you could do so much better than me but he’s not it 
leave me waiting here on my own for that piece of shit 
make me feel like trash that’s all I get from this
but then you always have me running back how the fuck 
can I be so delusional
bought some paper then I sold my soul to it 
hit the bottle then I’ll light it up 
i sing it better when I’m fucked up anyway

no I don’t do freebies anymore 
i’m screaming on the floor
know I’m looking out for better things 
but I’ve failed there before
in a world of contradiction but I must be doing more
i just wanna find a way back home

why do you call me when I fall back 
i can’t fucking do this anymore 
i never thought that were like that
judgement of character went so wrong 
why do you hate me when I call back 
you never care about me writing songs 
i really need to fucking fight back 
need to do better when I’m on my own
nothing left inside I’m gonna front again 
i could do much better if I feel the end
new one, I’m gone, I don’t wanna fight that 
fuck you, hold on, I don’t wanna write that 
i’m not doing nothing to you baby you’re delusional 
i am always looking for the up but never ready for the fall
contributing nothing to your goals but always think you do it all
you are all I want not what I need so please don’t bother with your call

no I don’t do freebies anymore 
i’m screaming on the floor
know I’m looking out for better things 
but I’ve failed there before
in a world of contradiction but I must be doing more
i just wanna find a way back home
no I don’t do freebies anymore 
i’m screaming on the floor
know I’m looking out for better things 
but I’ve failed there before
in a world of contradiction but I must be doing more
i just wanna find a way back home
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