Nice understated melodies throughout this section

Hello thread. Pieces that don't fit. My depression was just fixed. It's a knot in my head that I've had since junior high, and might go back further. I had found all the ways into the knot, and then, in a flash of clarity, just now, it simply unraveled and I'm left with an urge to post on SomethingAwful.com.

When I was young there came a time when other children started to form into groups and I felt it was wrong to exclude others, to behave differently towards one person than another. It seemed so basic. I was taught and nurtured to believe that one should treat others as they themselves would like to be treated - the Golden Rule. But then, in my early teens, my peers started to seek the attention of others. They were desperate for an identity, something that is them, something to build on, and the only way one can form is in the minds of those who are familiar. Groups started to form around me. But I didn't want to be in a group, I wanted to do unto others as you would have them do unto you. In my mind we were all part of a whole.

I started to wear the same bland style of clothes every day. I did not cut my hair into a popular shape. And the easiest way to be true was to not engage at all. I kept to myself and viewed relationships as exclusionary. Senior year, with the idea that college was near, I decided to try socializing. You see, I didn't have the clarity that I have now. I thought I was broken, that I did not fit in, and I couldn't understand how such a person could succeed in the more social world I expected to find. This is where my life went off the rails. I was trying to play a game others had set up years ago.

I dropped out of high school with a 3.85 GPA. There wasn't a social face to show others, a true identity, the type they would expect, with familiar support. Just bits scraped from TV, me, and depression. What a huge waste of time. I am now 51.

Pieces That Don't Fit

Acknowledgements :
Kit: uKorg, Fluss, Sampletank for piano and cello, Drumcomputer, Minimoog D, Logic Pro X.
Audio Samples:
1) "Debris on the Scioto River" (2014) by Kelly Latimore is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 : CC-BY.
2) Modulated and mashed samples from the Choral Matins service at the Royal Military Chapel, London, February 2024.

Cover art: Detail from "Dream – Spontaneous Combustion" (2008) by Olaf Brzeski

Debris, filtered and mutated (ft. Kelly Latimore)

Stari Most (Old Bridge) is the name of the legendary 16th century bridge in Mostar (Bosnia and Herzegovina) which was bombed and destroyed during the Yugoslav Wars but later rebuilt thanks to people of peace and good will. 
Free Palestine! Stop genocide in Gaza! 

Stari Most (Vieux Pont) est le nom du légendaire pont du XVIe siècle à Mostar (Bosnie-Herzégovine) qui a été bombardé et détruit pendant les guerres yougoslaves mais reconstruit plus tard grâce aux gens de paix et de bonne volonté.
Palestine libre ! Stop au génocide à Gaza !

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Stari Most

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180324 : Deux heures on affronte les choses du ciel, lequel termine de se tordre, près de rompre. On persévère avec un rythme irrégulier. Il conserve de la résistance, qu’on déclenche par salves et qu’il réserve on ne sait trop comment. On chiale à demi. On apprend comment pousser vers l’avant mais on s’inquiète plus tard du manque à obéir qu’engage cette course sans bornes..

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190524 : L’âpreté du dehors inscrit notre peine et cette peine, découverte, nous grise.
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Moving the tree. Hope the moth can find it.

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"Templo del umbral" es una colaboración entre Etienne Tel'uial (de Falgar) y Mina Iparraguirre (Lht). Fue escrita y grabada en el mes de julio de 2024, independientemente.

Templo del Umbral (Colab.)

Song by the Ginger Twins….
vocals/synths - Brian Beethoven….

Lyrics:
I have sacrificed
I have asked for nothing
I have seen too much
Lies have taken over you
Weakened by the weight of worry
Solitude or solitary
Blinding lies are all we’ve gotten
I remember – they’ve forgotten
Weakened by the state of hatred
Apathy becomes outdated
Blinding lies are all we’ve gotten
Took my sight, now I’ve forgotten
I am blind
I have sacrificed
I have asked for nothing
I have seen too much
Lies have taken over you
I have sacrificed
I have asked for nothing
I have seen too much
Lies have taken over you
Hidden in the waste of excess
Memories recede like progress
Blinding lies are all we’ve gotten
I am not sure cause I’ve forgotten
In the dark, the light defeated
A shining truth has now retreated
Blinding lies are all we’ve gotten
Took my sight now I’m forgotten
I am blind

Blind

Four Lines

Jammin By NOXPOX (MrDjBigHouse Remix)

Authentic soundscapes of melody and noise....The Ginger Twins is an alternative music project by Philadelphia based musician Brian Beethoven.  Formed in 2023, The Ginger Twins produce songs with a varying blend of unique post-punk, dark wave and experimental electronic sounds. 


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Blind

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