Songs For My Mother

Keeping it real in May 2023

OVERDRIVE RISES TO A SUITABLE ZENIT

/// Lillithe This Is The Moment - Lillithe & Paploviante ///

Dancing in The Rain In June 2023

ft.JUNZO - Hideaway - Mrs Rhymes , Tam Jennifer --- Where Did She Go (Acoustic, 2023)

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// Lillithe This Is The Moment - Lillithe & Paploviante //

Syntaleta 🇺🇦 --- Gone , Tam Jennifer --- Where Did She Go (Acoustic, 2023)

 Russians says "There' s no Ukraine, it shouldn't exist"...  I'm Ukrainian and I'm proud of it. My country do exists as well as my music. No one in the world has no right and power to make such statements about any nation. They drew their fascist sign "Z" with blood of Ukrainian children. If you support Russian aggression against Ukraine you've got that bloody sign on your forehead. The God is to judge you...
This track is remastered by Houman (https://soundcloud.com/houmans)

Falling Slowly

One of my works recorded in my "previous" life before the war. Sometimes we feel tiny and lonely in the Universal. Lately I feel tiny and helpless facing the horrors of the war in my country... 
This track is remastered by Houman (https://soundcloud.com/houmans)

Tiny

lyrics, vocals, mixing by Tam Jennifer, on synthetic guitar loop (anon.) Two loops have been chopped up, arranged and mixed in with the vocals to accent emotion. 

Indie experimental trap. 

Vocals recorded and mixed using Audacity and RODE USB Mini Microphone

FOR MY MOTHER

Cover generated using Stable-Diffusion.. design by Tam Jennifer. 

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I originally recorded a version of this song just two months after she died. Here is the original. 

Listen to Mother mother (DEMO 20191118) by Tam Jennifer Music on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/r6jbs

Where Did She Go ( I Wanna Know, 2022 )

For my mother 

Music and Lyrics by Ben-Tam Jennifer 
Recorded and produced by Ben-Tam Jennifer using Audacity
Microphone: Rhode USB Mini 
Guitar: Cort  MR710 LH NS

Lyrics:

Mommy mommy mommy
Where did you go?
I never got the chance to tell you
That I love you so.
.
Mommy mommy mommy
Why did you leave?
I miss you every day
How do I continue this way?
.
Mommy mommy mommy
Mommy mommy mommy
Tell me how
Tell me now
Tell me
.
Mother!
Is it cold?
You faced something to which
We must all race
Death's door
.
Mother!
You're keeping me warm
My memories are blankets around my heart
They help me to mourn
.
Mommy mommy mommy
Mommy mommy mommy
Tell me how
Tell me now
Tell me
.
Are there stars where you are?
Can people see your smile?
Are there gardens filled with flowers,
For you to walk around, in?
.
Are there hopeful dreams?
And waterfalls and trees?
Sunny days with music playing?
Do you ever think of me?
.
Mommy mommy mommy
Mommy mommy mommy
Tell me how
Tell me now
Tell me
.
Mommy mommy mommy
Mommy mommy mommy
Tell me how
Tell me now
Tell me
.


Tell Me

Tell Me (2022)

Another composition recorded before the war. I hope one day I will return to my home studio. Any support from you is much appreciated on these extremely hard times for our country, our family. 
I could have recorded much new music for the last 9 months... unless russians came to our yard to "save" us with their tanks, missiles, bombs and war planes at 4 a.m. on Feb 24th. And yes, they saved us from our house, from our normal life, from our dreams and plans. They saved my elderly parents from their home and peaceful life in retiring, saved my daughter from happy childhood, from school, from her friends and vacation by the sea. We'll never forget and never forgive it! I'm sure that russia will get what it deserves - each rocket they launch on Ukraine will turn to another 10 years of disaster for their cowardly people.
 Special thanks to Houman (@houmans) for mastering the track! Please check out his wonderful soundtracks.
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Gone

SUPREME 6 IS THE SUPERHEROINE OF THE FUTURE, TRAVEL IN PEOPLE'S DREAMS TO MAKE THEM HAPPY, THIS IS HER SUPERPOWER...HUMANITY HOPE TO MEET HER EVERY NIGHT...HOPE WE NEED IT!!

SUPREME 6

★Mrs Rhymes - Hideaway
https://soundcloud.com/mrsrhymes/hideaway

This piece is based on the original by Mrs Rhymes introduced above, with my guitar playing overdubbed.
A big thank you to Mrs Rhymes for agreeing to release this recording :)

Some time ago, I needed to do some thinking about my DTM system and was reviewing my music data.  At that time, I suddenly noticed this song by Mrs Rhymes.  About a year ago, I think.  I had a preliminary recording of my guitar to go along with this wonderful piece.  Remembering that, I played it back and listened.  I didn't like my guitar playing, even though it was just a temporary recording for notes.  I don't think the sounds and phrases I used at that time match the original song.  Compared to that, the original song is still great.  So I grabbed my guitar and started recording.  A few hours later, I was in the process of uploading my freshly finished work here.

