had enough

had enough (karson ilymax)

POOR CONNECTION Tracks

bodyGaard Lullaby

song abt a rlly bad time in my life
prod @hrtshpdbd and @resolve1k
TYSM FOR LISTENING i spent a long time on this one
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lyrics:

i can feel, i can feel you falling into me
i see your eyes pierce straight through me
what do i do now?
i can feel this wound as we hit the ground
i dont want to lose you
its getting hard now
cant live this way
every day feels the same
we're running out of time
i dont think we can climb out of it, we cant

and i, i dont know
if we'll even make it out
i dont want to lose you in this doubt

i dont know
what to do with myself
feels like
we're tied in our health
when i fall apart i dont want to take you with me
crush my heart i dont want to make you hate me
tied by fate
i cant take this weight now
made you wait
should have known you wouldnt take that
you only saw it one way
you just wanted to throw me away

i can feel, i can feel you falling into me
i see your eyes pierce straight through me
what do i do now?
i can feel this wound as we hit the ground
i dont want to lose you
its getting hard now
cant live this way
every day feels the same
we're running out of time
i dont think we can climb out of it, we cant

i dont know whats going on anymore
we were doing okay when you closed the door
talk to me, just talk to me
when we're falling apart
i want you here with me

please stay with me
please just stay with me
i cant even breathe when you're not by my side
cant do this no matter how hard ive tried

stay

stay (heartshapedbed + inno)

@frendishawty408 @blxty

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frendi + blxty - euphoria (violet) [slump audios exclusive]

prod neverforever

filled with broken promises n shit that i regret
hold me close im dyin soon i hope u dont 4get
tell me its ok cuz bae i bet u kno the best
problems will arise wen i js wana fuckin rest

xanax for my temper , my heaart u cut , dismembered
forgot to feel , remember . ts it wont get better
i cry n rip my sweater , i wrote this as a letter
ima fuckin loser,. but beggars cant be choosers

beggin tht my life will end, sry if u were my friend
death is alr spent
tell me im fucked up ik that
death is 2close for me to turn back

im writin all the same songs , u kno i wont b here long
i figured u would love me if i became something
i h8 ppl they h8 me
no1 feels the same thing
lyin is wat made me
u cant pretend u saved me ..

tearing at my sweater [neverforever]

Searchin For Me

Vacated decree

Envy Envy Envy

soundcloud.com/bodyontheshore


i'll b the flower on yr windowsill 
i will watch over u
arms like leaves around u
i'll be the the dirt that surrounds u

plant a seed we can grow into smt
u know i'm not bluffing 
all this pollen i'm puffing

honey bee honey comb diamonds on my neck
came with the hive queen bee and my friends

i'm buzzing again

clearvision https://soundcloud.com/clearv1s?ref=clipboard&p=i&c=0 :

"sometimes a relationship can kinda be like growing a plant! u gotta give it love and nurture it, and watch out for anything toxic that might hurt it. you gotta be responsible, but sometimes no matter what you do it may die. that just means it wasnt meant to be. but with the right plant, it will grow, and it wont stop until it turns into something beautiful."

luthien - flower on yr windowsill(solvee)

tysm to all my frens
u know who u are, ily
mixing help by @theguy1k

[clearvision]
do u visit me while im sleeping
i was dreaming last night, dreaming of a place that wasnt nearby
every time i see my name written for u and not for me
on checkered floors in the dark im chasing what i cant see

i cant rely on ur red magicks for prize
so take me back to the start
i cant just unfreeze ur heart
i wanna see u tonight
by crystal statues, ill write another oath for this time
ill sign my soul on the line

[8485]
(coming soon)

[paprika]
(coming soon)

had enough (karson ilymax)

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