Finna have this on repeat for a long time ♥️⚡️

Lyrics

You were the best I had
Breath I saw you take your last
Then you were in a bag
I won't ever get you back

Don't nobody know you like I did
In your presence I felt so invited
I remember when you couldn't fight it
Spent all night next to you till you were lifeless

I miss you so much
You felt that sweet cold touch
Death don't wait for no one
We all end up in holes bruh

Can't let that break me
I'm kinda embracing
That one day it takes me
That's honestly what makes me

You were the best I had
Breath I saw you take your last
Then you were in a bag
I won't ever get you back

Don't nobody know you like I did
In your presence I felt so invited
I remember when you couldn't fight it
Spent all night next to you till you were lifeless

Live like I can't ever fail shit
Put all my eggs in one basket
Just act with no other tactic
I feel like Bruce Wayne I might just go bat shit

You can't fucking hurt me, you can't kill me, I'm a zombie
I already died so many times, a grave ain't nothing
Other than a bed that I won't make when I'm upon it
Life is what you make it, mine's a joke I think it's funny

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roxi. | Produced by jewelerbeats

Featuring @pinkcig
Prod: @metlast
Cover art: https://www.instagram.com/nyxxc0re/

Lyrics:
-FRVR-
Drinks to the face
Leave my heart with a bullet hole
Cover up the pain
see it when I fade tho

Memories burning while the blood drips from your blade slow
Now I just feel like the devil layed my grave hoe

Eyes closed driving
Baby are you riding
If we both crash
I hope it was exciting

3am dying
Sorry for the lying
My heart can be blinding
Too much that I’m fighting

Do it over again do it over again
Fall apart cause your in my head
time tears this apart in the end
But time don’t seem to work for making my heart mend

-Pink Cig-
picture running when you cant escape 
getting tired but nowhere to lay 
running circles when i play your game 
i cant change and you just wont change 

wake up to the memories 
drank up and i hope it fades
so numb i can barely see
aint nobody here to stay 

im surrounded by strangers 
careful dangers around
hate and anger
lingers around
pain and anguish
and you're around

-FRVR-
Drinks to the face
Leave my heart with a bullet hole
Cover up the pain
see it when I fade tho

Memories burning while the blood drips from your blade slow
Now I just feel like the devil layed my grave hoe

Eyes closed driving
Baby are you riding
If we both crash
I hope it was exciting

3am dying
Sorry for the lying
My heart can be blinding
Too much that I’m fighting

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Bullet Hole ft. Pink Cig (prod. metlast)

1st collab w/ @unknxwn7 of many!

lyrics: 

unknxwn:

I think to move on is better than what we keep letting go on
You tell me that I'm the problem but we both believe that
Everyone but us is the reason that we're hurting
Thought you were my heaven but I'm only fucking burning

Let's take these chains off
I don't wanna make up
Cause everytime we do, we make up another lie
That only leaves us more broken than what we were the other night

And I don't wanna do that no more
They say hearts don't have bones so how the fuck is mine broke?

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and i’ve been broken all this time
it’s been a year since you were mine
i know you still hate me but it’s unfair
i would have left you sooner oh i swear
(oh sweaaaar)

i’ve had enough
like stop the bluff
you never seem to tell the truth

you say it hurts
but you’re the worst
you never see what’s in front of you

and you told me every day you resent me
don’t know why i stuck around so long, u jus torment me 
so glad it’s over no more fighting 
don’t see my snap “your ex is typing…”
yea it’s done

unknxwn. - heartbones w/ cuts (lettersick)

Lyrics

I ain't got shit left to give
I ain't got shit left to share, don't even care
I ain't got shit left to feel
I ain't got shit left to heal, life isn't fair

I ain't got shit for a friend
Don't wanna make any amends, I burned the bridge
I ain't gone build it again
I would just burn it again, just for the sin

I feel alive when I'm detmer
Only to feel like I died when I'm better
I won't let me turn to Ken again ever
That was a bad link, I had to sever

They think I'm gone but I'm clever
I can come back where I wanna whenever
I learned to feel pain like it was pleasure
I'll cross the line to the point of no measure

Don't even need me a reason, sometimes I do it because I know I can
Knew it was wrong for reason, I knew just what it would cost but I did it again
Told me don't talk to the demons, I went and sat at the table to meet with 'em all
Now I got a few in my body that won't ever leave until I'm just a body

