You ate this shit up! Love it♥️♥️ Have to do this again for sure

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save me, take me home
save me, take me home

here I am again
with you, my only friend
it's growing old
comfort setting in
with you, I can pretend to embrace the cold
I know it isn't snowing

it's never enough once you've tasted it

save me, take me home
save me, take me home

ghoul (brody + jolst)

prod. flesh

sample: artist vs poet - like kids

lyrics:
from the moment that I woke up
I've been tryna see the sun
gotta wait a bit it's not up yet whoa
I've been throwing bricks into the pond
I'm just tryna skip all of the upset yea
I don't get a say in what I want
but I don't wanna end up on the doorstep uh
cuz then I get stepped all on
nah n I don't wanna stress too long

I remember it like it's yesterday
I'm still in it in the memories
swear to god I'll give them everything
but they'll never take the rest away
so I'll keep chasing notes I dreamed I wrote

I take my card and receipt
pack all my things into my bag then I step out in the heat
it takes longer than I want
and though it's hard as it seems
it's only everything I wanted
everything I wanted to be

Not up yet

lyrics

i feel so complacent 
my body is aching 
from all of this faking 
i hide with a mask 
these days are repeating 
the cycle is beating me up 
and im bleeding all over my past 
i cant find a reason 
to stay here is treason 
for things i believed in 
up until the fact 
that i cant find purpose 
to stay at the surface 
when sinking in sadness 
is far more abstract 

i cant feel my fingers 
its too cold ive gone numb 
all this pain still lingers inside me 
but i play dumb 
yeah i play dumb 
yet ive become someone 
i dont recognize anymore 

i feel so complacent 
my body is aching 
from all of this faking 
i hide with a mask 
these days are repeating 
the cycle is beating me up 
and im bleeding all over my past 
i cant find a reason 
to stay here is treason 
for things i believed in 
up until the fact 
that i cant find purpose 
to stay at the surface 
when sinking in sadness 
is far more abstract 

rise and fall apart 
my soul is yours to take 
find me in the dark 
im waiting in the rain
i cant even think theres this feeling that lingers and i wont feel safe until im seeing black 
every day i feel thinner at night i hear whispers that come through the static and shatter like glass 
im drowning in ink spitting blood in the sink here from all of these blades that are stuck in my back 
thank god all these splinters are stuck in my fingers or my tears would vanish and id turn to ash 
this body is useless and i feel so stupid for thinking theres some way to escape my past 
but these dreams feel so lucid and my feet are bruising from walking in circles retracing my tracks 
im waiting here restless and all i have left is the faint silhouette of the shadow i cast 
the cycle is endless so ill just pretend and keep holding my breath til i slip through the cracks

numb w/ xobuttoneyes

keeping track

sleepinthrutheparty by @93feetofsmoke @youngburial
available on spotify rn - https://open.spotify.com/track/7H0lK6RUC0WKj4vCW2mcY5

sleepinthrutheparty (wtfshryne ruined)

produced by mix
thank you, everyone,
sorry its been awhile
love every last one of you <3
wish me a happy birthday :D

enjoy<33
lyrics:

Oh that's music to my ear-

I'll hold my grudge
cause you lie too much
now you're mocking me
why can't you see?

I see myself in a ditch 
filled with rocks and sand in it
will you come and pull me out of here?
I know that the end is near
It's been different since I was cured
remembering pain that I endured
been pushed in dirt so many times

how am I even alive?

I can see the light
how am I alive?
i don't wanna die
how am I alive?
I can see the light
how am I alive?
i don't wanna die
how am I alive?

I'll hold my grudge
Cause you lie too much
Now you're mocking me
why can't you see?

(how am I alive?)
(alive, alive, alive)


how am I alive?
I just wanna die
should I end my life?
should I use this knife?

thank you <3

childhood

huge thank you to @jauntsen for making this track complete

produced by lowtyde

thank u for listening <3

means of survival; methods of coping (feat jauntsen) [prod lowtyde]

another single soon <3

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u'll be just fine

prod. heavnsnt (guitar by deadbeatteen)

(Intro)

We thought this shit was magic
But it turns out it's just fabric
I tried but never planned that
I'd misunderstand this

We thought that this was magic
But turns out it's just fabric
I tried but never planned that
I'd misunderstand this

(Buildup)

Witness my heart
Witness death
Witness my pain and laugh in my face
Witness the stain the cardamine left on my brain
Witness the wicker as it rots and decay

(Verse #2)

Ever since I saw the dream it's just been making me stare
And switching lanes like I'm moving up and never really cared
Alright i'm stunnin up' a hunnid I'm not low on hp
I'm tryna make some heat while the hiveofdeath does it's feed's
I have cold feet but I'm so scared I'm gonna miss my chance
So when I'm singing my lungs out just stay the fuck back
This shit's too easy granulation like I'm in the past tense
But now my heart's hurting and heavy it doesn't make sense

(Verse)
I thought I could imagine a timeline without you
But as i figured it out it turned out to be untrue
Cause I need you babe

And if I hold my breath then maybe I'll just die
But when I take in my air my anxiety subsides
And if I tried my hardest I'll just never make strides
Cause I'm worthless

(Chorus)

It's all just fabric
It's all just fabric
And if it ain't fabric
Well then I ain't gonna have it

It's all just fabric
It's all just fabric
And if it ain't fabric
I ain't gonna have it

avidrecords.ca

fabric

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i know i'll find another way
to feel like a whole person
i need a thousand extra days
to conjure some encouragement
size me up for now
i think i'm fiending for some sentiment
could you show me how
to make good impressions so no one forgets?

you don't wanna see me when i can't get the words out
i push away the people that i care the most about
i don't even mean the shit that comes out of my mouth
i can't help but feel like everyone is out to get me
wreck me
people love to test me
acting like i'm not worth the dog shit that they stepped in
i really hate all the people who never listen
the ones that talk a lot of shit then just act like a victim
you think i'm flirting, i'm not
i got a head full of thoughts
i'm sweating bullets and i'm starting to develop a cough
i waste away in my room
bite at my skin 'cause of you
i'm better now, but honestly, that shit was just fucking rude
how could you leave it like that?
no care for who you attract
you oughta thank your false god that these teeth can retract
i'll sink them into your knee
destroy support underneath
because i'm going for the jugular, i'm never at ease

i'm never at ease...

stop
wait 'til i'm gone
i know you're aching for something you've lost
preaching to some
get through to none
what is the point of explaining myself
when everyone listens to somebody else?
wasting my breath on the anger you held
it's all my fault and i reap what i sow
you fooled me once now that's twice in a row

knee

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i wanna milli 
a milli a milli a milli
i’ll figure it out
stack it up way to the ceiling
the ceiling the ceiling the ceiling
like look at me now
tell me whats your number bae
might find my way to heavens gate 
might make these fuckboys levitate 
the money comes from everyway

i got your man in a blunt
i got it with me its spiky like punk
im in your city
drum it holds 50
glock make em dance
like they name whitney
todos los dias
trabajando en mi casa
taxing them packs like gringas
que carajo dijiste?
what what?

she throwing it back with no hands
bitch im on drugs i don’t wanna dance
these rappers are sick they fucking their fans
signing their life for a lil advance
i swear this shit funny
icannot fuck with your lil money
how you be stepping out lookin so bummy
i put that shit on it aint on me

i wanna milli 
a milli a milli a milli
i’ll figure it out
stack it up way to the ceiling
the ceiling the ceiling the ceiling
like look at me now
tell me whats your number bae
might find my way to heavens gate 
might make these fuckboys levitate 
the money comes from everyway

fabric

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