The key of this song is C#, and I think that what we should be aware of as a performance style is "B♭m/C# pentatonic".
I do not mix tapping, sweeping, or other fancy playing techniques in my guitar playing with this outstanding piece. I tried to keep the accompaniment very simple. This excellent piece, which I picked up as an example this time, will be finished with two things in mind: "B♭m/C# pentatonic". However, in a blues scale song, one song uses four pentatonic forms. Therefore, first of all, I believe that it is very important to be aware of "two things" on a daily basis and to practice guitar playing repeatedly.

And before we understand it in words, what we value most is the encounter with works and artists that we can continue to enjoy playing along with our favorite music as many times as we want, even ten times if necessary. Right?

Mrs Rhymes' page is below.
https://soundcloud.com/mrsrhymes

02Mrs Rhymes - Hideaway ft.JUNZO on electric guitar

Mrs Rhymes - Hideaway ft.JUNZO on electric guitar

Remembering

For those who have gone ( Druid667 collab)

Amazing Singer songwriter Rosie-https://soundcloud.com/user-970938411-920931407
Her another cool collabo-https://soundcloud.com/user-970938411-920931407/sets/rosies-features
Come back soon(Rosie,MasaTot.)
words&all vocals-Rosie
Beat&Production-MasaTot.

Thank U 4 Listening! Peace&Love!

Come back soon(Lyrics)
making a smile for you
you’re down to cry but its true
you’re down to fly so you flew
right through, through

baby its mine but you’re cool
your love is my kind of jewel
what do you take me, a fool
do you

taking this my type of way
to hear what youre tryna say
that i dont care for this place
this place, place

come on lets sit by the shore
I’ve never felt this before
us as a team I endorse
do you do you

baby you’re my kind of cool
you fire me like I’m your fuel
what do you take me a tool
do you do you

and while I sit by the stairs
my mind it races, light years
does your heart need some repairs
do you do you

and while the waves rush over
I’ll take your hand and show ya
the life I love is over
over over

and then it’s time to say bye
you take my hand and I cry
you’ll make it back in a while
come back soon

Come back soon- ft.Rosie

This tune was performed by Mike Oldfield in 1983. Performed by me on my Yamaha PSR-SX900 arranger keyboard.

Can you "Name That Tune"? I have a website that contains my complete collection of tunes with their titles revealed at: www.harveytwyman.com

Name That Tune #497 by Mike Oldfield

The Mysterious Decibel - Spiders, Phantoms, and Lost Miracles

Lyrics, instrumental, Vocals, Sounds, mix, song structure - The Mysterious Decibel

Vocals mastered by: Mark McClellan

https://themysteriousdecibel.bandcamp.com/track/spiders-phantoms-and-lost-miracles

Lyrics:

The silk from all the spiders pulling me in all directions
Grueling... phantoms... 
Carry me into the void where nothing matters

I can't believe in miracles
Because miracles are unfair

If we all have one chance to cheat life,
I'm waiting on my share!

Spiders, Phantoms, and Lost Miracles

Call To Love is the first song I recorded in studio.

This experience was a huge step in building my confidence and started my journey towards really working on producing my own stuff. 

I like to think of this song as a sort of personal mantra to live by. And when life gets tough, I return to it as a much needed reminder to myself of beauty in the world. 

Glad to finally add this to my SoundCloud collection. I hope you enjoy :)

Music, lyrics, guitar & arrangement by Tam Hastings
Produced, mixed & mastered by Milan Rendall

Recorded / mixed: Ableton Live

Lyrics:

I follow the call to love
Knowing that I am enough
I follow the call to love
I pick up my heart from the dust and
I will remember
I will remember oh oh
Remember

She looked up at me that day
Watching me do it my way
And I will be free every day
These words I heard her say
I will remember
I will remember oh oh
Remember

Drop your sword
And kiss me while I sleep
My hand in yours
Is a memory I'll always keep
Hope is a road
Meant only for the brave
And as I paint my poetry
The sun rises on another day

I follow the call to love
Knowing that I am enough
I follow the call to love
I pick up my heart from the dust and
I will remember
I will remember oh oh
Remember

This is a call from
My heart to you
Knowing love
Is something I know how to do, so
Take my life
Exactly as it is
And as I paint my poetry
It falls so gently on
Your ears

I follow the call to love
Knowing that I am enough
I follow the call to love
I pick up my heart from the dust and
I will remember
I will remember oh oh
Remember

I follow the call to love
Knowing that I am enough
I follow the call to love
I pick up my heart from the dust and
I will remember
I will remember oh oh
Remember

To love
Call to love
Call to love


© Tam Jennifer Hastings, 2022

Call To Love

Call To Love (Studio Version, Prod. by Milan)

Anthropomorphic Expressions – The Trees Cry
April 2023
Duration: 3:00
Listen to the Anthropomorphic Expressions Playlist: https://soundcloud.com/bruce-klepper-1/sets/anthropomorphic-expressions
Special thanks to John-Marc Ventimiglia @john-marc-ventimiglia for his highly valued musical input and for creating the trees sound library used to compose this piece.

