LIFE #3

mixed/mastered by me 
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prod by https://soundcloud.com/jolst
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//Lyrics//
days feel like a waste stab my back with a blade what the fuck did I do took my name off your phone tell me if you did tell me is it real I don't even care about myself x2

cant you tell I am tryna get better cant you tell I am tryna get better move away so fast from the world disappear so quick from the world

can't you tell that I am tryna get better tell me why tell me why this is happening I don't care anymore how I die you don't care anymore when I cry

I don't try my best anymore what the fuck did I do why the fuck I'm a ghost I don't know anymore I don't know anymore you don't know don't know why

I don't try my best anymore what the fuck did I do took my name off your phone where the fuck did you go why the fuck imma alone I don't care about me what the fuck do you mean 

days feel like a waste stab my back with a blade what the fuck did I do took my name off your phone tell me if you did tell me is it real I don't even care about myself x3

days feel like a waste (prod. jolst)

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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as you can see this is heavily inspired by guccihighwaters & sadeyes. some ppl might not like this ofc ik. 
Prod By https://soundcloud.com/nothempts
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//Lyrics//
vices demons all around me I am falling crash my fucking whip I am sad so I'm crying there's people looking at me like I'm crazy I'm so done imma slit my wrist I'm bleeding 

sick of this I'm so sick of love nobody listening demons all around me and I know that you don't want me there's people looking at me like I'm crazy I'm so done imma slit my wrist I'm bleeding x2

vices demons all around me I am falling crash my fucking whip I am sad so I'm crying there's people looking at me like I'm crazy I'm so done imma slit my wrist I'm bleeding while you out there socializing better than before imma die so slow watch me die so alone these bitches looking at me like my crazy I'm so done imma slit my wrist I'm bleeding

my phone is dead I'm alone don't text me i should known you'd break my heart right when you met me now I'm over it and I'm still used to this feel like gucci bitch ya I'm so sick of this x2

don't text me (prod. nothempts)

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Dejection

beat it

Lil Peep - Nothing To U

@lilhappylilsad

i know i did before but i dont fuckin love you no more
you made me hate myself girl did you love me at all
i tried to kill myself girl you wouldnt pick up my calls
i know you knew what i was doin but u wanted me gone

i dont care cause someone else is fuckin waiting for me
she got everything you dont she is all that i need
see me smile see me rollin see me smoking my weed
cant believe i wasted time cause now im starting to heal

ever since u fuckin left ive been moving my ways
makin music everyday helps me handle the pain
makin music everyday is a highway to fame
i dont chase but i want it girl remember my name

ill be one of them
youll never see me girl again
if i dont kill myself
the scene is mine girl my revenge

Dejection

Freaky