Hyperpop Heartbreak (johnnyfriend)solo version

die in a cool way w/ acey

(COVER ART BY @htp.dylan)
I don’t wanna stop pretending
But I don’t wanna feel this pain anymore
I know ill hate the fucking ending
But I hate the way that u can just ignore

You know what?
Fuck it and fuck you
I made my bed to lay in
And you stay pretending
Stage lights blind
I cant see you
And it’s better like that

Did a few lines in the back
You talk to me like we ain’t go bad
You’re perfectly fine
Im wasting my time
We’re Better off in our own separate lives

But I’m not sayin I don’t miss you
I don’t wanna fuckin lie
I see the way that he looks at you
Maybe it’s better that you’re not mine

pretending

beat prod by: cxrter x wisssery
written and performed by: @reject333 x @darkfurei

ouu im rlly sorry + @darkfurei (p. cxrter x wisssery)

produced by cxrter & tahtx

lyrics:
(notahero)
heavy snow is pouring outside the window
u know exactly what u want in life
but i don’t know
but i’ll carry on
and i’ll love u if you're here or you're gone
i’ll find u thru the crowd
she don’t know i’m hurting cuz i barely make a sound
this hole i’ve dug so deep
i can’t see through out the ground
u can find me in the lost and found
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

(backyard beetle)
yeah
as the candle burns real low
the light begins to show
you may be gone but your presence still glows
feasting on fragments and memories of old
i live in a wasteland i ain't never seen the snow 
even then I can't help but feel it's so cold
cause all of my warmth came from you
what am i supposed to do 
when my systems shut down

(notahero)
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

christmas was never this cold (cxrter x tahtx)

I thought I needed you
I thought I'd bleed for you
I thought I'd rip open my heart so I could be with you

girl I never needed you
why did I bleed for you
ripped open my heart to give a fraction of the world to you
fraction of the world to you

no I'm not okay
but I'll say that I am in the doorway
I don't ever wanna get in your way
I just wanna be with you who cares about the foreplay

killing my vitals slowly
how did I get so angry
ripping my hair out with my claws
I don't wanna be here like at all

time kills everything I thought I'd never see you again
withered away as all the termites ate at my skin
everybody said I fucked up when I told them the truth
maybe I am just a suck up to the plot of the news

dont wait for me
two blankets in the trunk of the 95 pontiac babygirl that's a must

oh cant you see
I did this all for you and I so can we still be us

so can we still be us
I did this all so we can still be us

so can we still be us
I did this all for you and I so can we still be us

can we still be us

can we still be us (secre x heyrick)

<3

i been outside in the forest
clashing with heads like a taurus
just don’t feel like me if i’m honest

like, baby its like this
i put my hand on that right hip
vibe, girl we just vibing 

why you only in love when you’re hearing that night sound
you just keep tripping on shit like just pipe down
i got these questions and i gotta message

‘coz it’s not just peace and all love that is coming for you
and did i mention
i lost perspective on shit, i just live in the truth
and thats a weapon

i know that i’m swimming in this dark oasis
and there’s no replacing 
know when i speak i got your heart racing 
do i gotta keep it cool, i make it blatant

like, they gonna say shit
like you ain’t gonna make it
if you ain’t gone say this to my face then i can erase it

i been outside, i been outside 24/7
i cannot lie, it’s made a difference
you won’t decide, you won’t decide
she won’t decide, she won’t decide
but she’s on the side yeah she wanna ride
she’s locked in for life

and i cannot change my mind on this
i cannot lose sight, can’t lose sight

and i cannot change my mind on this
i cannot 

i make the difference, i drop the boat and go missing
if you wanna come with me you better listen
talking and taking, that shit’s on the wish list 
it’s time to grow up from a lil kid

practice what i preach yeah i know i’m the realest
don’t flex bout no shit i just stay in my feelings
i’ll be the best, but i won’t make a killing
i’ll look out for the rest just to see what they’re wheeling

are you down to ride to the end of time 
girl won’t you look at that night
girl won’t you look at the sky
baby please do not cry
there’s a world outside
of this bubble, i know that i’m right
all of those experiences, i held that shit tight
you don’t need to fight

i’m in my zone
from when i was on my own
i had this shit locked down like a home
i had my world enclosed with chrome
back to the basics, went back to the basics

now on top of my shit i just live in the moment
dropping these hits like a stoner but sober
i don’t fear the alone
i slowed it down, now i sit on my throne

stage 21

stage_021 (ivn)

computer screens

lovely track by https://soundcloud.com/kennedysucks
i really enjoyed making this <3

can we still be us (secre x heyrick)

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