ignite (sxth sns)

prod. heavnsnt

[Lyrics]

i'll keep preaching,
and i'll be reaching out
so i'll keep preaching, and preaching, til theres nothing left

(oh my god, i can see it in your eyes, i can see it-)

(based)

i'm running out of gauze
to fill out my flaws (and i)
try to talk to god
it never covers my cause

and i'll keep reaching out
even though one day i'll die
had to let my ego out
cause it turned me to a spy

so i'll keep preaching til im blue in the face
cause i know eventually there will come a new day
when your looking, dead-on, in my eyes to tell me
guyslikeme ain't got no place, in stating
their agenda, when their faceless
cause were caught up draggin' knuckles
blood stained the pavement
what's a payout, if im still buried in my payments?
know i love this life, but i think that it's made me graceless

say it to my fucking face, or am i? (yeah)
am i just caught up in my ways?
disgusted, it's obvious, this pathetic display
the cards were dealt, and i should never have played
i'm good for nothing, except pushing people away
so when i tell you no hard feelings, 
its cause i'm fucked up in the brain
i'm just a victim being slain (it's because)
guyslikeme go insane

i lock my doors, but they break in
they wear my face, to show my sins
i told god, papers gettin' thin
he said, your hollow past your skin
i'm just too fickle (cardinal sin)
cause guyslikeyou stuck caving in
i got no courage, wearin thin
i pray to god, i'll make it big

guyslikeme (x8)

no hard feelings

project file breakdown: https://youtu.be/eSwd2ZLMSHA?si=h1SbVUIdfoZ3i4B9

produced/mixed by @daywxtch, @siahhenderson
written by @daywxtch, @siahhenderson

samples used:
https://youtu.be/b-Ruwu4OaZA?si=kM9hNiNo_EGjb79n
https://youtu.be/xJjIZmHHLyU?si=vKqJmXFQ3mn7UgHD
https://youtu.be/13-Wn02ESDo?si=ogytjyfWVMSo_Ro0

lyrics:
[@daywxtch]
you stay in the backseat with your partners
don't know how to respond, this shits all new to me
pose with different faces like an actor
pretty as a bitch, but you're not her
thought it, journaled it, wrote it
in the shower, thought i knew you
rough draft, threw it
what the fuck is new to you?

is it bad that i still get scared with the lights out?
shrink and hide under my pillow until it's bright out
i escape to places that i've never been
sybau (bruh), badge up on my chest
i'm a veteran
better know that i keep it with me
dumb tricks that i keep up my sleeve
why does no one else say "please" but me?
put me behind
it's driving me insane, got no one else to blame
i stay the same, i stay the same

(gay sing moan)

i wish i could lay right next to you
you're not around and in all honesty that really sucks
look past, forget and feel numb
i wish i could be just like you
i'm on my own and in all honesty that really sucks
look past, forget, and feel numb

[@siahhenderson]
heard you wanna leave me in the past tense isnt what i want but i expected it
every shot you take it missed a veteran
lonesome hours in my skin

idk whats happenin brain got clipped
soft lips my coma screw it oh
ik my orders

yeah now you dont care bout what you say to me threw me to the side threw me to the fire she said baby can you prove to me
that im in the right
please dont keep it inside

why am i pleading
head screwed off
traumatic sequence man without a soul
fires burnin all i own

(VETERAN REFRAIN)

[@daywxtch]
i wish i could breathe life into you
i can't communicate, it really sucks
i people please and hope it sums to love
i wish i could meet in the middle with you
you don't respond and in all honesty that really sucks
i look past, forget, and feel numb!

YOU'RE NOT HER.

