This song is genuinely so peak it has helped me make characters ‼️‼️

Playlist 2

Everything is a Lot (Remastered)

Chemical Overreaction/Compound Fracture (Remastered)

SELF-iSH

Hand Me My Shovel, I'm Going In! (Remastered)

I don’t owe you my heart, and I don’t owe you my body.
But you should know that I’m sorry for being careless with you.
Lord knows I owed you more, than I’m pretty sure I ever could give anybody
But I can’t pin down what normal people want from foreign objects
Bottom-shelf erotic products like me

So, I could hold your hand but keep you at arms’ length
Oh, hang me from a branch too high to climb and shake
Less rare than scarce, less diamond than rough
Unlikely to be more than the coal you fail to crush

I swear I’m really trying.
Get it together, Will, know and do better
It just don’t come natural to me to think
That you’d want me for me
I swear I’m really trying
I’m sorry, I promise, I’m doing my best
I just haven’t learned how to be human as you are yet

I still don’t know who you are. I only know that I’m still lonely
That morbid sort where even company can’t cure me
And the more you reassure the less I trust
But still you gave me your heart, I only gave you my body.
Honestly thought nobody’d want it, let alone notice it’s
Gone and so I left it home but now
Now, now, now

I keep a locket with a picture of the back of my head
Oh, monkey-wrench my side view mirrors, ghost my friends
I’ve lived more lives than enough, I haven’t died quite as much
But I’m not a real person, just the shit you can’t make up

I swear I’m really trying
I’m just as exposed if I take off my clothes 
When we make the closest thing to love that I’m capable of
I don’t know why you would care. But I’m really trying
I’m sorry, I promise, I’m doing my best
I just haven’t learned how to be human as you are yet

Did I really 
Have any of that gravity? Maybe you’re quicksand
Because I really couldn’t tell how deep my footprints went
The vertex of my redemption arc, the searching of that virgin heart
I’m catatonic in your arms, cryin’ “how did I cause so much harm?”

I’m down pounding my head against the kitchen floor
Apologizing for my life and ever entering yours
Don’t say “I’m sorry but this can’t go on” I know you got scars of your own,
But hide my knives before you go, I’ll either live or die alone

I swear I will die trying
I’m still in the process but I’m making progress. 
I promise I honestly want to prove improvement’s possible
I swear I’m so fucking sorry
I’m not a good person, I’m barely a person at all, but 
Someday I’ll be perfect and I’ll make up for it all

Against the Kitchen Floor

i couldnt find this on soundcloud, if MOTHH uploads this to soundcloud themself i will gladly take my upload down

Jesus On The Telephone - Machinery of the Human Heart

Huling El Bimbo

Magasin (Live at 2022 The Eraserheads Reunion Concert)

NOTHING HERE IS MADE BY ME, EVERYTHING BELONGS TO WILL WOOD

"Blue Velvet" Reboot Starring Tom Waits (Suburbia Overture 2024 Edit)

A Double Suicide - Sheena Ringo (slowed)

wrote and recorded everything myself (except violin!)

Wedding, Funeral

Well its 4 in the morning & I can't sleep a wink
Alone in my room, left to over think
Was it real, unclear, or something I drank
Brain still in the barrel, so it might be a mistake
But she did something to me, that I cant explain
Ash and bones, horrific moans, I barely got away

Well we met for drinks off a digital screen
Trying to get lucky if you know what I mean
A second location where things got weird
She's whispering tongues into my ears
Fell into a trance, by her siren song
Push back the vale, saw the stare, from the great beyond

She's everywhere and nowhere at the same time
Sleeps no relief she's infected my mind
A shape shifting, catfishing, magical freak
Only hear her voice when others speak
It worsens by the day, a broken paranoid
Seeped inside, fresh baptized, a gift from void

She's out on the hunt, for pray like me
All eyes our her spies, that she oversees
You can run and you can try and hide
But in the end she'll get her prize (she gets what she wants)

Yeah she's coming, yeah she's coming, yeah she's coming for you

Yeah she's coming, yeah she's coming, yeah she's coming for you and there's nothing you can do

credits:
Lyrics: Jon Adams
Music: The Upstart Crows (Aaron Takiff, Adam Becker, Jon Adams)

Instrument Performance:
Vocals/Guitar: Jon Adams
Bass/Key: Adam Becker
Drum: Aaron Takiff
Saxophone: Stefan Zeniuk
Piano: Amanda Addleman

Production: Adam Becker / Jon Adams
Mixing Engineer: Joey Papa
Engineer: James Cronier / Adam Becker
Mastering Engineer: Joey Papa

Prey

original video: https://youtu.be/eXCpFUFrly0?si=a5YzfJ2fv3O_1JTK

i do not own this song; overall song credits go to 0TS/0tenshi, credit for tuning goes to Mage-P, and illustration credits go to himawanai

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Restricted by a flimsy alibi
I’d rather not regret the days we spent
Every day holds the same repeated
unrestricted apathy
I wouldn’t dare complain

I've tried for years to earn your love and grace
So crisp around the edges, learning my place
Even so, every day, I can hear a 
demon calling out to me–
“Your efforts here
will only go to waste”

Trapped in Omelas behind
A wall of choker chains
Say my name, say my prayers before you
Let me take the blame
Twisting shame, like a dagger, like a blade
In your hands, through my veins
The canaries cry but know I can’t be saved

I just wanna be someone that never has to grow
With a bendy sense of self
mold me into something low
I’ll take it with a smile
as you’re brandishing your knife
If you treat me like a game
could your love please be my prize?

I can't remember what it's like
to put up a fight
or to do what's right for me
‘cause when happiness and peace is a dream, oh
no one really cares just how innocent you seem

I try to tell myself you're good on the inside
but all my common sense tells me to run and hide
God, give me a sign that I'm doing something right
or I'll look me in my eyes and decide
IT’S TIME TO DIE

A rigid type of love-monopoly
I'll place all of my bets on winning your praise
In the end, though we're friends, I can feel your
hate taking a toll on me, you
rip my art to shreds
rip my heart to shreds
I can't
handle it, handle it, handle anymore
take another day, suck it up and,
take what it'll take for me to stay
standing by your side 
smothering my pride 
shattered, paralyzed
If I leave then won't I be alone again?

Coursing through me’s an emergent urgent sense of dread
as divergent words are surging through a level head
I'm submerging all my worries in a Daemon Thread
Always perfect, always working ‘till my final breath

All I wanted all this time was just to be myself but
now I can't recognize my own voice
With your hands,
rip my persona into shreds 

I can't remember what it's like
to put up a fight
or to do what's right for me
‘cause when happiness and peace is a dream, oh
no one really cares just how innocent you seem

I WELCOME SHAME AS IT BEATS AT MY CONSCIOUS
HOLD IT SQUARE IN YOUR HANDS, A HILT-COMPLEX
I SAID I WOULDN'T GIVE UP UNTIL MY LAST BREATH
BUT I'VE LOST IT ALL

I can't remember what it's like
to be somewhat liked
to be more than just a tool
‘cause when all that you believe is a lie, oh
no one’s there to care or understand you when you cry

I never wanted this, oh, I'm just a kid
but my destiny is set and the walls are closing in
Someone please, take my hand, I just wanna be your friend!
Don't just look me in the eyes and decide
IT’S TIME TO DIE

KILL U GIRL - 0TS "0tenshi" ft. Kasane Teto

This song is an acoustic reinterpretation of our song Sirens from the album jiminy.

Prey

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