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cover made by: https://www.instagram.com/yamivamp666/

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/3u77rg1D1uka9Iyc4EuOB2?si=da040f9bd07b4ba0
apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/im-not-a-creep-single/1851970006
discord server: https://discord.gg/pssbgjWS5m

lyrics:
cutting my wrists till i black out
baby u will hear no sound
blowing my fucking brains out
i think that in blood i drown
i will kms (myself) if u dont care enough
i am not a creep (i just) forgot my medicine

dont know what i should do right now
i feel like dying somehow

i will crashout to the song
all i do is always wrong
i should fucking leave my zone

fucked up - my life
i dont need to say goodbye
leaving me - alone
staring into my phone
2x

dont break - just forget about it
just kill - anyone who wants it
dont break - just forget about it
just kill - anyone who wants it

dont know what i should do right now
i feel like dying somehow

fucked up - my life
i dont need to say goodbye
leaving me - alone
staring into my phone
2x

I'm Not A Creep

prod. me

hey you, idk
i felt kinda down when u left my zone
im like "oh, why am i alone?"
so suprised no one calls my phone
why do the bad things happen to me ?
makes me give up so easily

dont lie to me
i try to be
the person that i was before
but tragically
that part of me
doesn't exist anymore

i feel stupid and ashamed
cause theres no one i can blame
for the mess ive made myself

when you have no one
feels like life is done
fail to fill the void everytime

idk what it is
im just sick of this
fail to fill the void everytime

sick of it

prod wingsxrra


Need to get a guitar so i can self prod.


Your just a cold heart manipulator 
I said you fuck you too you fucking traitor
Every fucking need i need to cater
Blowing my brains out ill see ya later


Always making fell like i wanna die 
Saying Im the problem stab myself in the eye
You manipulating bitch make me cry
I wish i could just make you fucking die


Always wanna fuck with my emotions
I don't even know why you get the notion
Guilt-Tripp, gaslight, play the victim
Everyone besides me well you've ticked them




Manipulator

song by weezer

i don't know what to say here

idc enough to put the lyrics go look them up fatass

the world has turned and left me here

Another gay song

I don't know
Where is my home


I don't know
Where is my hope

I don't know

You get that 
Inside my
Inside my

Inside my
You get that

Inside my
Inside my
Inside my
Inside my Shoul

Inside my shoul

prod me
uh yeah i think this is not completely abhorrent unlike my other songs so uh hope you like

verse -
you can't hurt me
know im worthless
you deserve him
please desert me
im so angry
i can't take it
can't explain this
ruthless hatred

other part (idk chorus or bridge dwijahdiwuadw) -
im not good enough
im not good enough to be with you
im not good enough
i hate that you just run away from me

not good enough for u

Finally on all platforms, go check it out.

go follow bro:
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Thank u guys and girls for listening, and skillbleed for collab with this song 🎵 

HUMANITY IS OVERRATED W/skillbleed

Nothing special here, just a remake as the original one, you could check out that one right here: https://on.soundcloud.com/mDqZeLdtFCMR7dx7mG

Thank you for listening, i appreciate all my fans.

Loser with a 9 to 5 (V.2.0)

A hard-driving modern rock track built around confrontation and finality. Crunching guitars, clenched-teeth vocals, and a breakdown that hits with zero hesitation. This song is about drawing the line, making the call, and refusing to carry anyone else’s weight forward. No compromise. No middle ground.

No Halo Policy

With or Without You

Defiance Of Youth is a loud, reckless, unapologetic anthem for the people who never fit clean boxes. It’s not trying to teach a lesson or make sense — it’s about noise, release, and screaming the same word until the walls shake. Built on raw energy, chant-along hooks, and zero apologies, this track is for late nights, bad decisions, and laughing at the fact that none of us really have it figured out. If you hate it, it’ll still be stuck in your head by tomorrow.

If you’ve ever screamed just to feel something, this one’s for you.

🔹 Title: Defiance Of Youth
🔹 Artist: John Lockhart
🔹 Style: Punk-infused rock / chaotic anthem
🔹 BPM: Mid-tempo | Mood: Reckless, loud, unapologetic

This song isn’t about being right — it’s about being real.
Too loud. Too wrong. Too gone. Amen.

🔁 If this hits you, please like, repost, comment, and share it with the friends who will scream it with you at full volume.

🎧 Explore more: @johnlockhartmusic
💿 Available on all major platforms via DistroKid

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Released by:
JLM Records
Release date:
15 November 2025
P-line:
℗ 2025 John Lockhart Music (JLM)

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Defiance Of Youth

Loser with a 9 to 5, make rock music as a hobby. I think I'm on all platforms. Hope you enjoy.

Update:
note I post my music here first before it goes to all platforms. Thank you for listening.

Loser with a 9 to 5 (V.2.0)

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