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https://open.spotify.com/track/6D6fwXa6WxylpiiI0yrD48?si=6d24661134b54b4e

beat & vocals done by me and @octoberlies
october:

i hate the way you're looking at me
with those eyes say ur unhappy
with the way you started snapping
everything that fuckin happened


me:
wake up feelin depressed
thinkin abt all the shit that u said
wonder when youll get outta my head
ur still there so ill try again

you're still here

https://open.spotify.com/track/1XPo3H9F3Et3jy1FjfQSLp?si=80dc108b45c94024

vocals & beat made by myself

i could probably think of better things to do
instead im gonna waste away inside my room
tell me to hold your hand and walk right through
instead i held ur hand and fell right through the floor

season after season

waste away in my room

beat & vocals done by me

i got instagram now & https://discord.gg/BQC7FJGP a discord server

lyrics:

i needa press rewind
i cant keep track of time (x2)

i cant go back in time

beat & vocals done by myself

jumping from the top of the roof
im looking back at you
back at you

jumping from the top of the roof

https://open.spotify.com/track/6tZ7eMBNm5oGo5JdL2G7ro?si=78e26d305be147a2

beat & vocals done by myself

i just want your lips
i just need ur pretty face
i just want your kiss
even thought itll taste like poison

i just want your kiss

https://open.spotify.com/track/0lPbIeN2V3TZTS1nfXhYWw?si=eed519e033de4f85

beat & vocals done by me



lyrics:

you're so pretty
you're always inside my head
wish u were in my city
so i could cradle u in my arms 

instead

ill be watching you
ill be watching you
ill be watching you
ill be watching you instead

i'll be watching you

lyrics:

im so sorry
im useless
im worthless to you

im so sorry
im ignorant
im messing with you

i should run away
nothing feels the same
nothings in my brain
i swerved in your lane
i cut in your lane
paid the price to pay
am i here too late
im 5 minutes late
im 10 minutes late
im a decade late
you should run away
im not perfect girl
im so wreckless girl
you should get away

excuse me for being such a loser

@bloodstainonmytee made the og, pls go follow him
instrumental by @slushyizedarchive

just take me out this misery already cover

https://open.spotify.com/track/4fADPwiqd4fbBFQ6YVFBkM?si=a1ca49fd7b954d8a

prod me

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the busus

"why do you feel bad?"
"it was just a crush"
they make you feel bad
for giving them your trust

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

let me know your intentions

@ wissery

i stay alone while you go out at night
i tried to understand why you said ur alright
give me one more day to leave out your sight
you never explained why we both gonna die

let me fix you
im stuck within you
our lives werent meant to
spend our time in this fucked up, rotting place

till we spent our time rotting together

https://open.spotify.com/track/0MlZLsdwVDhJq11c2lJIaf?si=4f162d3b254a47aa

prod me

hes not a pedophile tho

i can see your falling off
and it looks like ur not having any fun
ur best friend is gonna od on those drugs
and you dont give a single fuck

oh look stuyah snitched again
do you even have any real friends?
everyone wishes you died to that truck
you arent lying yeah i know ur life fucking sucks

you're not the loser you say you are
ur not a fat jobless incel thats a bluff
and ur label fucking sucks
theyll use you for their stats and then run off

i can see your falling off
and it looks like ur not having any fun
ur best friends gonna od on those drugs
and you dont give a single fuck 

ur whole collectives fucking sucks
2 with talent and the rest are fucking buns
you might get what you wish for tho
you might get what you wish for tho

i can see your falling off
and it looks like ur not having any fun
ur best friend is gonna od on those drugs
and you dont give a single fuck

oh look stuyah snitched again
do you even have any real friends?
everyone wished you died to that truck
you arent lying yeah i know ur life fucking sucks

and you're not even the problem

you're so pathetic

prod @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

1,000 words, 1,000 days
not enough to explain all the times you were fake
locked away and now im floating in space
close my eyes and all i see is your face

i walked away from your love
all because you didnt give a fuck
you were proof that i ran out of my luck
disappear from my life cause you fucking suck

1,000 days later and i still cant forget you

prod. michael harrison

now, you’re happy with him
ill keep the lights dim
it feels so grim. 
ill ask where you’ve been


i know that you never wanted to be with me
ill just stay here and float out into the sea

we had so much in common 
too bad its not an option

ill rot into the garden

maybe someday it can work

heaven

prod me

why is she blocking the hallway?
guess i will never know
thought we could both go our own way
but it seems that you just
keep showing interest
stalking my pinterest
like all my photos after you said we were finished
whats wrong?
baby whats wrong?

why is she blocking the hallway

prod me

surfs uppppp
woaahhoho (x4)


i really tried to actually make you fucking happy
but this shitty feeling always tends make me trashy
and i realize everyone and you are just the same
so ill waterboard ur ass into a hydroplane

so

surfs uppppp
woaahhoho (x4)

surfs up

prod me

bash your skull
cave it in
i wont tell nobody
you can kill yourself
slit your wrist
i can hide the body
steal ur parents car
and drive it to
another fucking party
that nobody even wants you in
oh god you're so retarded

nobody loves you like i do
you suck at life but i do too

bash your skull
cave it in
i wont tell nobody
you can kill yourself
slit your wrist
i can hide the body
steal ur parents car
and drive it to
another fucking party
that nobody even wants you in
oh god you're so retarded

nobody hates you like i do
you suck at life but i do too

bash your skull
cave it in
i wont tell nobody
you can kill yourself
slit your wrist
i can hide the body
steal ur parents car
and drive it to
another fucking party
that nobody even wants you in
oh god you're so retarded (x2)

kill yourself stupid

prod me

you suck
and ill never stop saying it
cause you never wanna cough it up
you suck
i know one day your gonna OD on those drugs
you suck
you're a junkie bitch
but still somehow i suck
more than you
worse than you
more than you

i dont feel like anyone else
not even myself
i hate this feeling that comes by
every other week
i feel so damn week
is this whats its like to be you all the time

take your life
but let me take mine
i wanna persuade you
better than the thoughts inside your head

you suck
and ill never stop saying it
cause you never wanna cough it up
you suck
i know one day your gonna OD on those drugs
you suck
you're a junkie bitch
but still somehow i suck
more than you
worse than you
more than you

god you fucking suck

10/25

wdym when u said that i lost it?
wdym when u said that im bad at expressing myself
UR NOT LIKE ME
IM A LIAR A MANIPULATIVE OLD PRICK
UR NOT LIKE ME
I DONT WANT ANY HELP

GET YOU GONE
GET YOU GONE
I DONT WANT THIS ANYMORE

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