Anthropomorphism is the attribution of human traits, or emotions to non-human entities or objects. It is considered to be an innate tendency of human psychology. Anthropomorphism is a common way humans perceive and interact with the world around them.

Trees consist of a wide variety of plant species that have independently evolved a trunk and branches as a way to tower above other plants to compete for sunlight. The majority of tree species are angiosperms or hardwoods; of the rest, many are gymnosperms or softwoods. Trees tend to be long-lived, some reaching several thousand years old. Trees have been in existence for 370 million years. It is estimated that there are around three trillion mature trees in the world.

About a third of all tree species, some twenty thousand, are included in the IUCN Red List of Threatened Species. Of those, over eight thousand are globally threatened, including at least 1400 which are classed as "critically endangered". 

For violin, bansuri, duduk, cello, bassoon, double bass, marimba, xylophone, wood blocks, tree samples and percussion

Anthropomorphic Expressions - The Trees Cry

This tune was performed by Toploader in 1999. Performed by me on my Yamaha PSR-SX900 arranger keyboard.

Can you "Name That Tune"? I have a website that contains my complete collection of tunes with their titles revealed at: www.harveytwyman.com

Name That Tune #498 by Toploader

Vocals / Lyrics: Emma @emma-gal-n
Music, Guitars (JM, ES, Acoustic), Bass (P), Drums (AD2), Mellotron (Redtron), Mix & Mastering (DAW): @bonetender

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6EiDPhHIRAEcKd4vt4k9Tp

====== Lyrics ======

Chasing neverending dreams
Burning on my own barriers 
Restart again (the revolution)
Perish my pain (for absolution)
Come, whenever,
Immortal shredder
Suppress the tremor
If not, however

Come and sanctify the beast
Growling deep inside my tears
Restart again (the restitution)
Perish my pain (for contribution)
Play, whenever,
Immortal shredder
Suppress the tremor
If not, whatever

Come slowly extract the gain
Underneath my vain
Let’s find a home again
Resist the end

Following a chin of gold
Glowing on a dark cashier
Restart again (the revolution)
Perish my pain (for absolution)
Marching with the queen of souls
Right trembling in my inner ear

© Emma & Bonetender 2023 All Rights Reserved

Queen of Souls

Queen Of Souls (ft. Emma Galán)

First love

India

THIS IS THE MOMENT  Lillithe & Paploviante
Backing Track Hot Sand II : Paploviante
https://soundcloud.com/paploviante-and-friends/hot-sand-soundtrack-without-vocals
Vocal:  www.Ghosthack.de
Demetri and Emily
Lillithe: adding Horns, Trumpet, Flute, Tabular Bell, Tamburin, Conga, Vocals

This Is The Moment Lillithe & Paploviante

Lyrics
Overdrive
Let’s rock it to the groove let the vibe run it’s course 
I ain’t hiding from nobody it’s mask off
Holding all the keys underground and endorsed
And I’m bringing so much heat baby it’s time to defrost 
Nothing up my sleeve still the boss with the sauce
Just relax to the beat—I’m about to set off
I’m about to set it off…

I Want more out of life besides stumbling blocks 
give me love give me music and the doors will unlock
Got me navigate through this Damn gridlock 
But my attitude is pure hip-hop
ground floor—-charging up 
going straight to the top 
max level —-overdrive 
outlaw rebel —-still alive

Attitude—-HipHop
Love it when the beat drops 
blazing when I heat up 
break out the sunblock 
raising levels nonstop 
ready for the aftershock
Watch-’em crumble—- on my way to the top
Lemme take you just a little bit deeper
Hoodie on my head—- like I am the Grim Reaper
Hang on tight as I take a little detour
Can’t resist the allure of the women or liquor

Just a little Taste —-leave you wanting more 
got the rock in my hand ——and I’m about to score 
success taste sweet —-this much I’m sure 
no defeat—-no retreat —-It’s an all out war 
condition for the heat —-elite hard-core 
about to bless another beat—- that what I’m here for 
might be easy but not cheap—-so what’s your best offer
What’s your best offer?

