i been hearing voices in my head
take a gun and paint the ceiling red
i been slowly holding on but its hard
can u send a angel oh god?
i think im dying inside cuz i feel my mental health getting worse 
i told u girl i was helpless
why u still tryna help
i really hate my appearance so i cut on myself
the devil said it would be better if just delete myself 
holding on but its hard
i wanna hurt myself oh god
please send a angel oh god
please send a angel oh god

where the wild things are.

Walking in circles around my house
I just needa do something, I need somebody else 
I still wonder to myself why I feel so alone
Even though I have everything, all inside my home

How are you doing?
I really miss you
I just wanna know what you are doing,
Are we through?

How are we still something all inside my mind
But then I take a step back and open up my eyes
Why are you so different, always changing sides
I know you have your problems, but oh so do I

Walking in circles around my house
I just needa do something, I need somebody else 
I still wonder to myself why I feel so alone
Even though I have everything
Oh mm ohh

How are you doing?
I really miss us
I just wanna know what you are doing,
Are we done?

circles

*sobs quietly* cover

Worth Waiting For

I thought you said love was worth waiting for
Now I just don’t know
I’ve been in love once before
And I’ve never been hurt so much so 
Do you still think love is worth waiting for
Now I just don’t know

Is it worth all the tears, all the pain, 
Is it worth an everlasting sigh
Is it worth the lingering memories
Was it worth a last goodbye

Well I thought you said love was worth waiting for
Can I ask you why?

Is it worth all the tears, all the pain, 
Is it worth an everlasting sigh
Is it worth the lingering memories
Was it worth a last goodbye

Well I thought you said love was worth waiting for
Can I ask you why?

Why?

Worth Waiting For

rin - potential

#lofi  #sadcore #chill #alternative #bossanova #slowcore #nightcore #introvert

Everything is void（syrup16g cover）/ 無効の日

why won’t you love me

Your careless brilliance / ケアレス・ブリリアンス

On ma body Ft Winterfluu

jaydes - jodeci

This is a track from No Guide: Sketches 2014-2017. As I work to get a representative sample of my work on SoundCloud, I'm going to gradually release tracks from this album, a collection of "sketches" made over a four-year period. The whole album is for sale at: https://alexsilver.bandcamp.com/album/no-guide-sketches-pt-1-2014-2017.

No Guide: Sketches 2014-2017

overflowing the fence

歌と演奏 ⇒ テネシートラストレコード
絵 / drawing ⇒ エイポウチ / EIporch 、
ナニナニ / naninani 、
もしくは猫山田 / or nekoyamada
レコーディング場所→車のシート
機材→スマートフォンの内蔵マイク


#lofi #sadcore #chill #alternative #folk  #bossanova #slowcore #nightcore

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Your careless brilliance / ケアレス・ブリリアンス

Tennessee Trust Records / テネシー・トラスト・レコード

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