The Overload

im not a lady - 30:05:2022, 14.51

she hates me too

azure skies my likeness
more poison might digest
depraved to point of saneness
cant be loved im satan
pick me up im fainting
cut my face arraign this
dance alone im shameless
dance alone im shameless
im shameless
depraved to point of fucking saneness
repugnant fucking nature

tell me if it’s worse for me to stay
tell me im corrupt to my fucking face
tell me i don’t deserve any thing
tell me how im such a waste of space

im poison
soulless

tell me how im poison, pointless fucking whore bitch
tell me how im worthless, girl without a purpose
tell me what the source is, all this numbing torture
tell me im abnormal
tell me im abnormal
know my worth is zero
every word is final
every word is final
i see heaven with my eyes closed 
just ignore me

tell me if it’s worse for me to stay
tell me im corrupt to my fucking face
tell me i don’t deserve any thing
tell me how im such a waste of space

im poison
soulless

waste of space

i think im going to go drink and then get naked and lay outside in the dirt

jamming along with Vis the Spoon on his bottomless brunch in January 2025. give me back me brain ! . @%!

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Foxtrot Oscar

Did you read the news
Feel like your being screwed
Or were you just amused
Probably the BBC
Its not what you percieve
Why don’t they
Why don’t they 

FO

They’re coming for your guns
Get out while you can run
Heading for the setting sun
Probably the enemy
They’re not who you believe
Why don’t they
Why don’t they 

FO

All the world is a stage
All the world is a stage
In the end your trapped in the game 

They’re right inside your mind
Technology that’s divine
I hope that you can read the signs
All the actors come alive
Do you think that you’ll survive
Why don’t they
Why don’t they 

FO
FO


Chorus fade

Foxtrot Oscar (demo)

Here's an extremely rough home demo of Love Song, later recorded by the Damned, possibly recorded on a Tascam reel to reel 4 track which allowed bouncing - but of course the sound starts to get murky fairly sharpish. The drums are some tapping on the mic with a pencil (snare) and index finger (bassdrum). As ever Johnny is giving it his all here but sadly Mr Vanian couldn't be persuaded to repeat his final "you're a b**ch" ad lib on the Chiswick Records recording. 

Love Song (J Moped demo)

Hipcatch

A Collaboration with Ron Geesin from 1998. 
Geesey Waltz (with Ron Geesin), Freak Tent, Geographic Tongue, Poetic Musical Forms, Weathered Bicycle, 11103, The Worried Waltz, Be Jazz.

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Rat Music for Rat People Vol. IV

Riot Squad

'The flakeometer is out of range' playlist is the latest EP. 🥴 DIY alternative post-punk indie chaos from Croydon, South London, formed of Bugman on vocals, greybagz on guitar, Corporal Glain on synths, Bramble on bass and Bobby Sacamano on drums. ultimate one chip pony; Human Bean's aren't designed to flake for so long…

Can I sample your Barcode Debacle? (Feat Vis the Spoon)

The Barcode Debacle