Lyrics:

Finally feel okay
I feel good
I understand my pain

Twenty three of age
Feel nice, feel alright

Just want balance

Everyday's the same
From within
Wanna grow old
Finally

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I Feel Good

Wait Here For You is the 3rd Track to be released from out upcoming album 'Dead Already Power'.

Wait Here For You

First recorded in October 2023.
From the EP The Mist.

It's a song about turning 41.

This new version was mixed and mastered by
Woods Studio Norway Mixing and Mastering 
www.soundcloud.com/woods_studio 

LYRICS

As forty one summers flew by. 
Damn your age and the blink of your eye.
As all presumed miscreance followed by recompence.
Now. 
You're half done.

The pretender who should have been king.
The same man who could not do a thing for himself.
Or others, not following? 
Hard pills to swallow in life.
What a world.

Look... it's boredom or love on the rocks.
There's no way to avoid aftershocks.
It's either earth shattering, else its a tiny bit... dull.
Choose your girl.

The fantasy life of your mind, 
Can only replace certain parts of the world.
We all have to live in it, hard to find give in it.
Relax.
Have a whirl.

Now you... hold your hands out to me.
Like we've still got the time.
I remember sixteen.
Seems like yesterday, right?

Was there much money where you grew up?
Were there many reasons to aim up?
Was there bread in the bread bin and laughter and music and songs?
Sing alongs?

Were your twenties a wonderful time? 
Or did you spend it trying to make sense of the world.
A drunken, embittering, withering, dallying, fool.
What a world.

Now you... hold your hands out to me.
Now we're all on the slide.
Do you remember sixteen?
Bet you had quite the time.

What has become?
Face the rising sun.

What has become?

Much more to come.
Face the rising sun.

Now you... hold your hands out to me.
Like your right at my side.
I remember sixteen.
It was yesterday, right.

Down we go.
Down deeper we go.

Forty One [2024 Remaster]

An absolutely wonderful rendition of a traditional christian song for the holidays. Joan Baez featured this song in her performance at the 1959 Newport Folk festival. It springboarded her to fame. 

Virgin Mary Had One Son

The Virgin Mary Had One Son

Iris

This was originally a song I wrote at the start of the pandemic called "Wait for Summer". I've remixed it and reworked it for non-pandemic times. 

Mastering & drums: A7 Recording Studio 

Lyrics:

The winter path has been so dark
Fear of the other left its mark
In many ways the view is stark.
Spring might be all about the rain
It falls in many forms of pain
And effort may seem all in vain.

But we’re all filled with summer and the
Days of walking in the light,
We will greet one another on the path that’s dazzling bright,
We are all here together making music in the night
Forming stars from the shadows and the twilight.

With every friend a pact is made
To help the ones who are afraid,
And words of calm keep fears away.
A simple conversation now
Will rest the mind and soothe the brow,
Resolve to carry on somehow.

We are all filled with summer and the
Days of walking in the light,
We will greet one another on the path that’s dazzling bright,
We are all here together making music in the night,
Forming stars from the shadows and the twilight.

Bright voices sing to us from windows in the sky
Sometimes we hear them when we try.
Our summer choruses respond to them over time,
Their recognition is sublime.

We are all filled with summer and the
Days of walking in the light,
We will greet one another on the path that’s dazzling bright,
We are all here together making music in the night
Forming stars from the shadows and the twilight.

Filled with Summer

This is a live version of an original song, written many years ago when I was young and idealistic :-) The Band was called "Both Ends Burning"

Class Distinctions (Dm Am7) Capo 1
Class distinctions your working class (Dm Am)
In the environment you need a pass (G Am)
Class is colour back or white (Dm Am)
Class big brother a knock in the night (G Am)

Class Distinctions

Class addiction the drugs you need
Class infection the rag you read
Class rejection your down and out
Class detection and you’ve been found out!

Class Distinctions

You know its right (Dm Am)
You’ve never liked it and you’d like to fight (G Am)
Maybe someday (Dm Am)
We’ll as see things a different way (G A)

And those Class Distinctions

Class election red or blue
Whatever you choose now it ain’t up to you
Class defection don’t cross that line
Class reflection get it right next time

Class Distinctions

You know its right 
You’ve never liked it and you’d like to fight 
Maybe someday 
We’ll as see things a different way 

And those Class Distinctions

Class Distinctions (Live)

RENNY | TOXIC

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TOXIC

Once, I thought I was loved—
But was I?
Once, I thought I was enough—
But was I?
All I know for sure is this:
Every chance, I let it slip.
Every time, I ruin it.
I am destruction in the flesh.

They say, “You reap what you sow,”
But what if the soil was poisoned long ago?
They say, “Time will heal all wounds,”
But some of us were built to bruise.

And he falls, and he breaks,
And he drowns in his own mistakes.
Sometimes they lift him to the sky,
Sometimes they walk right by.
And he screams, but no one hears—
Or maybe they just choose not to care.

Why do I loathe myself so deeply?
Why do I wreck what’s left so freely?
They say, “What goes around comes around,”
Then why do I keep circling down?

They say, “It’s darkest before the dawn,”
But what if dawn just never comes?
They say, “Hold on, hold tight,”
But what if my hands lost their fight?

And he falls, and he fades,
No one left to call his name.
Sometimes they lift him to the sky,
Sometimes they don’t even try.
And he whispers, “Let me go,”
But echoes are the only reply.

They say, “Every storm must pass,”
But some of us were born to last…
In the rain.

They Say, But I Say

Leave me on Fire

Waves

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TOXIC

Renny

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