Bro the melodys of this project are just crazy

hits so hard man all of these songs do but „you can’t force someone to love you” got me.

in the middle w/ whorrxr

Self destructive behavior
Who am I trynna punish?
I can't focus
I can't see
My body fights me
It puts me down
I can't breathe, I can't breathe

I tell these stories
They're kinda sad, but atleast I'm honest
keep up the paces or youll be left behind
forgotten
somethings wrong but I can't put my finger
on it
Somethings off
you can feel it in the air
its like static on your skin
moisture tension building
it's bad day, but everydays a bad day
where does that leave us
where does that leave me now

six pills a day thats my medicine 
I eat watch my bone and skin
and muscles, move around again
I eat grass like my dogs 
only trust 'em cuz their love is pure

You drive down the center of the road
with your toy car
keep your eyes peeled
I can’t do that
I can’t do that
It’s still fuck the police 
It’s 1312
Till I’m down in the ground

Tired eyes I can’t trust my body now
Tired eyes, it comes again 
I’m powerless, it betrays you
You just sit there
You’re powerless
Think violent things
Speak awful words
This vessel locks itself down 

I just wrote a song
It was bad now it’s gone
I just said a mean thing 
Now it’s over and done

Right? It’s funny
kinda funny if you ask me
Humour pain and sadness, all sides of the same coin

Self destructive behavior
Who am I trynna punish?
I can't focus
I can't see
My body fights me
It puts me down
I can't breathe, I can't breathe

I can’t trust my hands
I’m at a red light
Let my foot go up off the break
See what happens
The strangers pass
Their faces neutral
Do they even see me?
Could they even care?
(Could they even care?
Could they even care?)


I tell these stories
They're kinda sad, but atleast I'm honest
keep up the paces or youll be left behind
forgotten
somethings wrong but I can't put my finger
on it
Somethings off
you can feel it in the air
its like static on your skin
moisture tension building
it's bad day, but everydays a bad day
where does that leave us
where does that leave me now

I ignore the calls
The texts, they build up
They squeeze and they choke me
They call for help 
But I can’t bring myself to answer them
It’s kinda funny sad

That’s just two sides of the same coin
Man this shits too honest

WYTYHFW 8-7

Powerless (prod. thayerperiod)

I would trade me for you
I would trade me for you
I would trade me for you
I would trade me for you
I would trade me for you
I would trade me for you
I would trade me for you
I would trade me for you
I would trade me for you
I would trade me for you
I would trade me for you
I would trade me for you
I would trade me for you
I would trade me for you

as I chased you off that path
and watched you fade away
I felt a hand crush my heart
I know you'll make it through
those woods someday, someday
broken glass in the pocket
watch the bugs fill the air
watched familiarity fade away
and darkness swallow everything

watched money turn to dust
and the thorns snag on my jeans
I need to forget you to live
to move on
to move on
to move on
to move on
I'm so sorry you'll live on in my
memory forever
hollowed, empty, swallow tears
taste the sunscreen
bitter dirty tears
live inside of me
forearms aching
mental breaking point achieved
I'm so selfish
(please just take me home)
I'm so selfish
(please just take me home)
Fuck

Please just take me home
Please just take you home
Please just take us home
(Being lost is no fun on your own)
Please just take me home
Please just take you home
Please just take us home
(Being lost is no fun, being lost is no fun)
Being lost is no fun
I'm so sorry (it's no fun on your own)
I'd give anything to trade our places
You did nothing to deserve this
(You did nothing)
You're pure and innocent
This isn't your fault, its mine if anything
Your soul is worth a hundred times mine

God, what a hard day
What a fucking hard day

Ode To Summer (prod. thayerperiod)

chasing glory soon

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BOviIKovp78
♬

I go, I learn, I grow
I know, it gets hard sometimes
It gets hard sometimes (it gets hard sometimes)

Spend my nights chasing ghosts
Reach out, and touch the ether
Lit a match and touched the stove
To see if I still feel it
(I do)

Hate, conceal, restrict, purge, assail
Trust, forgive, love, praise, prevail
Patience, inhale, patience, exhale
Repeat

Hate, conceal, restrict, purge, assail
Trust, forgive, love, praise, prevail
Patience, inhale, patience, exhale
Repeat

Drops in a bucket is always how it goes
You should know this by now
Trying to learn to live life
A little more today
A bit more than yesterday

You cut the fat, but things don't change
You go outside, but still feel the pain
You wet your hands, but they still crack
You dial a lifeline, but no callback

Make a new memory, imprinting in my mind
(It's never enough)
It's never enough, it's never enough

It's a beautiful day today (a lot of things going on right now, I don't know)
Spring's on its way in (a lot of things I can't control right now)
It's okay, I'm learning, it's okay
[Voices overlap]

Hate, conceal, restrict, purge, assail
Trust, forgive, love, praise, prevail
Patience, inhale, patience, exhale
Repeat

Hate, conceal, restrict, purge, assail
Trust, forgive, love, praise, prevail
Patience, inhale, patience, exhale
Repeat

