Hyperpop Heartbreak (johnnyfriend)solo version

beat prod by: cxrter x wisssery
written and performed by: @reject333 x @darkfurei

ouu im rlly sorry + @darkfurei (p. cxrter x wisssery)

produced by cxrter & tahtx

lyrics:
(notahero)
heavy snow is pouring outside the window
u know exactly what u want in life
but i don’t know
but i’ll carry on
and i’ll love u if you're here or you're gone
i’ll find u thru the crowd
she don’t know i’m hurting cuz i barely make a sound
this hole i’ve dug so deep
i can’t see through out the ground
u can find me in the lost and found
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

(backyard beetle)
yeah
as the candle burns real low
the light begins to show
you may be gone but your presence still glows
feasting on fragments and memories of old
i live in a wasteland i ain't never seen the snow 
even then I can't help but feel it's so cold
cause all of my warmth came from you
what am i supposed to do 
when my systems shut down

(notahero)
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

christmas was never this cold (cxrter x tahtx)

I thought I needed you
I thought I'd bleed for you
I thought I'd rip open my heart so I could be with you

girl I never needed you
why did I bleed for you
ripped open my heart to give a fraction of the world to you
fraction of the world to you

no I'm not okay
but I'll say that I am in the doorway
I don't ever wanna get in your way
I just wanna be with you who cares about the foreplay

killing my vitals slowly
how did I get so angry
ripping my hair out with my claws
I don't wanna be here like at all

time kills everything I thought I'd never see you again
withered away as all the termites ate at my skin
everybody said I fucked up when I told them the truth
maybe I am just a suck up to the plot of the news

dont wait for me
two blankets in the trunk of the 95 pontiac babygirl that's a must

oh cant you see
I did this all for you and I so can we still be us

so can we still be us
I did this all so we can still be us

so can we still be us
I did this all for you and I so can we still be us

can we still be us

can we still be us (secre x heyrick)

Prod. Wolet Beats 

Lyrics~

Covered cuts under my hood
Cuz i don’t want you to look 
I would change if I fuckin could
It’s the same n I am no good

All my feelings misunderstood 
No one cared, I thought that they would
But they weren’t there, maybe I should
Fall to the dark where the light stood

Cuz 
I got some friends I won’t see again
N I built a bridge to burn it again 
I got some sins that I can’t repent
I don’t know where the fuck time went

Inside my mind is fucking stormin
What is this world I was born in
I wonder what the fucks my purpose
Cuz Im fucking sick of the torment

I live each day and it’s always the same
I feel the pain it gets to my brain 
Thoughts tell me that I won’t escape
All the shit that I keep beneath

All the blood bled on my sheets 
I still feel, it’s haunting me
Walls cave in talking to me
Its ok, I wanna believe

All these things, don’t want you to see
From every time that I’d fuckin bleed
All of the fakes put on a scheme so 
Don’t try to stay yeah I know you’ll leave 

Cuz 
I got some friends I won’t see again
N I built a bridge to burn it again 
I got some sins that I can’t repent
I don’t know where the fuck time went

Inside my mind is fucking stormin
What is this world I was born in
I wonder what the fucks my purpose
Cuz Im fucking sick of the torment

torment

Plugins used:
GGD Matt Gartska Kit
Archetype Misha Mansoor

STAY

Wait (Feat. Guccihighwaters)(Prod. Notmorgn)

Frozen hearts (ft. Guccihighwaters ) (Prod by. notmorgn)

I wanna go way up with you..
Cover by @shotbyjazzy

Way Up w/ You

love and everything in between. <3
thank you to all my friends who helped me produce this EP and thank you to my girlfriend who inspires me to be my best self.

Tear You Apart (prod. IOF)

Prod. @lilduckk
💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

Lyrics:
why is it stuck in my brain
I know that it was all fake
You always wore that sad face
You were my little heart break 

Was it all just a mistake
I never know if im okay 
Watch it all fade and decay
I only cry with my blade
Tears only fall in the rain

Im not who i used to be
Let him die, let him fuckin bleed
Try to hide, every part of me
I cant rely, no ones saving me
X2


Imma make it this year
This year
I dont give a fuck if i give a bitch tears
I dont give a fuck if i die no fear
Imma give it all imma grind till its here

I live in the dark like a ghost
All my friends go
Watch the dreams fade slow
I just want the most

Goth boy with a new flow
Goth boy with a heart cold
Whoa


Fuck a limit i dont have one
Dripping on the floor skin burn in the sun
Fuck her twice and im done
Need a new bitch, real bad, draw blood

Draw blood
My gun on my side
Shawty do you wanna ride
Her lips on mine
She could take my life


why is it stuck in my brain
I know that it was all fake
You always wore that sad face
You were my little heart break 

Was it all just a mistake
I never know if im okay 
Watch it all fade and decay
I only cry with my blade
Tears only fall in the rain

Im not who i used to be
Let him die, let him fuckin bleed
Try to hide, every part of me
I cant rely, no ones saving me
X2

torment

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