Lost Son 

So how could I know
The things you didn’t tell me were making you 
so unbelievably lonely and sad 

So why couldn’t you show me
the thoughts you kept inside 
your fortress of gold held by a legion of wardens


My son, my son, where did you go?
I miss you more than you could ever know
I pray for your safety every day
Hoping you'll find your way back to me someday


So I should have known
The path you had to choose was the one of your own 
be guided by angels on all your ways


My son, my son, where did you go?
I miss you more than you could ever know
I pray for your safety every day
Hoping you'll find your way back to me someday



Cover Artwork: M. Besinger 06.07.1955 (dad)

Lost Son

THE BOY - STARLIGHT

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STARLIGHT

Trio In G Major - Movement 2

Ik Laat Je Gaan

Ik hoor bij jou
Jij hoort bij mij
Dat spookt in mijn gedachten
Ik voel je hier
Heel dicht bij mij
Ik wil eeuwig op je wachten
Maar ik weet
Ik moet je laten gaan
Mijn wensen, mijn toekomstplannen
De liefde zal blijven voortbestaan
Dat kunnen wij toch niet verbannen

Ja ik weet
Ik moet je laten gaan
Mijn wensen, mijn toekomstplannen
De liefde zal blijven voortbestaan
Dat kunnen wij toch niet verbannen

Maar k denk aan jou
Denk jij aan mij?
Ik laat je gaan
Ik ben klaar met wachten
Jij bent niet hier
Ik ben niet bij jou
Het zijn maar mijn gedachten
Ja ik weet
Ik moet je laten gaan
Mijn wensen en mijn dromen
Mijn visies en mijn plannen
Het zal er vast wel nooit van komen

Maar ik hoor bij jou
Jij hoort bij mij
Dat spookt in mijn gedachten
Ik voel je hier
Heel dicht bij mij
Kijk mij nu maar jou smachten
Maar ik laat jou gaan

Composed & produced by Mirjam Keijnemans

Ik Laat Je Gaan

Pitiless and relentless energy.
God or daemon?
Press play and burn alive!

THANATOS

A Winter Chill Arrives

Aloha

Soft_tone

INDIe

Note: I purposely cut off or burst in right at the start... For me that represents the big bang that started it all... or coming from a singularity....

Lyrics

Space time give me rhyme
Host chime in a void speck wide
Under worlds with higgz
Over worlds stitch ok PC's that glitched
The universe gives
Intention. New full connection to the shaman ancestral
Too Essential. Ear silenced control Needs move inwards now
Then we wake up and pick up a book
Ion find an ology to be critical with
Orion not found on cnn or fox or al jazeera
Not much fact on box 📺

Tuned till no end♾️
Our eggs my friend
Tuned till no end♾️
We'll make that happy here
Tuned till no end♾️
Now we're happy friends
Happy friends 
Tuned to make no end♾️

You will crush the sith
Good news with
The universe sick
Remedy quick
Eide for our strife
Ease for our life life
We love only light because fear becomes bright
And we love only light

Space time give me rhyme
Host chime in a void speck wide

Space~Time

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[Lyrics]
Oh they’re dropping bombs on Nomans Land 
Those fire breathing demons screaming upside down
Blowing up the bunnies burrowed in the ground 
For no damn reason only that they can

Oh the bombs rained down on Nomans Land 
They cracked those rocks with the fake norse runes
And blasted the nests of the cormorants
While the gravestones slip into the dunes  

Oh they dropped all those bombs on Nomans Land 
And left hollow shells across her broken beachheads
And a lonely shadow of a long lost homestead
She’s saved forever but lost for all time

A scarred lonely beauty signals from the horizon
She beckons me with her pretty stones
To frolic free with the unpopped bombs
With her siren songs sent straight to my soul

I’m going to Nomans Land
That’s where I’ll stand 
With the bombs in the sand 
Going to Nomans Land

I’m going to Nomans Land
Going to Nomans Land
Going to Nomans Land
I’m going to Nomans Land
Going to Nomans Land
Going to Nomans Land

Oh Nomans Land
With your windswept ancient fields
And your solitary sea soaked soul

Oh Nomans Land
May a solemn breeze heal your scars
From the bombs dropped on your old stone walls

Oh welcome me
To your new found life of peace
Our restoration of dignity

Oh take me home
A place to heal our broken bones
A place to heal our shattered souls

Oh take me home
We’ll let the trees sprout between the bombs
And let the bunnies breed in the wounds
And let the terns nest amid the ruins
We’ll let the wind scour the crater holes
And watch the gulls soar above it all
We’ll welcome storms and the raging tides
And the wind will lash the old cliff sides
And their graves erode into the sea
And their bones will wash into the sea

Oh Nomans Land
Please take me home

Oh lost Nomans Land 
Please take me home

Oh sweet Nomans Land
Please take me home

Oh Nomans Land

Oh Nomans Land

This is no man’s land 

Oh Nomans Land

This is no man’s land

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A meditation on a journey of trauma, loss, hope, redemption, and ultimate failure. It’s a dark world right now.  Much love, friends. 💛

Nomans Land

Hello, Welcome to TBD.
All these creations are made by hard work and years upon years upon years of practice and trying to explain this world and the human condition to myself in the process through poems & songs. Thanks for all of your wonderful support.
Peace and Love to Everyone,
Carl Culliton


PS: The world needs good art and new ideas from the mindsets of artists living authentic lifestyles. In a world where we are poisoned by labels I think it's more honourable for humanity to show your true colours at the hard issues and lay them bare for a better future and in my opinion this should be more important then the success of whatever brand you are trying to create as a musician or artist. That's why I am The Beautiful Dark. My name is unlikely to help me become affluent and successful but it lays bare that this world has many dark inhumane ideas and mindsets to transcend and get on top of to move our existence on a path to a greater good for all life. So I'll do that for my children and I won't apologise for not trying to please people with any shallow so called truthful status quo. I'll share my actual truth from my whole being and you can use your own discernment to process that if you decide to embrace it. Cheers