@n0rue
hook
been a hard week,
gotta stay inside,
got a brand new tat,
say i waste my life,
i've been sippin on wine,
life is so fucking dry,
watching time passing by,
i think about my brother yeah i hope that he's doing fine,
i still hurt a lot,
but that's something i'm keeping down,
it really hurts a lot that i know that ur not around,
maybe if i play this from the top of a building,
maybe one day you would hear the fucking sound,

verse 1
i hope you love me even tho i got a lot of problems,
i hope you dont hate me cuz i never knew how i could solve them,
all i do is work from day thru the night,
i just chase all my highs,
so i can feel alright,
i get blacked out,
hide all my feelings and i've been drinking till i pass out,
wonder if i been missin my missions and i lack now,
yeah,
i just think about the past now, yeah
so i just wanna get out

verse 2 (norue)
i cant cry
and i cant weep
its like the only thing i could do is sleep
but when im alone
it feels so peaceful
you know i’ll be gone
when it gets lethal

i cannot explain
cause its complex
tell me whats your name
you aint nothing
but a contact
get out my way
get out my way
we aint the same
you know we aint the same

the reason that i care for you
is not cause i have too
its been a couple of years
since i had you
my friends think that im obsessed
but its not like that
i cant get you out my head
cause you just look back
at me
most of it just felt like a fantasy
i know that you’re mad at me
but its not my fault
you know im in agony
im in agony

keep it down

keep it down (feat. norue) [jody] [2021]

die in a cool way w/ acey

produced by cxrter & tahtx

lyrics:
(notahero)
heavy snow is pouring outside the window
u know exactly what u want in life
but i don’t know
but i’ll carry on
and i’ll love u if you're here or you're gone
i’ll find u thru the crowd
she don’t know i’m hurting cuz i barely make a sound
this hole i’ve dug so deep
i can’t see through out the ground
u can find me in the lost and found
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

(backyard beetle)
yeah
as the candle burns real low
the light begins to show
you may be gone but your presence still glows
feasting on fragments and memories of old
i live in a wasteland i ain't never seen the snow 
even then I can't help but feel it's so cold
cause all of my warmth came from you
what am i supposed to do 
when my systems shut down

(notahero)
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

christmas was never this cold (cxrter x tahtx)

I thought I needed you
I thought I'd bleed for you
I thought I'd rip open my heart so I could be with you

girl I never needed you
why did I bleed for you
ripped open my heart to give a fraction of the world to you
fraction of the world to you

no I'm not okay
but I'll say that I am in the doorway
I don't ever wanna get in your way
I just wanna be with you who cares about the foreplay

killing my vitals slowly
how did I get so angry
ripping my hair out with my claws
I don't wanna be here like at all

time kills everything I thought I'd never see you again
withered away as all the termites ate at my skin
everybody said I fucked up when I told them the truth
maybe I am just a suck up to the plot of the news

dont wait for me
two blankets in the trunk of the 95 pontiac babygirl that's a must

oh cant you see
I did this all for you and I so can we still be us

so can we still be us
I did this all so we can still be us

so can we still be us
I did this all for you and I so can we still be us

can we still be us

can we still be us (secre x heyrick)

produced by R3DQX and discent 
mixed my epitomeoffailure and teddyboi
mastered by teddyboi

lyrics

why couldn’t you tell me you went ghost
when i ask around no one ever knows
where you went you didn’t even leave a note
hard to breathe when my throat remains closed 

i been choking on my words and i suppose 
that if your gone imma double up my dose
so if you’re lookin at my face im in repose
imma raise my glass high and give a toast

a toast to the ones who never made it far 
a toast to the ones who couldn’t find their start
i still feel i’m there and im going nowhere

these cobblestone roads will guide you in the dark 
know you’re not alone with this light from a spark 
someone will care again just hold on till the end

(teddyboi)

really tryna make sense of this
dead bodies turn to slitting wrists
and i ain’t got no time for that
i ain’t got no time for that
‘cause i got a lot inside my mind
and i don’t want to waste all your time
baby i think that im curse
‘cause im crawling at the end of my life
lately there’s a lot going on inside my mind
and baby i don’t want to lie to you
i think i need some time away from everything
to try and heal myself
work on my head
worry about my health ‘cause
all i ever do is drink the memories away
until im covered in my vomit
emptying my brain 
the liquor’s healing me but my body’s giving up
‘cause i don’t know what i can take
and im close to seeing god
lift my facade
im scared oh my god
she touches on my scars
they make us who we are
but i can’t lift your fingerprints
(off my skin)

why couldn’t you tell me you went ghost
when i ask around no one ever knows
where you went you didn’t even leave a note
hard to breathe when my throat remains closed 

i been choking on my words and i suppose 
that if your gone imma double up my dose
so if you’re lookin at my face im in repose
imma raise my glass high and give a toast

a toast to the ones who never made it far 
a toast to the ones who couldn’t find their start
i still feel i’m there and im going nowhere

these cobblestone roads will guide you in the dark 
know you’re not alone with this light from a spark 
someone will care again just hold on till the end

a toast w/ teddyboi (R3DQX x discent)

lovely track by https://soundcloud.com/kennedysucks
i really enjoyed making this <3

kennedyxoxo -the lights are on but no ones home (silencedgrave flip)

hitdaDoor

Frozen hearts (ft. Guccihighwaters ) (Prod by. notmorgn)

from a week of friendship therapy in Hollywood.

w/ @velvetqueen
prod. @cxldblxxd

Spotlight w/ Velvetears (prod. Cxld Blxxd)

happy birthday to me c:

lyrics ~

yeah she has a good reason, oh
i feel like i'm in a fucking stage show
pulling out knives like i'm ready for war 
but she's not the one i'm fighting
stuck inside my conscience
i'm at war with my mind
tryna trick my eyes into seeing the bright side
and oh there's no lights at the end of this play
just tryna make it day to day

ay
and i got no reason to exist now
ay
yeah your love is all i needed yeah it's all i've found
ay
and i don't know why i've been drinking
ay
i guess it helps my mind yeah it stops me from thinking

yeah she has love like no other
tryna wrap my head around
everything she's saying to me
guess i can't be so profound
trying not to make a sound
it's hard to love another when she's around
guess i'll make my own way home
guess i'll take my own dreams down

ay
and i got no reason to exist now
ay
yeah your love is all i needed yeah it's all i've found
ay
and i don't know why i've been drinking
ay
i guess it helps my mind yeah it stops me from thinking

pre-save roses <3

~ day to day

love and everything in between. <3
thank you to all my friends who helped me produce this EP and thank you to my girlfriend who inspires me to be my best self.

can we still be us (secre x heyrick)

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