Shadows of Love - Schatten der Liebe ist ein wunderschönes Album, durch und durch begleitet von der Violine und von angenehmen Piano spielen. Patrick Sebastian Spinczyk kam auf die Idee, als er einen Kommentar las zu seiner Musik. Wie ein Schatten der Liebe, sagte jemand zu mir, so schön ist dein Lied. Patrick Spinczyk war sofort begeistert und dachte daran diese Idee in die Tat umzusetzen. Nach mehreren Monaten Arbeit entstand das Album Shadows of Love - Schatten der Liebe. Viel Vergnügen! 

Shadows of Love - Schatten der Liebe is a beautiful album, thoroughly accompanied by the violin and pleasant piano playing. Patrick Sebastian Spinczyk came up with the idea when he read a comment about his music. 'Like a shadow of love,' someone said to me, 'your song is so beautiful.' Patrick Spinczyk was immediately excited and thought about turning this idea into reality. After several months of work, the album Shadows of Love - Schatten der Liebe was created. Enjoy!

Shadows of Love

Meine Seele spricht

Hand Out

“The Ruse of Booze” is a raw, unflinching ballad about addiction’s grip and the battle to reclaim the self. Through gritty imagery and soul-baring lines, it paints the bottle as a sly salesman, a wolf in sheep’s clothing, and a devil at the door — seducing and destroying in equal measure. With each verse, the narrator wrestles with guilt, memory, and fleeting moments of clarity, only to be dragged back into the cycle. Dark, bluesy, and haunting, this song is a confession, a lament, and a fight for redemption.

Booze Blues

A sultry quiet storm track that explores the addictive pull of a destructive relationship. With smooth saxophone, deep bass, and haunting vocals, this song captures the dance between love and pain that keeps two hearts trapped in an endless cycle. The lyrics paint vivid imagery of passion that burns as much as it heals, set against a moody backdrop that's both intimate and captivating. Perfect for late night listening when you're reflecting on relationships that were beautiful and damaging in equal measure.

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Lyrics by Kenneth Carlino

Toxic Tango

Let The Blood Spill

(Verse 1)
Another night — sleep never comes,
Death in my head, it beats like drums.
I set the banquet, demons take their seat,
They laugh at me loud, their joy complete.

I’m sitting beside them, crying inside,
No place to run, nowhere to hide.
Should I drown, become the sea?
Or should I jump, once, to set me free?

Try to fly before goodbye,
One last breath before I die.

(Chorus)
I don’t want to live (θάνατος)
Set me free, angel of death — come to me.
I don’t want to live (θάνατος)
Take my soul, carry it endlessly.
(θάνατος… θάνατος)

(Verse 2)
Nobody near me understands my pain,
Scratch at my skin till blood leaves a stain.
Relief in the hurt, mercy in scars,
Dreams too far, I’ll never reach the stars.

I can’t make my dreams come true,
I can’t live with that, it cuts me in two.
If I’m not enough for myself, who’ll stay?
If I hate me — who’d not walk away?

Broken vase, shattered inside,
That’s why the sea is where I confide.
Endless and free, it dances, it sings,
It gives life, it’s mother of all things.

I see in it what I’ll never be,
If I must die — let it be by the sea.

(Chorus)
I don’t want to live (θάνατος)
Set me free, angel of death — come to me.
I don’t want to live (θάνατος)
Take my soul, carry it endlessly.
(θάνατος… θάνατος)

(Bridge)
And I must admit — I lied.
I don’t seek love for its beauty inside.
I seek an excuse, not to be consumed,
By thoughts that haunt me, thoughts that bloom.

Maybe if someone stayed by my side,
The pain would be softer, easier to hide.
But I hate my friends, they hate me too,
And I hate myself — it’s nothing new.

No one loves the broken, that’s true,
I’ve written and written, the ink bleeds through.
All I wished was to bleed, to finally stop,
Hoping the blood would make the pain drop.

Hoping someone would ring my bell,
But I’m still trapped inside my hell.
Dreams are poison, hope cuts deep,
I wait for the courage, I wait for the leap.

One day I’ll be gone, the day is near,
The end of me, and I don’t feel fear.
If I’m honest, I can’t wait —
For courage to end this heavy weight.

(θάνατος)

(Chorus)
I don’t want to live (θάνατος)
Set me free, angel of death — come to me.
I don’t want to live (θάνατος)
Take my soul, carry it endlessly.
(θάνατος… θάνατος)

(Outro)
θάνατος
θάνατος
θάνατος
θάνατος (set me free)
θάνατος (be a man, just do it)
θάνατος (end it, end it, END IT)
θάνατος (now… end it now)


The end

🎶 Build an Empire

Ascending, strong, dynamic, orchestral, pop, clean, emotive, cinematic, soul, clean vocals, strings provide a floating backdrop, while powerful rhythms and heartfelt energy drive the song forward, R&B, orchestral pop with dynamic brass accents and a soft, deep, dynamic, gentle feel

I am walking in flames,

Left Alone is our most vulnerable confession. Created as a baroque trip-hop elegy of surrender and abandonment. Sultry vocals drift over cinematic strings, moody bass, and vinyl crackle, unfolding a story of devotion, desire, and the silence that followed. At once sensual and tragic, the song captures the ache of giving everything to love and being left in the shadows, haunted and hollow.

At the mercy of your power 
I laid in shadowed night
And you know that I surrendered 
Melted into your bite

My pleas were drowned in silence
My body flooded through
And I submit into your hunger
Yes, I gave myself to you!

You've split me open 
Claimed my soul 
Unspoken vows of
"...never let you go"

Yes, I gave in 
Swallowed whole 
Emptied inside 
Then left alone

Oh, left alone.

Now nothing fills like our union 
That overcame me every night 
Where my body arched to meet the pleasure
And my voice cried in delight

But my pleas were drowned in silence
My body flooded through
When I submitted to your hunger
And I gave myself to you!

You split me open 
Claimed my soul 
Unspoken vows of
"...never let you go"

Yes, I gave in 
Swallowed whole 
Emptied inside 
Then left alone

Oh, left alone

Oh, you've ruined me for this world
As I seek you in the shadow
Like a hungry empty ghost 
I am a hungry
Empty
Ghost

You've split me open 
Claimed my soul 
Unspoken vows of
"...never let you go"

Yes, I gave in 
Swallowed whole 
Emptied inside 
Then left alone

Oh, left alone

Booze Blues

Thoughts and Ones