Till I'm just a pile of dust, till I'm just a pile of ashes
Highschool got on the bus, just hoping the driver would crash it
I don't know why I'm in a rush for a promise that never was broken
On the edge so I just need a push, chaos is all that I'm hoping

I ain't got shit left to give
I ain't got shit left to share, don't even care
I ain't got shit left to feel
I ain't got shit left to heal, life isn't fair

I ain't got shit for a friend
Don't wanna make any amends, I burned the bridge
I ain't gone build it again
I would just burn it again, just for the sin

left to. | Produced by septfree & inbloom

prod secre x tiedforsilver

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

(you and i could try to work it out)
ive spent enough time in my mind to know its not the answer
is there a god in the sky respond to my prayer
maybe i wanted to die i couldnt find my savior

turn me into sumn i cant even look at
stare into a mirror and a stranger is what looks back
8 grams in my book bag
smokin after school to kill the feelings that i hold back

ripped away at my life
got gutted with my own knife
im tired of livin in strife
i thank the demon inside

that caused the place i reside
to wither in front of my eyes
you couldnt keep me alive
no matter how hard you try

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

wha- wha-
want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

strawberry amnesia

Prod. Puhf

Lyrics~
I’ve been fucking fallin through
All My scars and my cuts 
I’ll be in the dark until 
I know true love
I don’t think that I can feel
For so long I’ve felt numb
Didn’t know what was real
I don’t know who to trust

Thoughts are attacking me rapidly 
All of my demons are constantly mad at me
Causing the wars that I’m constantly battling
But I been shattering Everythings blackening

Every friendship 
A matter of seconds
Are put to an end quick
They’re Nothin but lessons

Leavin me breathless
I gotta death wish
What is this message
I dont fuckin get it

I just can’t escape 
Out this fucking cage
All I’ve felt is pain
That shit made me change

Reached for a hand
Dripping my 
Blood on 
The floor
Fucked it up again
Don’t wanna 
Go on
No more
Cuz

I’ve been fucking fallin through
All My scars and my cuts 
I’ll be in the dark until 
I know true love
I don’t think that I can feel
For so long I’ve felt numb
Didn’t know what was real
I don’t know who to trust

ambience

Produced by sockedrock x jewelerbeats

Lyrics

I can’t describe what I feel, I don’t think there’s a word for that
Need to define what I feel so I made up a word for that
Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria

Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria
Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria

I scream into silence but nothing whispers back
Tried praying through pain but all I could hear was lack
Eyes open wide but my soul’s in collapse
And it’s not that I’m broken, I’m just not intact

I touched every scar like a page in a book
But the words fade away everytime that I look
Is this healing or hurting or both in disguise?
I keep running in circles inside of my mind

Nuloria — it ain’t peace, it ain’t pain
Nuloria — like I’m drowning in rain
Nuloria — I can't lose, I can't win
So I sit in the dark and feel nothing again

Nuloria — it’s a whisper, a scream
Nuloria — somewhere lost in between
Nuloria — not a nightmare or dream
Just a world where I vanished without being seen

Now I miss the days when I could feel too much
Now I flinch whenever they try to show love
I smile like I’m fine just to kill the concern
But there’s frost in my chest and my heart doesn’t burn

I can’t describe what I feel, I don’t think there’s a word for that
Need to define what I feel so I made up a word for that
Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria

Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria
Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria

NULORIA.

p. michael harrison

i forgot where I was going
there’s a lot inside my mind and im just hoping
that you’d be there to listen and console me 
cause lately ive been feeling fucking lonely 
could you hold me?
cause it’s not fair
it’s not fair
it’s not fair
it’s not fair 
could you kill me where I stand while I stare into your face
I could never let it out all the shit I wanna say
you really showed me how easy it is to be replaced 
just hope he doesn’t die by the hands of knives I shaped
I hope you fall to guilt I hope you feel like shit
just know it’s all your fault that he can’t raise his kids
now you’re a single mom with no will to live
maybe you shouldn’t have been a fucking bitch
cause it’s not fair
it’s not fair
it’s not fair 
it’s not fair

not fair (michael harrison)

Produced by sh1t_happens

Lyrics

I know what I wanna say but a cat's holding on my tongue
Can you tell me why you went away? I don't know what I did wrong
I ain't even have to write this down cause my boy lux said "speak up"
Late night when I feel so down, I just wish that you'd pick up

