Produced by bapop x ayoleybeats

Lyrics

Laying in my bed, been up for 24 hours
I don't wanna feel the love unless the love is ours
I should learn to let go but I'm honestly a coward
I'm afraid that we're past our final hour

Baby where'd you go?
I been missing you since
I made that grave mistake
I think I should take a hint

That you're done with for good
But I still wonder if we could make it work out
But then again I wonder if we would

Cause we're both fucked up, we don't know what we want
But I know I want you back and that I never could front
I'm like I was when I had that job calling outbound
I don't care about shit, I only work when you're around

Come back baby
Won't you save me?
I hope you don't hate me
I could never even if I say that I do

I only have cause it hurt so much
To go without what I had
Your touch on my soul made me glow
And how dark it's been without, you don't even wanna know

I can't escape from myself
I know I'll burn in hell
For the things that I did
But I never would tell

Nicotine on my tongue
Bad build up in my lungs
Metal press on my lid
My hand is holding a gun

Send a signal from my brain to my hand just to end them all
Place I'm in just abysmal like the hole inside my heart
If I had a fucking nickle every time I fell to parts
I could buy a fucking missile and blow up for real this time

I get lost when in my mind
All my thoughts are you & I
Think bout all the times
That you fed me up with lies

Telling me you loved me
Ain't nothing else above me
But I know everything is
At the bottom of the pit

Fuck this, I'm pissed
My pain I'm in
I don't think I'll ever get
What the fuck it is I did

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Lyrics
You're not what I want, I'm sorry I told you were when I knew that you weren't
I thought I could care just enough then maybe it'd work but it just took a turn
But love isn't easy, you can't make it happen, said it before but I still haven't learned
There's a lot I could say, if it's not through a song I don't know how to put all these thoughts into words

That's why I cave, that's why I break, that's why I feel like I'll never escape
I can't get it out, it's stuck like a splinter
I'm keeping it down but my patience is thinner
I'm breaking, this voice in my head I can't take it, echos though my body I'm shaking
And everyone says I'm amazing

But I know that's a lie cause if I was I wouldn't make these fucking songs
Maybe their amazed at just the fact I make these fucking songs
I'm only on this path I think is right cause life so fucking wrong
Chest is feeling tight, I might just snap and then I'm fucking gone

Hold on, come close, don't let me go
So dumb, can't cope, wrote my own name in a death note

Told that girl she was my last hope, said "okay" and she still lied so
I won't trust no bitch, they gone switch
I'ma deal with it making myself so rich
I won't help anyone that hasn't stayed around when I was crashing
I'ma do wrong cause it feel right
Make my ego reach unseen heights
Fuck if I'll regret it, I'm making you regret it
I'm leaving a scar make sure you won't forget it
I'm fucked, I know
You won't stay, just go
I lost all my hope
Can't trust no fucking hoe
Even if, they'll say it ain't so
I'ma make this whole damn house blow
Try to fuck with me, you fucked up
You don't think I'll leave you fucked up
"That ain't right" don't care, shut the fuck up
I been told my whole life I'm stuck up
I'ma stick in this pain right in you
Make you feel everything I went through
You gone know what the fuck I been through
I don't really give a fuck, I been through

death note, last hope. (prod. capsctrl)

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Thought you were the one, you were just another one
Told you I was there, you told me that we were done
Told you I would stick around like gum under a shoe
But you just got rid of me like gum under a shoe

You ain't want me round, you ain't want me close
Did I let you down? I just wanna know
You just moved away, you ain't even let me know
What the fuck did I do to be treated so cold?

Is it karma? Is it character development?
To hell with this, I don't care what it is
But I can't let go
Cause I get my fix when my heart gets broke

I know that life might not be perfect
I know you weren't either but I thought you were worth it

Thought you were the one, you were just another one
Told you I was there, you told me that we were done
Told you I would stick around like gum under a shoe
But you just got rid of me like gum under a shoe

You ain't want me round, you ain't want me close
Did I let you down? I just wanna know
You just moved away, you ain't even let me know
What the fuck did I do to be treated so cold?

Thought you were the one, you were just another bitch
You told me I was the one, I was just another dick
I wasn't shit to you but just a body
You used me till you were used to me

I'm not Ken, that's who I used to be
A dead man that's who I'm soon to be
I think that's all that I'm meant to be
I'm not alive, I just pretend to be

Only in front of this mic
When I feel like I'm really alive
Did I miss that chance when it was time?
Hope I didn't, I'll fucking end it if I did

I hope I didn't cause I'll fucking end it if I did

closer.

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Lyrics
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I been fucked up
'Cause you been stuck in my brain
I keep my head up
I don't believe in fate
But I want some
'Cause nothin seem to go my way
I would die all again
If we could make it okay
I been fucked up
'Cause you been stuck in my brain
I keep my head up
I don't believe in fate
But I want some
'Cause nothin seem to go my way
I would die all again
If we could make it okay

I been fucked up
Think of you then straight to cocaine
I need a new love
Nothing good just more of the same
I need a new plug
Last said that I gotta wait
He said I'm digging my grave
But it's already made
I'm a new blood
Ain't nobody like me
I keep the real ones close
So I hate when they leave
You an old one
You were there to see me bleed
Now you can watch me die
On the big screen