Hate, conceal, restrict, purge, assail
Trust, forgive, love, praise, prevail
Patience, inhale, patience, exhale
Repeat

Hate, conceal, restrict, purge, assail
Trust, forgive, love, praise, prevail
Patience, inhale, patience, exhale
Repeat

Repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat

Music Video

Post Mortem (prod. thayerperiod)

This wouldn't work
And you couldn't heal
And I couldn't better me, be a better me
Be a better me

This wouldn't work, this wouldn't work
And I couldn't heal
And you couldn't heal
You couldn't heal

This wouldn't work
And you couldn't heal
And I couldn't better me, be a better me
Be a better me

I'm trying to become a better me
But it's so hard, it's so hard
Just take each day, as it comes
One step at a time

I show up, just show up
That's all I can do right now
I show up, that's half the battle
That's all I can do right now
I just show up until things feel
A little better
Cause time heals all wounds
Remember that
Everyday get's a little better
Even if it doesn't feel like it

I still freak out
And I feel lost
But things get better

A better me, which I want to be
I still strive for that
No matter how hard it gets

Just know tomorrow will come
For sure
[I don't know, that was a little rough]

Chasing glory
For sure

[Thayer: Anything you want to say?]
[Neko (his cat): Meow, meow, meow]

Chasing Glory

Acceptance (Outro) (prod. thayerperiod)

Now I feel ill everyday, and I stand in my grave
And I wait, for things to change
Around me, around me
Now I feel ill everyday, and I stand in my grave
And I wait, for things to change
Around me, around me

Because you can't force someone to love you
You can't force someone to love you
You can't force someone to love you
You can't force someone to love you

As I look back and cringe at all the mistakes I made
Then I spent years trying to better myself
And I knew you were doing rough
So I tried my best to accomadate you
Make you feel loved
But it wasn't enough

And I truly feared, we'd drift apart
Even if we couldn't be togethor
Thought maybe, we could be friends
And just talk, cause I didn't want to lose you

But now you give me the cold shoulder
You won't text back no matter what
I just try to shoot the shit
But my shot lands right in the trash
Now I don't know what to do
Said I'd wait, I'd wait for you
And you said you couldn't promise me
Anything in return

Or this wouldn't work
And you couldn't heal
And I couldn't better me, be a better me, become a better me

But now I get nothing from you
No text in two weeks, two weeks that's half a month
And I'm going soon, to another place
And the clock ticks down, and I miss your face

And I forget things a little
Sometimes I get scared
That those memories, will just dissapear
And you said you valued them alot
But I don't want memories right now
I want what we had right now
And maybe, it wasn't perfect
But that's okay with me, okay with me

Now that there's no signal from you
I'm just trying to figure out
Should I move on, but I can't move on
Because I don't know what
What to do
Should I try and live life
But when I think of that I can't
Take that step
Cause I have a little part of me
Little part of me
That hasn't given up hope yet
That hasn't given up hope yet

Cause when I download that app
Or shoot that text
I know things are done for good
And if they're done for good
I dont know what I can do
What I'll do
Cause I really don't wanna star this
New era quite yet

I miss being less alone
And when I felt alone
Atleast I was alone with you

[One more vocal take]

Chasing Closure (prod. thayerperiod)

I’m in my war room
It all means nothing now
I’m in my war room
It all means nothing now

I’m in my war room
I plan these strategies
Draw up diagrams
But it's all nothing
So it falls flat, it falls flat
I remember all these things I did
Because you said you liked it most that way
But now I'm alone and cut off
So I feel so hollow

Empty man
Oh, im an empty man
Just like these trees around me
I'm a hollow man


Looking back is painful
Reminiscing is like daggers in my spine
And all these grandiose plans, for what feels like nothing
I’m driving on roads we used to drive on, just to see if I feel something
Reminiscing over stupid nothings
Sweet nothings
What does it matter anymore
I’m so sick of feeling like things are boring and pointless
Lost the finish line
And motivation with it
Like a lab rat running circles with no goal in sight
I hate it all, watch me collapse
The few things that keep me going are starting to lose their potency
And I’m scared I’m going to fall off the deep end
Into the abyss
Not even music can save me anymore it feels like
Aaaaaaaaaa
Is this what suicide feels like
Is this what hopelessness tastes like
I’m so sick of everything

Procrastinating for hours just fucking off for no reason
Cruising the highways looking for something
I’ll never find
I just need a break
Need a reprieve
Need a little time away
Because even doing nothing
Doesn’t feel like nothing
Doesnt feel like rest anymore anything


Dear god
Dear god
Dear god
Dear god
Can someone please
Put the fear of death in me again
I need it now
More than ever
Dear god
Dear god
Dear god
Dear god
Can someone please
Put the fear of death in me again
I need it now
More than ever

I need to getaway
Just a little getaway
Tired of drug through the mud
I need a getaway
Just a little getaway
Tired of dragging myself through the mud
I need to getaway
Just a little bit of time away

Dear god
Dear god
Dear god
Dear god

Aaaaaaaaaa
Is this what suicide feels like
Is this what hopelessness tastes like


I’m in my war room
It all means nothing now
I’m in my war room
It all means nothing now

