production: 177p (@17seven1) & me
mixing & mastering: 177p & me

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my own tribulation [ intro ] (177p + avit)

Im Going To Hell

when i look up at the stars yea they tell me where 2 go
i follow in the darkness i follow all the ghosts
got no fear in my heart and my self ill devote
to protect my bothers their 1 of my own

2 years felt like solitary baby can u let me out
prayin 2 mother mary im hoping she can help me out
fightin all these feelings think i finally need some rest
and i do it 4 my bothers w this cross up on my chest

no i cant stop
im surrounded by the dead cops
it all started w a gun cock
and its endin w the blood walk
yall are gettin shell shocked ya ya

see me in the alley and he shivrr he say oh man
boy jus started runnin as i shot him say an omen
walk into my castle never worried that ill make it back
someone try to stop me then u kno i gotta kill em then

royalty will never stop me
1 me youll never copy
im the hero of my story if u doubt then jus sit and watch me
LLRX101 they mad about it jus because
they do it for my loyalty
they do it jus because i love

when i look up at the stars yea they tell me where 2 go
i follow in the darkness i follow all the ghosts
got no fear in my heart and my self ill devote
to protect my bothers their 1 of my own

and its ok cuz u walk around me u a dead man
got gold in my pockets and blood on my damn hands
told me to get out or else ill be exiled 
so i jus stand there w my sword and i smile

jealous of ur ex cuz she chillin w synthetic now
bro don't worry i wont hit it i know shawty been around
me and fridvy got the loot and now its time to count it up
i buy all my bapestas no fake stuff from canada

when i look up at the stars yea they tell me where 2 go
i follow in the darkness i follow all the ghosts
got no fear in my heart and my self ill devote
to protect my bothers their 1 of my own

1 of my own [baz]

are you who you say you are?

dancing at the star recital
remember the words recited
it's not that unless you like it
it's not that unless it might be
don't put a word for it it's okay if there's no box to fit in
i like it too don't worry we can go away and scurry off

calvaria - are you who you say you are?

whatever pills you got
i'll fucking cop 3
i do not wanna live
i cannot be me
i lived this act too long
and i cant keep it up
ive held this act too long
its bleeding thru the cup 

my lips like bleeding 
and im needing something else
my bodies hurting
and my wrist hurts from my self
i never needed you
i did without the help
im tryna take my life
without killing myself 

imma pop all 3
somehow its not enough
i never get it
its just never quite enough
i take the blade and move
the thrills never enough
i took my life 3 times
and still its not enough

not enough (rainn god)

prod. exp

dont know why it gets so hard
figure it all out for once

figuring it out is not a possibility
but i try and try again just like ive never seen
how it ends up
screaming dont shoot i got my hands up

been a lot of places that i shouldnt have gone
i feel stuck i cant move on

learn not to trust the hand feeds u
maybe dont trust someone that needs u
baby im vulnerable im see through
do you feel comfortable with me too?

im not like the rest
im different but in a bad way
need to get some rest im tired of all the bad days
another cigarette
filling up my ashtray
how could i forget, i need to clear the cache

self hatred
its been a minute i still havent overcame it
i dont even know who to fucking blame for it
i dont even know if i should feel shame for it
its beast tryna learn how to tame it
sorry i know im late on my payments
ima just lay here on the pavement
i cannot help but hear what theyre saying

shit gets dark but no matter what
i am praying
i dont participate in the games that youre playing
i dont wanna go out i think ima stay in
ima let it pile up until it caves in

clear the cache

6/14/2024

uyyyyyy yy

afterall

lyrics:

put sum ice all on my pinky 
1 ring 2 rule em all
got my boys w me 
smokin middle earth green
in the parking lot of a mini mall
i dont gotta pack no heat
i jus shoot an orc head ovr ur city walls
i got shooters in the misty mountains
eagles
they wait 4 my call
my plug out in hobbiton
new pack came in 
its that mount doom og
my partner like gandalf
said "fish i always gotta keep a stick on me"
i roll w my brother
bitch i feel like boromir
but i wnt let it corrupt me
hidin like smaug in the lonely mountain
standin tall on a fat stack of money

bitch im casting spells
saruman
ill stop grindin when the work is done
im out in the forest im talkin 2 trees
nd they tellin me we've won
that means ur whole team's done
say bye 2 ur homies
we wnt leave 1
im off dwarven ale 
nd im all juiced up like a fkn capri sun
in the halls of moria
im w the dwarves nd we rollin 1
they kicked in the doors nd we made em run
took 1 look at us nd they knew they were done
see thats the thing 
they cannot match this bling
they cn come at me w a horde of orcs bitch
im the fkn lord of the rings

put sum ice all on my pinky 
1 ring 2 rule em all
got my boys w me 
smokin middle earth green
in the parking lot of a mini mall
i dont gotta pack no heat
i jus shoot an orc head ovr ur city walls
i got shooters in the misty mountains
eagles
they wait 4 my call
my plug out in hobbiton
new pack came in 
its that mount doom og
my partner like gandalf
said "fish i always gotta keep a stick on me"
i roll w my brother
bitch i feel like boromir
but i wnt let it corrupt me
hidin like smaug in the lonely mountain
standin tall on a fat stack of money

one ring 2 rule them all (1mint rosary horridd)

stay true @veezuh

prod: https://soundcloud.com/lullaby
cover by vinne.art on insta

lyrics:
everyday im waiting, when will it end
I just wanna feel ur love but i dont wanna fall again
if I gave you my all would you reciprocate
cant say things I wanna say so ig ill just stall again
if I had no legs than I would crawl 2 you
ruining myself because im hoping that ur something new
every time I feel ur touch feel something move
wonder if I brought it up youd tell me that you feel it too

I dont wanna fall in love so why I care you feel the same
if u saw me falling down wld u come 2 my aid?
wanna ask again but im scared that ill push you far away
know you said you would but find it hard to believe that youll stay
wont you cut me up, girl i think you look cuter with a blade 🗡
u can tear me down, theres nothing here that you could ever save
know u think I will but even if u hurt me I wont change
blood drips down need to clean my carpet cus im leaving stains

its hard on me so why doesnt it bother you?
wish I wasnt so afraid to do something like call on you
and its so melancholy when u call on me
things i wanna do with you but I cant do them through a screen
I keep making dumb decisions with no save state
every time I have you here I feel like your my safe place
ig ill stay content until im replaced
cracking under pressure girl im leaking til i deflate

Im Going To Hell

THERMALPASTE