Now you can watch me die
On the big screen

How I changed
I promised that I would stay the same
That's easy to say
When you live in today
Still me
But I couldn't have predicted the rain
It was either I drown
Or I go down the drain
On my team
I'm breaking my body for the fame
I count up the pay
But hang my head in shame
The gold gleam
Can't fix, it hides my pain
I'm still weighed down
Held down by the chain

I been fucked up
'Cause you been stuck in my brain
I keep my head up
I don't believe in fate
But I want some
'Cause nothin seem to go my way
I would die all again
If we could make it okay
I been fucked up
'Cause you been stuck in my brain
I keep my head up
I don't believe in fate
But I want some
'Cause nothin seem to go my way
I would die all again
If we could make it okay

I been fucked up
'Cause you been stuck in my brain
I keep my head up
I don't believe in fate
But I want some
'Cause nothin seem to go my way
I would die all again
If we could make it okay

23 [Prod. Dead Tired]

Produced by GDE TVOYA GOLOVA

Lyrics

I know what you did, why you tryna lie?
I know where you went, why the fuck you tryna hide?
You can't ever run from me, I won't let you out my sight
All this pain you gave to me and I can't even fucking cry

I can't even shed a tear, why the fuck I'm even here?
Why the fuck you ever leave? All I needed was you here
All I needed was your love, all you wanted was to fuck
Look at what you turned me into, I won't ever be enough

Don't know what I did to you
I won't ever heal from you
I won't ever feel for them
Those feelings that I feel for you

You know what I did, I would never lie
You know where I went, why you never coming by?
I would never try to run, girl I thought you were the one
All this pain you gave to me and I don't wanna give it up

Cause it's all that I have to remember you
I won't ever experience feeling you
Said I'm done but I'm here again missing you
Your voice I'd listen to when I couldn't sleep, I'm so miserable

I know what you did, why you tryna lie?
I know where you went, why the fuck you tryna hide?
You can't ever run from me, I won't let you out my sight
All this pain you gave to me and I can't even fucking cry

I can't even shed a tear, why the fuck I'm even here?
Why the fuck you ever leave? All I needed was you here
All I needed was your love, all you wanted was to fuck
Look at what you turned me into, I won't ever be enough

pain is all that i have to remember you.

Prod. JpBeatz 

Lyrics~

All my emotions got me in a vortex
Drowning in oceans, deep in my dark depths
Nobody know me or what I’ve bled 
Baby just hold me I feel so exhausted 

I regret some of the shit that I’ve said 
But They were fake so that’s why I left
Only need me for what is up next 
Imma create until my last breath

Its sad to see
Everyone fuckin leave
With my trust deceived 
Like that shits fine to me
Nothing is what it seems
Lying right through their teeth
Quiet but wanna scream
But I can’t fuckin breathe

Silently suffering 
Burns hidden underneath
Of whats been done to me
Meaning so fucking deep

Is life a game
I feel so damn  insane
how much more can I take 
Before I break from pain

Life’s fucking got me stuck in its cyclone
My mind is racing as I see time go
Faster than ever, I feel like I’ll die slow
Hell is too hot so that is what I froze

They all left me alone
What do I call a home
In this realm imma roam
Until I feel comfortable 

Or until I fucking cave
Cuz I know I can’t be saved
A mistake you can’t erase
Mom this never was a phase

That’s why they all ran away
Cuz my words they couldn’t take
All those games I don’t play
That’s why I pushed em’ away

I got no friends 
N I don’t regret
Anything that I said
Cuz I Wont forget
All the shit That they did
They can all suck my dick
Then go drive off a cliff
I’m so sick of this shit

Someone lit the fuse, I’m about to blow 
Where am I going? I wonder when I’ll know
Lost in the dark but the lights my hope
But I’ll keep on searching cuz imma lost soul

lonely thoughts

p. michael harrison

i forgot where I was going
there’s a lot inside my mind and im just hoping
that you’d be there to listen and console me 
cause lately ive been feeling fucking lonely 
could you hold me?
cause it’s not fair
it’s not fair
it’s not fair
it’s not fair 
could you kill me where I stand while I stare into your face
I could never let it out all the shit I wanna say
you really showed me how easy it is to be replaced 
just hope he doesn’t die by the hands of knives I shaped
I hope you fall to guilt I hope you feel like shit
just know it’s all your fault that he can’t raise his kids
now you’re a single mom with no will to live
maybe you shouldn’t have been a fucking bitch
cause it’s not fair
it’s not fair
it’s not fair 
it’s not fair

not fair (michael harrison)

I wrote this in the quiet.
For anyone still trying to hold it together
"Bleed Like a God"
everywhere

IG: @frvrlol

Lyrics:
[Intro]
yeah yeah
yeah yeah

took a detour, in a labyrinth
paint the canvas, twist the frame of myth
i was walking, slipped in the abyss
i don't wanna die, i don't even wanna live

even wanna live

[Hook]
this dread is always in my cup
pouring till it floods
the furnace is my crucible
i bleed like a god

existence eraser
you beg for a saviour
it's bloody, it's fatal
i still bleed like a god

[Bridge]
the silence never stopped
will i ever be enough
will i ever be enough
i held it in, too long, fuck

[Verse 2]
light years have passed, and i still see you in the night dear
i gave up too much to live in blind fear

nightmares where i'm running down a corridor
closed doors, but i leave myself cracked wide open

10 floors, i push myself forward
i reach for the light but my fate feels frozen

mirror to my face, can't even look away
broken shards, i saw it fragment as the dream decayed


lonely thoughts

Explicit

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