Why the fuck would you tell me you care?
Why the fuck would you lead me on?
Why the fuck did you leave me here?
I know you knew you were all that I want

I guess I don't matter
I guess that I never did
You were just playing a game
You were the reason I lived

You'll never call me yours
I'll never see you again
No one will ever mean more to me
Than what you meant to me way back then

I know I'm fucking pathetic
Cause I ain't even know your name
I never held your hand
And I never saw your face

I know what I wanna say but a cat's holding on my tongue
Can you tell me why you went away? I don't know what I did wrong

I know that I fucking suck, I know that I'm fucking pitiful
I know I only exist just so that they can have someone to ridicule
All that I wanted was love but that don't exist for me, I'm fucking miserable
Happiness always been minuscule, I should of been dead in middle school

I know what I wanna say but a cat's holding on my tongue
Can you tell me why you went away? I don't know what I did wrong
I ain't even have to write this down cause my boy lux said "speak up"
Late night when I feel so down, I just wish that you'd pick up

Why the fuck would you tell me you care?
Why the fuck would you lead me on?
Why the fuck did you leave me here?
I know you knew you were all that I want

I guess I don't matter
I guess that I never did
You were just playing a game
You were the reason I lived

the mask i stapled on my face just to convince myself it was real.

Produced by NewWhiteBoy, zestymain, mollyred
Art by: @alexseibelorsomething

Lyrics

This is the end, all I do is fuck up, I'll make sure I don't again
I don't give a fuck about you, I don't wanna be your friend
No one gave a fuck about me, all I wanted was a friend

All I ever wanted was you
But you left me broken and bruised

I can't heal the void inside my soul
You ain't gotta check on me cause I'm already gone
Give me one more night, I don't want you to go
I got something in my mind, I don't wanna let you know

It gets to a point and I don't see it anymore
Sometime real soon you won't see me anymore
Got a soul parasite, I won't feed it anymore
What's the point in tryna fight if I won't be here anymore?

Don't feel bad when something happens
I should of never even made it this far, it was all an accident
Speeding down the highway, hope I have an accident
There too much on my plate and I can't stomach half of it

All I ever wanted was you
But you left me broken and bruised

it gets to a point and i don't see it anymore.

https://soundcloud.com/idleglance lyrics/amv: youtu.be/l57sbfuaYzA 


https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

lyrics

(bbyk9)
Girl my heart’s already broken
I want closure why you stole it
Bust my hand up I’m so lonely
Do your damage kill me slowly

And I just did a half line
Didn’t call me up today that’s a bad sign
Lately it feels like you're just a pain in my backside
Lately I just live in constant pain but I act fine

I don’t know why I try saw you in a past life
Wish that I could go back there one last time
Love’s a loaded gun girl hit me like a landmine
You just tear my heart out, then you think it’s snacktime

Used to tell me how you loved me, you gon hate me in the end
Got a chip up on my shoulder, never learned to make amends
Girl I just think it’s funny, how I’d do it all again
Got the same shit fucking with my head

Tongue tied, and I’m anxious what do you expect
Cut the shit, turn the lights off put you all to bed
If you won’t get the door girl then I won’t knock again
Even when I’m feeling not bad I’m still fucking dead

(Unknwxn)
Girl my hearts already broken
Don't waste time on me, it's hopeless
Tried my best so I hope you notice
I'm a fucked up mess with the words of a poet

I don't really like the fucking path that I'm going
Talking bout my past really just tryna hold it
If I get a chance, I'ma put in the trash
I don't feel like I deserve to be better than I am

Cause I'm fucked up, I had enough of
All of the fake love that's stuck inside of my mind
Tough luck, I don't give no fucks, I got my hopes up, I don't think I'ma be fine
Notebook full of my fucked up thoughts that I had when I sat in the back of a class
I put all of my hate in a glass in the back of my mind ain't no wonder I'm bad

I'm a ghost stuck in the snow
Where do I go? I don't know
I don't like life anymore
How do I cope? I'ma smoke
I'm a joke, fell for a hoe
How I give her my heart and I get it back broke?
I can't wait to get high to get out of this low
That I'm feeling inside of the core of my soul

Not happy and you can't make me
Life's crappy and you can't save me
Might crash on purpose maybe
So I don't have to deal with the shit that's daily

I lost my mind in my own, it's built to destroy
Chaos is my only joy
I hope I don't die alone in the end
I just wanna connect, I just want a friend

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