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just ten toes can't avert my obsession
you are my one and only possession
fill the void in my chest that you left since
all i have is a hole in my heaven

living in ur shadow

w/ @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
ya

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
im looking at her 
i told her im ok
i told her im ok 
but im really not 
im taking it slow 
im thinking about those days
im thinking bout those days 
where everything was 
the same and boring 
the raining was pouring down
on my roof 
the stars wouldnt shine as bright as u

me
all i saw
was you at the table
i asked if you're abl
to talk to me again
you said im busy
and to leave u alone
i left feeling sickly
with nobody on my phone

those days

concept sorry if its shit

i cant write my thoughts
everythings not pretty enough for you to hear
i wish this wasnt so severe
how did u take the fall
did it evne affect u at all
now im sounding obsessed 
and of all
i cant jhust send u a text cant give u a call
 
she sold my high
to some dumb guy
still dread that night
where u said its fine
\

i wish this wasnt so severe

@menthol100s

im tired of skin to skin
i cant let the right one in
your call is all i need to sin
let another one go im all in 
everythings been at my expense
i saw you leave when you found somebodys bliss
i cant write for you it never makes sense
wasting so much time on you again

shut my eyes and count to ten
wanna wake up in your skin
you only see her in your dreams and all you wants to sleep again
and the next time that i see i hope its you 
i hope its you
if not ill gouge these eyes out and i swear its true
i swear its true

let the right one in w/ skeleton

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
prod both of us as always

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later: 
slow down 
shut up 
take a picture of us 
watch her driving away
leaving nothing but dust

i know 
you dont 
really like to pretend 

you love me so let me go
??

me: 
im sorry
you know me
you expect way too much, again

you're going
still coping
i cant live my life without u in

so she'll go
on her own
and find someone else to make her smile

it makes me sick when i think of what we said
so many words i regret, but cant forget

pictures of us

@ wissery

i stay alone while you go out at night
i tried to understand why you said ur alright
give me one more day to leave out your sight
you never explained why we both gonna die

let me fix you
im stuck within you
our lives werent meant to
spend our time in this fucked up, rotting place

till we spent our time rotting together

prod @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

1,000 words, 1,000 days
not enough to explain all the times you were fake
locked away and now im floating in space
close my eyes and all i see is your face

i walked away from your love
all because you didnt give a fuck
you were proof that i ran out of my luck
disappear from my life cause you fucking suck

1,000 days later and i still cant forget you

prod. michael harrison

now, you’re happy with him
ill keep the lights dim
it feels so grim. 
ill ask where you’ve been


i know that you never wanted to be with me
ill just stay here and float out into the sea

we had so much in common 
too bad its not an option

ill rot into the garden

maybe someday it can work

heaven

10/25

wdym when u said that i lost it?
wdym when u said that im bad at expressing myself
UR NOT LIKE ME
IM A LIAR A MANIPULATIVE OLD PRICK
UR NOT LIKE ME
I DONT WANT ANY HELP

GET YOU GONE
GET YOU GONE
I DONT WANT THIS ANYMORE

once in a while

till death do we start