one day imma find out what there is to lose

find out who you give to

find out who you came for

your mama doesnt like me

your father could be empty

yeah, yeah


i never liked the way you’d say whatever hurt

pull the pride right out my chest and add the dirt

scrap whatever things we knew for sure

'cause everything is tied up in this curse 

(it's all tied up)

it's all tied up in this curse

yeah, yeah


adirondaks, how did I know?

driving all week through the pinegroves

rain dropped on a really high note

now i need 2, maybe 3, make it 4 dose

never knew where i wanna go

seem to flock to the growing cold

one hit two times thats just growing old

never really knew that’s what i wanted till i felt alone



we don’t know (x16)



feel so good on my worst days 

built tough like Ford in the first place 

no longer avoid, it's not worth it 

a trauma-bonder on Thursday 

in Wales-Bonner, for a survey 

am I worthy, you're the Parcae 

sit right down in the car seat 

we'll get through it, just watch me


feel so-

feel so good imma-

feel so good imma-

we'll get through it just-

just, just watch me



do you wanna spend the summer, chasing september?

watching trains go by and shaking as we swallow the tremors

'cause i don't wanna waste my time while these days go by,

i don't, i don't, i don't



i don't wanna waste my life 

waiting for you 


i don't think i should-

day goes by i- , be by myself

i don't think i should-

day goes by i-


not a day goes by i’m thinking I should be by myself

i might deprecate and keep me iffy off someone’s shelf

yes i'm cute enough to think about all ways i can help

(i’m pretty as fu-)

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Written by: Adam Ben David and Zacharia Arrington
Produced by: thenheturnedaround
Mixed by: thenheturnedaround
Mastered by: thenheturnedaround

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