DIVE OFF.
IF YOU THINK WHAT I HOLD FOR YOU IS WRONG.
I'LL DRIVE OFF, YOU DON'T WANNA SEE ME ANYMORE.

patience, i love more than anyone
(i know that we don't talk)
ain't no erasing, you know more than anyone
(i know that we don't talk)
is it bad that i still get scared with the lights off?!
we're in the center and we don't talk!?
don't take initiative, so it's my fault

repeat repetition, but THERE'S NO DRAW!!!!

i wanna go to places i've never been
displaying wins on my chest like i'm a veteran
i'm saying i want to make them proud.  
_______________________________________________________
ꀤꌗꍏꀤꍏꃅ 41:10 (NIV), "꓄ꃅꂦꀎ ꀸꂦ ꈤꂦ꓄ ꎇꍟꍏꋪ, ꎇꂦꋪ ꀤ ꍏꂵ ꅏꀤ꓄ꃅ ꌩꂦꀎ; ꌃꍟ ꈤꂦ꓄ ꀸꀤꌗꂵꍏꌩꍟꀸ, ꎇꂦꋪ ꀤ ꍏꂵ ꌩꂦꀎꋪ ꁅꂦꀸ;
 ꀤ ꅏꀤ꒒꒒ ꌗ꓄ꋪꍟꈤꁅ꓄ꃅꍟꈤ ꌩꂦꀎ, ꀤ ꅏꀤ꒒꒒ ꃅꍟ꒒ꉣ ꌩꂦꀎ, ꀤ ꅏꀤ꒒꒒ ꀎꉣꃅꂦ꒒ꀸ ꌩꂦꀎ ꅏꀤ꓄ꃅ ꂵꌩ ꋪꀤꁅꃅ꓄ꍟꂦꀎꌗ ꋪꀤꁅꃅ꓄ ꃅꍏꈤꀸ."

veteran

had to start this year off with something different than usual, im hoping to drop every month :] i love you thank you for pressing play

crazy

produced by nvrmindreid
everything else by me
love ya

lyrics:

i've barely broke in my boots
the ones i got when you were aloof
have you took a look at the news?
i've hardly kept it together
hide both my arms in my sweater
i told my brothers i wan do something new
but i just end up doing shit like before
i broke my hands off just to build a new roof
and for a moment i thought i saw shore

i place my cards down face up
scour my room for a quick buck
spend all that dollars that i had
on something that gon make me feel sum
say you're bothered by the past
so won't you go ahead and do something
say you're bothered by the past
so won't you go ahead and do some-
i wrap my arms round my waist
how many days will it take
i look at you in the face
and tell a lie what a waste
i feel the weight of my body
i'm too ashamed to look up
exhale the smoke in my lungs
and forget where i came from

have you took a look at the news baby
you're even prettier now baby
spinning in my head all around baby
and i can't seem to get you out baby

i've barely broke in my boots
the ones i got when you were aloof
have you took a look at the news?
i've hardly kept it together
hide both my arms in my sweater
i told my brothers i wan do something new
but i just end up doing shit like before
i broke my hands off just to build a new roof
and for a moment i thought i saw shore

breaking in

thought it was over

tell me now, im ready 
hands down on my table, ain’t i
biting cold and heavy
critical in body and mind 

no i don’t wanna to follow up
know im letting you down 
while you pass me the cup
i don’t wanna be a follower
no i don’t know you now
i was opening up

now i know i can’t take that back
i watched you leave 
face down
i’m paralyzed 
maybe i’m wrong

heaps_10

shoutout mark he helped me, and sapjers beat this is a loosy more to come VERY SOON, and better @markkit

[LYRICS]
I do it all for attention 
Slut for the praise I won’t mention
Said I’m loser I mean it
Slip on the gutters I’m cleaning
Sanitize and delete me

Cause I can feel my ego bottle up
And bottleneck
Afraid of something that isn’t real
Take a step and then you’ll reveal
The monster hiding behind the veil
Wish I was Blissfully unaware 
Staring at me like im a reject

You can count on me to refuse
So tired of waking up
Tired of waiting up
Cause I could keep waiting on me waiting on I to come around
Cause I could keep waiting on me waiting on I to come around

Shit I been called a weirdo
Shit I been called a bitch
But the honestly cuts deeper
Then any knife could get
Against my neck
Don’t know what I’m putting in my body
Ask me now I can’t wait for tmr

Afraid of something that isn’t real
Take a step and then you’ll reveal
The monster hiding behind the veil
Wish I was Blissfully unaware 
Staring at me like im a reject

No amount of recouping my loses
Could save me from debt that I’ve accrued and been lost in
I don’t think there’s a takeaway
Moral of the story I must fade away
When it get so crude when you accost me
Take a minute I’ll stop talking now