it hurts even more than before.

mixed and mastered by "the candle still burns" aka me.

lyrics:
I been chasing quiet,
In a world that's too loud.
Scrolling through my memories,
And they're tearing me down.
Friends turn to ghost when the screen goes black,
I laugh online but I don't get it back.
I don't wanna fade into background noise,
I'm a real life person just not a toy.

If I shatter,
Let me scatter.
Let me be reborn,
Every cut up feeling is a truth I have worn.
Got to find a place where I feel complete,
In this static storm.
I'd still call your name.

Upload every fear to the internet,
I don't even know why, I did that.
Just wanted to be enough for everyone,
Now, I can see that was no fun.
Try my hardest at everything,
If I can't do it.
Then, I'm nothing.
Always trying to be just number one,
Now, that is not just that fucking fun.

thememoryicantdelete.mp3

You've built a love but, that love falls apart. Your little piece of heaven turns to dark.

thememoryicantdelete.mp3

october's orphan