dior edm

fear (siemspark & 80root)

happy new year :))

prod. natureplayer
music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DSbnnWPpAv0

lyrics:
every every every every 
every fuckin year I say this’ll be my year
don’t wanna hear a no, I know this’ll be my year
every fuckin year I say this’ll be my year
this time I really hope so, oh this’ll be my year

I got a cat, I didn’t get the job I wanted
if I don’t wanna get fat then I can’t drink whenever I want 
I wanna relax a little more
I wanna take naps a little more
and drop these couple dozen half-finished songs and half-finish a couple more

I’ll find the time 
for everything I wanted
I’ll make you mine
But I probably haven’t met you yet
I’ll draw the line
between reasonable and reckless 
I’ll plan and pace and stay in my place and I’ll be set 

every single year
I ask the same questions
and every single year
I never learn 
I never learn 
I never learn my lesson

every fuckin year I say this’ll be my year
don’t wanna hear a no, I know this’ll be my year
every fuckin year I say this’ll be my year
this time I really hope so, oh this’ll be my year

this’ll be my year

everyear

sticks(austyn with a y)

THROWAWAY SONG

prod michael warren
mixed & mastered by me
cover art by me and big gart <3
a song abt coping

you say you want someone new
but to say you're wanted is a stretch (at the least)
now i'm stuck up in this tower with no food
and i've got no fucking purpose left

tell me i'm an asshole, take another sip
i'll write another sad song if i get a grip
got a bottle on my lip and a burden on my breath (yeah)
gimme just a bit baby, i'll have nothing left (yeah)
call me an asshole, i'll only fall faster
handgun heartache, shotgun pastor
vodka on my tongue and burden on my breath (yeah)
hope you had fun baby, i have nothing left (yeah)
i have nothing left
(yuh-huh)
(yuh-huh)
(nothing left)

yeah i got another chain, baby
fell out of my brakes
so the next time that i rev up
i'll be seeing how long it takes
just to crash into a wa-a-all
together we stand and together we fall
yeah i got another chain, baby
fell out of my brakes
so the next time that i rev up
i'll be seeing how long it takes
just to crash into (the) wa-a-all
together we stand and together we fall
together we topple, head over heels
for the chance of being told that our scars will never heal
and divided we conquer all of our demons
just to meet some new ones on our way to fucking healing
(say)
(say)
(ok)

tell me i'm an asshole, take another sip
i'll write another sad song if i get a grip
got a bottle on my lip and a burden on my breath (yeah)
gimme just a bit baby, i'll have nothing left (yeah)
call me an asshole, i'll only fall faster
handgun heartache, shotgun pastor
vodka on my tongue and burden on my breath (yeah)
hope you had fun baby, i have nothing left (yeah)
i have nothing left
(oh)
(oh)
(and i have nothing left anymore)

tower (michael warren)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/freaky5/dejection
pee pee poo poo

Dejection

Second single for my upcoming project, "Proceed With Caution"
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/lace1/entangled

entangled (yungspoiler)

underscores - heck cover

Loneliness does not cancel connection.
It defines the space where it becomes real.

Despite Being Alone

you just monster in my life
I have migraine from ur lie
look at my eyes until I die
watch myself ignite....
until I die...

behind my tired
this toxic ties around mine
im loosing my mind
when you kill my heart
rip my soul apart
rip my skin apart
the flow blood
inside my heart
monster monster 
monster heart
monster heart
rip my soul apart

Dejection

Freaky