it through the ribs now youre hanging on a rack. losing everything i love, i dont wanna get it back cuz i never had a choice, i was held a knifepoint when you smiled at my laugh and got painted like a toy. i just wanna be your boy, i just needa hear your voice. need the comfort of the knife drowning out the scary noise. echos all around my bones. fucking all these stupid hoes, theyre too dull to spark the vein. i dont think they even know i cant live without the hate, i cant run without the race. help me through this shitty world, put me in my fucking place, you could make me scared straight. i can see it in your eyes, i dont wanna fucking die, i can still feel the cold and it makes me wanna cry. i dont wanna be the person i just wanna be the knife.

dated at knifepoint

take me out

@hallowedbeats

hey hey hey
listen to the full album here 

https://hallowedbeats.bandcamp.com/album/acoustic-songs-you-can-lock-yourself-in-your-room-to

hallowed-johnny will you

so full of sorrow
its a test of my faith
cant picture a tomorrow
cant handle the wait
dont look at me
i dont really like the attention
and i dont want or need
anymore teenage depression
in my life
and i wont lie
im dying inside
but boys dont cry

questioning God's plan
fill my heart with knives
its a teenage wasteland
what a time to be alive
intake propaganda
and dehumanize
yell out like a child
until help arrives

same shit different day
takes a toll on me
and i will always say
happiness will come eventually
but nothing
is guaranteed
for you
or for me

and boys dont cry
its a bad thing to do
boys dont cry
whats wrong with you

on a summer's day
with cicada hums
thinking about the man
i'll become
wondering about
life after death
and how i'll spend
my last breath

dont cry
boys dont cry
so i wont
i'll keep it all inside

take me out

hf