War Room (prod. thayerperiod)

I should go, should go
Should go, should go
I should go, I should go
I should go

Alone again I mourn, I mourn
Alone again I mourn, I mourn, I mourn
Alone, I mourn this time
Alone, I mourn this time
I mourn, I mourn, I mourn
I mourn, I mourn, I mourn

Smash, the mirror
Seven years of good luck gone
Hard to reflect, now that that's gone
But maybe that's the good part

Second guess, thirds times a good start
Reverse progression, back track and miss the bad parts
Alone, I fall alone
This hole is not a home
I start to move forwards
But I'm not sure
Without my map, to the guide the way
Do I take the
Way less traveled, the way less traveled
I'm far away from where I wanted to be right now
To be six months from now
When I see a globe
It freaks me out
Maybe I should throw darts to figure out
Where I want to go now
The worlds my oyster
I'm not gonna say some corny joke about shellfish

Mourn, I mourn, this time, I mourn alone
This time
Mourn, I mourn, this time, I mourn alone

Alone again I mourn, I mourn
Alone again I mourn, I mourn, I mourn
Alone, I mourn this time
Alone, I mourn this time
I mourn, I mourn, I mourn
I mourn, I mourn, I mourn

Mourn (prod. thayerperiod)

I hate when it’s dark out
I hate when the sun goes down
And the world shuts off
And the walls they shrink to me
Suffocation, suffocation

When the world gets dark out
I find it harder to breathe
When the world get's dark out
I find it harder to breathe

I hate when it’s dark out
I hate when the sun goes down
And the world shuts off
And the walls they shrink to me
Suffocation, suffocation

Suffocation
Dying the trees
When I should be
Peacefully resting
Suffocation
Dying the trees
When I should be
Peacefully resting, resting

Why am I like this
Why am I like this
Why am I like this
Why am I like this
Why am I like this
Bandage imperfections

I hate when it’s dark out
I hate when the sun goes down
And the world shuts off
And the walls they shrink to me
And the walls they shrink to me

Suffocation
Dying the trees
When I should be
Peacefully resting my eyes
Suffocation
Dying the trees
Dying in the breeze
When I should be
Peacefully resting, resting

Suffocation
Dying the trees
When I should be
Peacefully resting
Suffocation
Dying the trees
Dying in the breeze
When I should be
Peacefully resting, resting

I hate when it's dark out
I hate when it's dark out
I hate when it's dark out
I hate when it's dark out
I hate when it's dark out
I hate when it's dark out
Why am I like this
I hate when it's dark out
Why am I like this
I hate when it's dark out
And summers on its way in

When It Gets Dark Out (prod. thayerperiod)

Home, so far from home
Again
Home, so far alone

I guess I'm truly alone
Close the window
The breeze is too cold right now
Fresh air is nice
But I can’t handle it right now
I’m fragile
I'm fragile now, fragile now
Need support more than ever
I'm alone, truly alone
Truly alone right now

I’m breaking down
Again
To tiny pieces
Smaller than a grain of sand
My skin gets dry
My eyes go blind
Sometimes I consider death
Escape, relief
From things that hurt too much
Right now
I'm fragile, so fragile

No one seems to care about me right now
I’m alone in this cruel world
I hate myself so much today
I wish I stayed longer on that day
Thought that was the mature way
To big the bigger man rather than to stay
We cried togethor
I thought we’d be reunite someday
But now we’re worlds apart
And the funny thing is
You’re only 10 minutes away

I'm fragile now, fragile now
Need support more than ever
I'm alone, truly alone
Truly alone right now

I’m breaking down
Again
To tiny pieces
Smaller than a grain of sand
My skin gets dry
My eyes go blind
Sometimes I consider death
Escape, relief
From things that hurt too much
Right now
I'm fragile, so fragile

I Guess I Am Truly Alone (prod. thayerperiod)

Try to funnel my self hatred
Into something more productive
But when it all goes away
I’m dead and gone

Try to find a way to make it
Try to find a new religion
But without you by my side
I’m so alone

Told to embrace my imperfections
Not to slave to calculations
Try to find the little joys
But now they’re gone

Try to funnel my self hatred
Into something more productive
But when numbers go away
I’m dead and gone

Let the blood
Spill from you
Clean your soul
Purge from you
Let the blood
Spill from you
Clean your soul
Purge from you

Bloodlet, let the blood let
Let the blood let, let the blood let
Let the blood let, let the blood let
Let the blood let, let the blood let

Let the blood
Spill from you
Clean your soul
Purge from you
Let the blood
Spill from you
Clean your soul
Purge from you

Let the blood, blood, blood
Spill from you, you, you
Clean your soul, soul, soul
Purge from you, you, you
Let the blood, blood, blood
Spill from you, you, you
Clean your soul, soul, soul
Purge from you, you, you
Let the blood, blood, blood
Spill from you, you, you
Clean your soul, soul, soul
Purge from you, you, you

BloodLet (prod. thayerperiod)

all dogs go to heaven

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Chasing Closure (prod. thayerperiod)

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