Overdrive

Suitable

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Count Sheep

On this new song called "Stand and Rise", the entire MTM team has been lucky to be able to work with the great singer and songwriter SK (Stefanie Kisamore), who has done an extraordinary vocal work and lyric composition that has given us fascinated. From here we thank her for all her great work and we appeal to her great talent to continue working together on future songs.
Thanks for everything friend Stefanie!
*Mastering True Music*

Musical production: MTM
Lyrics and melody: SK (Stefanie Kisamore)
Singer: SK (Stefanie Kisamore).
Mixing and mastering: MTM Studios
Single cover: SK (Stefanie Kisamore)
SK (Stefanie Kisamore)- Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/stefanie-kisamore/tracks

Lyrics of the song "Stand and Rise"

take my hand
when the backs have turned on you
with you I stand
when a fool's tongue cuts and bruises

between the truth and the lies
there is a dawn waiting to rise

don't you realize?
when your world is crumbling down
I won't compromise
in the mirror you have been found

there's still a light in your eyes
there's a dawn coming
all you got to do is..

stand and rise
stand and rise
stand and rise
between the truth and lies
and then your dawn will rise

think
how many years you've wasted
why?
you're gonna stand by that bruise?
you're own your own
in a crowded room
you stand and cry

don't you realize?
I see your world is crumbling down

take my hand
when the backs have turned on you
with you I stand
when a fool's tongue cuts and bruises
between the truth and the lies
don't you realize?
don't compromise

stand and rise
stand and rise
stand and rise
stand and rise
between the truth and lies
stand and rise

there's still a light in your eyes

Song: Stand and Rise 
All copyright MTM & SK (Stefanie Kisamore)

* Mastering True Music * copyright ©. 2023

Stand And Rise MTM Feat. SK (Stefanie Kisamore)


How many songs will I write for my mother... at least one more. 

I originally recorded a demo version of this song just two months after she died. Here is the original. 

Listen to Mother mother (DEMO 20191118) by Tam Jennifer Music on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/r6jbs

Current recording:

Recorded/Mixed: Audacity
Guitar: Cort MR710 LH NS
Mic: Rhode USB Mini

Lyrics:

I wanna know
Where did she go
I wanna know

I wanna know
Where did she go
I wanna know

Is it in the trees
Blowing in the breeze
I wanna know

Is it on the page
Where her eyes last laid
I wanna know 

Mother mother mother 
Take me
To your place
Of endless rest

Mother mother mother mother
Break me
Put me
To the ultimate test

I wanna know
Where did she go
I wanna know

I wanna know
Where did she go
I wanna know

Birds flying high
High in the sky
Oh why
I wanna know

© Tam Jennifer Hastings, 2023

Where Did She Go (Acoustic, 2023)

Recorded in Modesto, Ca.   Featuring Sergio Parraga Congas, Bongos. Gibson 335 Electric Guitar solo, Trumpet solo. Fender Rhodes Electric Piano solo. Acoustic Bass. Roland Synthesizer Bass. Fender Rhodes Electric Piano Rhythm. Vibraphone Rhythm. Horn section Alto, Tenor, Baritone Saxophones, Trumpet. Trap full kit Drum set. Percussion, Congas, Bongos, Timbales, 22" Zildjen Crash Cymbal, Cow bell, Ago go bells.

Hermosa

Power housing

Power Housing

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Paploviante: Bass, Composing, Arrangement, Mix and Mastering
Picture GÖBEKLI TEPE
BPM 96
Free Download
If you want the track different ...  contact me!
The track is downloadable as a mp3 file!
You can complete what you want!
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Haven't done a fun track in a while, so here's some happy music. 
It's a mish-mash of genres (of course lol) but I hope it makes you smile 😊🎵

Free download if you like it.

Thank you for listening ♥

Tiganaga (Three Dragons)

Short track exploring hip hop genres, with help from two little pixies inhabiting home lately. Sick part in the middle was generated from a Fibonacci series, proving there is order in any chaotic system. Only a stupid would have played guitar on that mess… so I did. Pic taken under a bridge in my hometown.

Letra  /  Translated Lyrics:

No sé dónde ir (El mundo es un caos)  /  I don’t know where to go (The world is a chaos)

Estrofa / Verse:

Noticias, ruido, gente, prisa,  /  News, noise, people, hurry,
todo pasa, empieza, termina,  /  all passes, starts, ends,
las cosas pasan sin sentirlas,  /  things happen without noticing,
la vida corre muy deprisa.  /  life runs very fast.

Estribillo / Refrain:

No sé dónde ir,  /  I don’t know where to go,
no sé dónde ir.  /  I don’t know where to go.
Este mundo es un caos  /  This world is a chaos
del que quiero huir.  /  from where I want to flee.

ER35FI04 RUIZZO©1996 – FRANCÉS RECORDS®2016

Where Did She Go (Acoustic, 2023)

Ben - Tam Jennifer