BLACK SWAN

XTCY

TOM FOOLERY

25 MAR 2025

THE LAST TRAIN TO HELL

I’m still here…
But I’m not sure why

Woke up with a smile…
Tears still on my face
Light hits the room
But the dark won’t fade

Laughed at a ghost
Then broke down slow
Truth always finds me
Nowhere to go

Each breath, a spark
Burning in my chest
Mind plays tricks
I can’t suppress

Bag of emotions
Crashing slow motion
Love and fear
Tied in the same ocean

Rising, falling
No control
This heart is aching
Can’t let it show

Bag of emotions
Tearing me wide
Storm in my chest
Nowhere to hide

No signs, no shoreline
Just waves pulling tight
But I carry it all
Every day, every night

You said forever
Now it’s just me
Your voice on repeat
In every dream

Smile in the mirror
But it’s cracked through
Faking the peace
To get back to you

Some days I stand
Some days I fall
Storm keeps spinning
Inside these walls

Bag of emotions
Tearing me wide
Storm in my chest
But I still survive

No signs, no shoreline
But I’m holding tight
Carrying it all
Every day, every night

Bag of Emotions

Fallen Star

Defekt

ENVIE - Kiss Me Forever

(from Noir)
I wrote this when I realized I talk more in 16 bars than I ever do in therapy. It’s about treating healing like a checklist and turning pain into content. Every verse was a session. Some hit harder than others.

Sessions

Breathe

《太累》


(Verse 1)
There is a glimmer of light, Heaven's whispers are growing in your heart
Here's to you A message fresh and new, dawn's embrace, light of God's work of art
New hope is found in Jesus name, no longer weak, no longer deaf to promises made
Dancing with a new found light, a legend built to last from the start, a soul no longer frayed

(Chorus)
At the wishing well inside my soul can keep your spirit alive
The moments of sadness we endure, the sorrows cut like knives 
God's love a flowin on, like a river wide, let's us know we'll be alright 
So let your spirit sing, even though paths may rage, Praise the Prince of Peace tonight

(Verse 2)
The weight you carried starts to lift, a gentle hand now wipes away the tears
A tapestry of grace unfolds, dispelling all the doubt and all the fears
The chains that bound you fall away, replaced by wings that yearn to touch the sky
A melody of faith takes hold, a reason now to laugh and never sigh

(Chorus)
At the wishing well inside my soul can keep your spirit alive
The moments of sadness we endure, the sorrows cut like knives
God's love a flowin on, like a river wide, let's us know we'll be alright
So let your spirit sing, even though paths may rage, Praise the Prince of Peace tonight

(Bridge)
Through valleys dark and mountains high, His constant love will be your guiding star
A steady presence by your side, no matter how far off the journeys are

(Chorus)
At the wishing well inside my soul can keep your spirit alive
The moments of sadness we endure, the sorrows cut like knives
God's love a flowin on, like a river wide, let's us know we'll be alright
So let your spirit sing, even though paths may rage, Praise the Prince of Peace tonight

(Outro)
Yes, praise the Prince of Peace tonight, bathed in His everlasting light.
A new soul found, forever bright.


A Soul of Newfound Faith

WEALTH WITHOUT RECOGNITION
•	Privacy without Compromise  
•	Freedom from Judgment
•	Authentic Relationships
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•	Financial Security, Safeguarded
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•	No Exploitation, No Games  
•	A Legacy of Substance
    THE ULTIMATE FORM OF FREEDOM  
                                      MAX ANTHONY


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THE LAST TRAIN TO HELL

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