hi, enjoy

rics:
I better watch where i walk or ill murder the pope
Get on my side so i dont sit here throw up and choke
Look at the world is this some kind of sick fucking joke
I dont know i dont know
What do i know, i know
Youre overrated i cant relate
You play favorites get out of my face
I need a key to open this gate
Self reverend but i cant be saved
I burn bridges in favor of letting you go
Id be happier if this world didn't exist i know

I could go round for round
On the edge of a new sound
On the edge of all my doubts
I might make it out then

Im a two faced whore
You a fake bitch just stop it
Spit in ur pudding and god damn face
Thats the end of the discussion
Whats being nice?
We listen to your songs on mute like wow
Howd you convince everyone you were so confident
Scratching my head like how
Charismatic with the cameras on
I know the real you now
She gave me good head no need for masturbate (yup)
Look at the time
Pull a bad bitch o clock today 
Put your whole pride on my god damn plate

What the gosh darn freaking fuck do they want me to say
Oh yeah
No on gives a god damn fuck anyway

You conniving dirty dog (arf!)
Only good dogs don't go to hell
Roll over i see the same insecurities that i see inside myself
Might be a problem with the water where we grow
Whos the child inside of me
I hardly know :(
We don't wanna grow older
Reinvent myself
But i don't think i wanna die again

So tell me what you meant then
I dont wanna be a memory
Fuck up my life til they hate me
Nat, im so sorry. 
But i need something i can die for
I need something i can die for
I need something i can 

(just live)

Youve been acting like a pussy
Cant even keep your back straight
Think i lost my head lately
Im being nice until they fuck me
I thought itd be easy
I didnt know what i need
Metal burns inside my core

I had dreams that metamorphosis was possible
Imagine i could ground me up and remold from this bowl.

metamorphosis

mixed and mastered by me
produced by offsen1

lyrics:
Is it you or is it me who's fuckin up?
not sippin lean im sippin water in this double cup
g-g-get on my fuckin nerves im finna act up
pussy boy he runnin to his friends for some backup
razorblade kept under my tongue
r-r-run and hide but your still done
ill beat you to a bloody pulp like im baki
see you in the street i'll bring the heat like a taki

backup (prod. offsen1)

you could do so much better than me but he’s not it 
leave me waiting here on my own for that piece of shit 
make me feel like trash that’s all I get from this
but then you always have me running back how the fuck 
can I be so delusional
bought some paper then I sold my soul to it 
hit the bottle then I’ll light it up 
i sing it better when I’m fucked up anyway

no I don’t do freebies anymore 
i’m screaming on the floor
know I’m looking out for better things 
but I’ve failed there before
in a world of contradiction but I must be doing more
i just wanna find a way back home

why do you call me when I fall back 
i can’t fucking do this anymore 
i never thought that were like that
judgement of character went so wrong 
why do you hate me when I call back 
you never care about me writing songs 
i really need to fucking fight back 
need to do better when I’m on my own
nothing left inside I’m gonna front again 
i could do much better if I feel the end
new one, I’m gone, I don’t wanna fight that 
fuck you, hold on, I don’t wanna write that 
i’m not doing nothing to you baby you’re delusional 
i am always looking for the up but never ready for the fall
contributing nothing to your goals but always think you do it all
you are all I want not what I need so please don’t bother with your call

no I don’t do freebies anymore 
i’m screaming on the floor
know I’m looking out for better things 
but I’ve failed there before
in a world of contradiction but I must be doing more
i just wanna find a way back home
no I don’t do freebies anymore 
i’m screaming on the floor
know I’m looking out for better things 
but I’ve failed there before
in a world of contradiction but I must be doing more
i just wanna find a way back home
( x 2 )

fail

Dope (nightiger & w0kki)

the !

art by my lovely wife ig: (@impolybius) 
produced by @thisisaeonic

no drive (prod. aeonic)

FIRST HALF IS CRSDCWBY 
@crsdcwby
https://linktr.ee/crsdcwby
SECOND HALF IS ME :D

Depersonalization

lustri x crsdcwby - Depersonalization

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