Chasing Glory

chasing glory soon

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BOviIKovp78
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I go, I learn, I grow
I know, it gets hard sometimes
It gets hard sometimes (it gets hard sometimes)

Spend my nights chasing ghosts
Reach out, and touch the ether
Lit a match and touched the stove
To see if I still feel it
(I do)

Hate, conceal, restrict, purge, assail
Trust, forgive, love, praise, prevail
Patience, inhale, patience, exhale
Repeat

Hate, conceal, restrict, purge, assail
Trust, forgive, love, praise, prevail
Patience, inhale, patience, exhale
Repeat

Drops in a bucket is always how it goes
You should know this by now
Trying to learn to live life
A little more today
A bit more than yesterday

You cut the fat, but things don't change
You go outside, but still feel the pain
You wet your hands, but they still crack
You dial a lifeline, but no callback

Make a new memory, imprinting in my mind
(It's never enough)
It's never enough, it's never enough

It's a beautiful day today (a lot of things going on right now, I don't know)
Spring's on its way in (a lot of things I can't control right now)
It's okay, I'm learning, it's okay
[Voices overlap]

Hate, conceal, restrict, purge, assail
Trust, forgive, love, praise, prevail
Patience, inhale, patience, exhale
Repeat

Hate, conceal, restrict, purge, assail
Trust, forgive, love, praise, prevail
Patience, inhale, patience, exhale
Repeat

Hate, conceal, restrict, purge, assail
Trust, forgive, love, praise, prevail
Patience, inhale, patience, exhale
Repeat

Hate, conceal, restrict, purge, assail
Trust, forgive, love, praise, prevail
Patience, inhale, patience, exhale
Repeat

Repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat

Music Video

Post Mortem (prod. thayerperiod)

chasing glory soon

clay golem sample pack: https://thayerperiod.gumroad.com/l/claygolem

Misshapen golem
Made of clay, his limbs are stringy
Sits in solace, ever silent
Cranium dented ever slightly
Always avoiding eye contact
Mirrors are his enemy
Dysphoria, a silver dagger
In his back,
In his back

It consumes me
Oh It consumes Me
like I pop ginger tabs
Oh It consumes me
Oh it’s not fair
How it consumes me
Like I pop ginger tabs
Oh it consumes me

I’ve got a bone to pick
With the man in heaven
Who cursed me with this body
That malfunctions on the daily
Split my skull, I’m going crazy
Maybe I’m just kind of comic relief
But damn this shit takes a toll
Trying to pursue my glory
To be something, if at all

Cleave my arms
Remove my head right off my body
Need someone to take it from me
So at least my conscious doesn’t feel so guilty
Of toiling away most waking moments
On a dream that ever-present
Escapes fingers, shattered fragments
A burning cross, branded by passion
Crush me up, turn me to ashes
Mix those ashes with fresh ginger
Swirl away, concoction bitter
But will sober your commitments
They say trying is a virtue
A sign much better than the other
But is giving up so evil?
When the cost is always so much more than nothing

It consumes me
Oh It consumes Me
Like I pop ginger tabs
Oh It consumes me
Oh it’s not fair
How it consumes me
Like I pop ginger tabs
Oh it consumes me

It consumes me
Oh It consumes Me
Like I pop ginger tabs
Oh It consumes me
Oh it’s not fair
How it consumes me
Like I pop ginger tabs
Oh it consumes me

Clay Golem (prod. thayerperiod)

Home, so far from home
Again
Home, so far alone

I guess I'm truly alone
Close the window
The breeze is too cold right now
Fresh air is nice
But I can’t handle it right now
I’m fragile
I'm fragile now, fragile now
Need support more than ever
I'm alone, truly alone
Truly alone right now

I’m breaking down
Again
To tiny pieces
Smaller than a grain of sand
My skin gets dry
My eyes go blind
Sometimes I consider death
Escape, relief
From things that hurt too much
Right now
I'm fragile, so fragile

No one seems to care about me right now
I’m alone in this cruel world
I hate myself so much today
I wish I stayed longer on that day
Thought that was the mature way
To big the bigger man rather than to stay
We cried togethor
I thought we’d be reunite someday
But now we’re worlds apart
And the funny thing is
You’re only 10 minutes away

I'm fragile now, fragile now
Need support more than ever
I'm alone, truly alone
Truly alone right now

I’m breaking down
Again
To tiny pieces
Smaller than a grain of sand
My skin gets dry
My eyes go blind
Sometimes I consider death
Escape, relief
From things that hurt too much
Right now
I'm fragile, so fragile

I Guess I Am Truly Alone (prod. thayerperiod)

Try to funnel my self hatred
Into something more productive
But when it all goes away
I’m dead and gone

Try to find a way to make it
Try to find a new religion
But without you by my side
I’m so alone

Told to embrace my imperfections
Not to slave to calculations
Try to find the little joys
But now they’re gone

Try to funnel my self hatred
Into something more productive
But when numbers go away
I’m dead and gone

Let the blood
Spill from you
Clean your soul
Purge from you
Let the blood
Spill from you
Clean your soul
Purge from you

Bloodlet, let the blood let
Let the blood let, let the blood let
Let the blood let, let the blood let
Let the blood let, let the blood let

Let the blood
Spill from you
Clean your soul
Purge from you
Let the blood
Spill from you
Clean your soul
Purge from you

Let the blood, blood, blood
Spill from you, you, you
Clean your soul, soul, soul
Purge from you, you, you
Let the blood, blood, blood
Spill from you, you, you
Clean your soul, soul, soul
Purge from you, you, you
Let the blood, blood, blood
Spill from you, you, you
Clean your soul, soul, soul
Purge from you, you, you

BloodLet (prod. thayerperiod)

Slowly but surely
We're adjusting (slowly adjusting, yeah)
Slowly but surely
We're adjusting, yeah

Slowly but surely adjusting
Sitting on the porch eating icecream
In the winter
Late December
Reflecting on a life well lived
A car well driven
A soul well served

The cogs turn in place again
The night comes down so suddenly
The clocks tick in symphony
A symphony of re-assurance
We'll be okay, someday

Slowly but surely
We're adjusting
Slowly but surely
We're adjusting


Slowly but surely adjusting
Sitting on the porch eating icecream
In the winter, late December
Reflecting on a life well lived
A car well driven
A soul well served

The cogs turn in place again
The night comes down so suddenly
The clocks tick in symphony
Of re-assurance now
We'll be okay, we'll be okay

Slowly But Surely (prod. thayerperiod)

all dogs go to heaven

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