So I must still mean something to you
'cause you wake up beside me on an airplane
and ask me: “How do I stop the car?"
I wanna say: “Don't worry, from where you sit 
there's really nothing you can do”
but I have to be my old self again
and kiss you and tell you where we are 

Float! the plan isn’t weak                     
the debris in a creek                              
passes over                                                                                                              
an old, submerged vessel                                                                  
a two-faced rover                                                                                                          
                                                                
Someone’s lifework is swelling under me
I don’t quite know where to look                                  (mmh we don't know anything)
or how to look at it correctly,
I'd rather ask you: "With the three years between us
will you stay put?" instead 
it seems that you’re older
performing to the bends ahead

Float! the plan isn’t weak                                            (is this our get-away chance?) 
the debris in a creek                                                    (tell me in advance!)  
passes over                                                                  (babe just lean in and                                                                    
an old, submerged vessel                                          search the stream for luck)                                                
a two-faced rover                                                        (just gotta trust that it won't clog)                                                                          
                                                                                       (promise we won’t get stuck?) 

And so the security would last longer than we thought                   
let alone the wait for vacancy in a packed sky     (an entire rugby team           
black flies                                                                    walking around in midair
backfire on the spot                                                  at disconnected, pure speed)                                     
I thought I lingered for a minute to drop dead or drop up  

Well youth lacks much of life, we’re living proof
I rush to revenge the second I lose my patience (you point at timid, nervous                                                                                    
to wait for a concession                                            hierarchies through all you declare)
just to backfire on the spot,                                     (let's wait for it)                                                        
and kiss you just to wake you up                            (let's just wait for it)   
now wake up    

Float! the plan isn’t weak                                         (is this our get-away chance?) 
the debris in a creek                                                 (tell me in advance!)  
passes over                                                               (babe just lean in and                                                                    
an old, submerged vessel                                       search the stream for luck)                                                
a two-faced rover                                                     (just gotta trust that it won't clog)                                                                          
                                                                                    (promise we won’t get stuck?)

Jura - Someone's Lifework

Miguel Limão is a DJ from Lisbon leaning towards non-normative music, always looking for warm bass deviations, fragmented rhythms, detailed textures and exploratory voices.

Kiosk Radio is an online community radio streaming 24/7 from a wooden shack in the heart of Brussels’ historic “Parc Royal”. More info and music: https://kioskradio.com

Miguel Limão @ Kiosk Radio 28.08.2023

"Explore her music with three new songs that lead you on a mesmerizing path through her beautiful musical world. From joyous almost childlike melodies through the wickedness of some people’s thoughts down to the sacred hymns of someones birth or funeral all spiced up with some up-to-date lyrics."

Artist: @juragrupe
Title: Ready When You Are / Änderungsvorschl​ä​ge
Label: @kontrapunktsound
Release: November 3, 2023
Buy: https://kontrapunktsound.bandcamp.com/album/ready-when-you-are-nderungsvorschl-ge

PREMIERE: Jūra Elena Šedytė — Every Molecule (Kontrapunkt, 2023)

Artist: @douglascalii
Title: Metamorphosis EP
Label: LXVIII @lxviii-label
Release date: 26/10/23
Format: Digital
Buy link: https://lxviii.bandcamp.com/album/metamorphosis

PREMIERE: Douglas Calii — Marching On (LXVIII, 2023)

False Awakenings Loops show aims to create a series of audio narrative essays focused on topics like love, dreams, sleep, life, and death. Each track in the compilation serves as its own story or chapter, contributing to the overall narrative. Through the art of mixing, the music itself becomes a language, conveying complex themes and emotions.

The author of the show, Umresh is a multi-genre DJ originally from Siberia, who has primarily showcased her talents in Prague and Berlin. Her DJ sets and mixes feature music that has had a profound emotional and intellectual impact on her, both in the past and present.

@umreshakadashik

TESTFM bandcamp

False Awakenings Loops w/ Umresh  — 28/10/23

The 16th issue of our mix series was recorded by Chaotic Discord, known for his meticulous selections in DJing, producing tracks, and running his own record label, @tsarskoyeselo


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TESTFM MIX 16: Chaotic Discord

A collection of sounds, turned into a story. It’s about different life paths, but the details aren’t what’s important. Listen to the new mix and let it guide you.

Сath Podcast 04  - TSYD

Kalivas is a DJ, music lover, and founder of TESTFM—an online radio platform turned thriving community and record label. Known for his deep musical knowledge and seamless genre-blending, he delivers unforgettable sets. Beyond DJing, he has built a passionate collective through TESTFM, shaping the Russian underground scene for the past decade.



Daydreaming w/ Kalivas @ Kiosk Radio 11.02.2025

BS083 - Passage through the blue mist w/ Prince of Gosplan
@dekatmemwa

Prince of Gosplan (the alter-ego project behind the De Kat Memwa guestmix series) joins our own podcast with a sonic collage to explore and re-assess personal memories, emotions, events and places.
His "Passage through the blue mist" mix ties altogether classical music and jazz, melancholic poetry, Eurasian folk, spoken word and field recordings from his St. Petersburg native city. A blend of sorrow and hope: lending emotional depth while hinting at a spark of light in the darkest corners of the soul. Far from freezing you in time with cumbersome memories, this spiritual passage through the blue mist shall trace a movement from anxiety and loss toward an inner renewal.

Here are a few words from Prince of Gosplan about his mix:
"This is probably the most personal thing I’ve done under the Prince of Gosplan name. It’s a space where the imagined and the intimate blur — where I try to process memories, emotions, and places by shaping them into a kind of sonic essay. Maybe I’m overcomplicating it, and all these semiotics only make sense to me. In the end, it’s just a selection of tracks that were mixed in particular order, but the process itself feels strangely therapeutic to me. And that’s reason enough to keep doing it.
This particular mix was also shaped by impressions from reading diaries, works of autofiction, and essays — stories where protagonists face emotional challenges, yet eventually find the strength to move forward. That narrative arc resonated deeply with me. In fact, the cover of the mix features a frame from Hedgehog in the Fog by Yuri Norstein — a masterpiece that I see as a quiet meditation on getting lost, confronting inner fears, and coming out the other side altered, maybe softer, maybe stronger. Each sonic fragment in this collage carries part of that transformative journey. It flows through symbolic phases: drowning; resurrection; fragile and quiet joy; sadness and disorientation; then movement, searching, and finally rebuilding with a hope for better. And yes — blue is my favorite color. It holds sorrow and light at once, and to me, that’s where transformation begins."

Artwork taken from "Hedgehog in the Fog" (1975 Soviet animated film directed by Yuri Norstein).

BS083 - Prince of Gosplan

a series 7 : blain

Snippets w/ I.N.T.S. @ TESTFM — 12/01/2020

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