HYPERPOP

it hurts even more than before.

mixed and mastered by "the candle still burns" aka me.

lyrics:
I been chasing quiet,
In a world that's too loud.
Scrolling through my memories,
And they're tearing me down.
Friends turn to ghost when the screen goes black,
I laugh online but I don't get it back.
I don't wanna fade into background noise,
I'm a real life person just not a toy.

If I shatter,
Let me scatter.
Let me be reborn,
Every cut up feeling is a truth I have worn.
Got to find a place where I feel complete,
In this static storm.
I'd still call your name.

Upload every fear to the internet,
I don't even know why, I did that.
Just wanted to be enough for everyone,
Now, I can see that was no fun.
Try my hardest at everything,
If I can't do it.
Then, I'm nothing.
Always trying to be just number one,
Now, that is not just that fucking fun.

thememoryicantdelete.mp3

LOWR - think about u

victxrw -  it feels so real prod sana & l3sser spirits

this is my story
这是我的故事 (this is my story）
this is my promise
这是我的发誓 (this is my swear）
its the end of the world
这是世界末日 (this is the end of the world）
its ultravialit
还是正常过日子 (still live normally）

不知道为什么我 (idk why i)
心里的事不敢说 (can’t say what’s in my heart)
慌慌张张时 (when i panic)
你却安慰我 (u comfort me)
在我最软弱 (when im most weak)
擦干泪水清楚多了 (see clearer after wiping away tears)

不知道为什么你 (idk why u)
总是相信我可以 (always believe im able)
慌慌张张时 (when i panic)
听你的声音 (listenin 2 ur voice)
给我正能力 (gives me positive energy)
死过的心又复活了 (a dead heart revived)

走远了冒着风险 (far gone taking risks)
好孩子学坏 (good kid learned bad)
走远了保证永远 (far gone always guaranteed)
都可以回来 (u cn always come back)

i seen a little to much
wings made of wax flew too close to the sun
took it a little to far
when it got real i took off on the run
i was an army of one
i put my trust in no one
i was at peace in my pain
but you came along and just messed it all up

不知道为什么你 (idk why u)
总是相信我可以 (always believe im able)
慌慌张张时 (when i panic)
听你的声音 (listenin 2 ur voice)
给我正能力 (gives me positive energy)
死过的心又复活了 (a dead heart revived again)
又复活了 (revived again)
又复活了 (revived again)

走远了冒着风险 (far gone taking risks)
好孩子学坏 (good kid learned bad)
走远了保证永远 (far gone always guaranteed)
都可以回来 (u cn always come back)
走偏了有点过份 (strayed kinda excessive)
把我带回家 (take me home)
走遍了相信过程 (traveled all over trust the process)
从新再出发 (head out again)

孤单 (lonely)
孤独 (alone)
这些不用怕 (these u don’t need to fear)
孤单 (lonely)
孤独 (alone)
你可以回家 (u cn come home)

孤单 (lonely)
孤独 (alone)
这些不用怕 (these u don’t need to fear)
孤单 (lonely)
孤独 (alone)
你可以回家 (u cn come home)

走远了冒着风险 (far gone taking risks)
好孩子学坏 (good kid learned bad)
走远了保证永远 (far gone always guaranteed)
都可以回来 (u cn always come back)
走偏了有点过份 (strayed kinda excessive)
把我带回家 (take me home)
走遍了相信过程 (traveled all over trust the process)
从新再出发 (head out again)

不知道为什么我 (idk why i)
心里的事不敢说 (can’t say what’s in my heart)
慌慌张张时 (when i panic)
你却安慰我 (u comfort me)
在我最软弱 (when im most weak)
擦干泪水清楚多了 (see clearer after wiping away tears)

taiwan in 2010s

sad days (ねじまがremix)

Vocals: @kissme1lastt1me
Producer: @theabeatss
Cover Art: @kissme1lastt1me
Mix/Master: @kissme1lastt1me

guys we just freakin cooked
LYRICS:

Hook @kurominmp3 :
Poison ivy
Tell me do u luv me bb
Tell me do u like me
Poison ivy
When u fckin say it bb
Look me in my eyes pls

I can nvr hate
I don't wanna talk no
Not today
Tell me do u feel the same
Tell me do u feel the same

Verse @kurominmp3 :
Tell me do u feel the same
Tell me every single thought that appeared inside ur brain
Do u luv me the same
Would u still care abt me if i had a lil fame
Bb i can't even feel it now
I been up inside of my head in this fckin crowd
I can't hear shit these voices be so fckin loud (shut up shut up)
Bb u look like a ghost now

U look like a ghost now (ghost now ghost now)
Voices be so fckin loud (r so loud r so loud)
Tell me can u hear me now (hear me now hear me now)
Tell me can u see me now

Hook @kurominmp3 :
Poison ivy
Tell me do u luv me bb
Tell me do u like me
Poison ivy
When u fckin say it bb
Look me in my eyes pls

I can nvr get over u
U said tht u luv me and ik tht tht shit fucking true
U look like a ghost now fuck it man i'm such a fool
Man i promise man i promise i could never forget u

Verse @dotgavn :
i dont wanna miss you like i do, cause babe its you, that couldnt pull through

tell me, what do i need to do to get you back to me? oh cause baby

i dont wanna miss you like i do, cause babe its you, that couldnt pull through

Hook @kurominmp3 :
Poison ivy
Tell me do u luv me bb
Tell me do u like me
Poison ivy
When u fckin say it bb
Look me in my eyes pls

I can nvr get over u
U said tht u luv me and ik tht tht shit fucking true
U look like a ghost now fuck it man i'm such a fool
Man i promise man i promise i could never forget u

poisonivy prod. TheaXO

You've built a love but, that love falls apart. Your little piece of heaven turns to dark.

thememoryicantdelete.mp3

october's orphan