Ibis - Heart Shaped Box (Nirvana Cover Song)

They call you "broken", twisted, and jaded.
Oh, what a mess of the life they created.
They call you "stupid". Simple, yet complicated.
Built up the ties and you cut them off serrated.

We wanted nothing. Nothing is our escape.
Hold me and let me taste you.

I want to feel what you feel, when I'm inside of you.
I want to be a part of me, when I'm a part of you.
I want to see inside of me, what I see inside of you.
I want to be a part of me, when I'm a part of you.
As I become a part of you.

They wanted beauty, I wanted your soul.
I took your body and we took back what they stole.
I traced my hands down, chased them with my teeth.
Protect the soft touch of shivers that hide beneath.

We wanted nothing. Nothing is our escape.
Hold me and let me taste you.

I want to feel what you feel, when I'm inside of you.
I want to be a part of me, when I'm a part of you.
I want to see inside of me, what I see inside of you.
I want to be a part of me, when I'm a part of you.
As I become a part of you. As I become a part of you.

Suck down the fabrication. Eat my heart, spit me out.
Hold my throat and feel me voicing all the thoughts you want to hear.
Choke down the words I’m speaking. Taste touch and open up.
The pain is pleasure taking all the wants and all the fears.
All the wants and all the fears. All I want is to hold you near.

I want to feel what you feel, when I'm inside of you.
I want to be a part of me, when I'm a part of you.
I want to see inside of me, what I see inside of you.
I want to be a part of me, when I'm a part of you.
As I become a part of you. As I become a part of you.

I will watch you hold me, watched you was you mold.
I will watch you love me and hate me through your eyes.
credits
released March 13, 2020
Produced/Mixed/Master at Red Dot Recording by Tyler Pilot

Drums written and tracked by Christopher "Heavy Metal Thor" Caylor
Guitar/Bass/Vocals written and tracked by Jay Stevenson
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Become

Nothing More

Lyrics (from an interview with Chester Bennington):
...some of the stuff that he knew I was going through and then some of the stuff he was going through and some of the stuff he knew our friends and other guys in the band were going through... It was like a list of 50 things. Each one of them was on its own, really-really hard to go through. It was like... one of our friends died of cancer, my stepdad died of cancer, I broke my leg and I had to rehab that for a year, I quit Stone Temple Pilots because it was just too much after I broke... It was too much. I felt bad about that. And then I was depressed, and I was drinking again, and I was like... doing all the stuff... And I was like, “Dude, this is crazy...” And um... All my relationships were struggling, everything was struggling. And um... It was just really tough. And so... there was just enough things to keep me wanting to go... But yeah, I mean like, I don't think I was burnt out from just like “Man, I just need a break”. I was burnt out because I was just like, “Fuck the world”. Honestly, like... fuck all of you. Like, everybody and everything. And I don't like you and anything anymore, like, nothing makes me happy... I don't like anyone. I even told one of my therapists at one point, I said “I just don't wanna feel anything... I'm kinda envy of sociopaths 'cause they don't have to worry about all the feeling shit... I kinda want that”. And she's like, “You mean you don't wanna be a human being?” I was like, “Yep, that's what I want”... (Laugh)

RIP Chester

That's What I Want

Back when I was young I was so pure
Kind-hearted nature, mostly mature
I lacked common sense and was naive
Was overly trusting and often deceived

Had a scrape with a bully or two
When your best friends turn against you
I'm not sure who I am anymore
Life's become an overcomplicated bore

We flock on rooftop bars
Flying high amongst the stars
Until we crash our car
It's time to restart

We'll fly amongst the stars
Soaring over rooftop bars
Until we crash our car
It's time to restart

Let's dive headfirst in the river
Bathe in the creek and disintegrate
I never took you for a giver
You're the one who always played give and take

Let's see who's the real sinner
You're not one to negotiate
I'll make it out of this a winner
My existence is all I contemplate

We flock on rooftop bars
Flying high amongst the stars
Until we crash our car
It's time to restart

We'll fly amongst the stars
Soaring over rooftop bars
Until we crash our car
It's time to restart

We flock on rooftop bars
Flying high amongst the stars
Until we crash our car
It's time to restart

Crash Our Car - Demo

Nirvana - Heart - Shaped Box Cover.

Fluttering Wings

I said “Load up get in the back of the van man, get in the back 'coz”,
Gotta show up, gotta sound check gotta talk to the sound man,
Get a sick note, pull a sickie 'coz you got to play this show,
As you can't be a no show,
So you have to be flexible, you have to be self-employed,
Or you have to lie to your boss man and leave the office with him annoyed,
But we're young and we're dumb and degrees our not going to help our situation,
As there's no jobs, no help, no money, no opportunities to give us placement.

Every time I get a little bit closer, why the fuck does it feel so far?
Sometimes it feels like nothing, so I think “why did I start?”

“Yeah, where do I start?”

And there's no money doing this anymore,
If I was doing this for money I wouldn't be sleeping on floors,
I'm in a band man, I drive a van man, 
And me and the boys are coming to your land man.
Bad decisions when I was just a teenager,
maybe my youth, my youth (youth) killed it,
We're stuck in the Sad Boys Club, 
As our youth, our youth, our youth (youth) killed it,

Bad decisions when I was just a teenager,
maybe my youth, my youth (youth) killed it,
We're stuck in the Sad Boys Club, 
As our youth, our youth, our youth (youth) killed it.

And I said “load up get in the back of the van man, get in the back!”

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Music and artwork by Mikhail Serdyukov.
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