Fern and I finna have some good sex after this one

fern got 2 phones like kevin gates, 1 for the plug and one for the load

Prod by. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCj5C0NwiOG0MgY5mwf5Ejtw

lyrics: 
I always wonder why you did this to me 
I never got any closure
The pain made me older 
It lingers in my thoughts 
And it haunts me 
Pictures on your facebook  
They taunt me 

I always wonder what it would've been like with you here 
But instead, I'll never know because you disappeared 
Now I feel so unlovable 
cause its all I've ever know

Because when you're ten years old 
You just want your dad 
You never understood how he could be so bad 

I remember laying in your arms 
And feeling so safe 
I didn't know that I would 
Lose you one day 
It's been like 7 years now 
And idk how to process
the fact that i lost you 
It all just feels so wrong 
Idk what to do 
So I'll write another sad song

all i've ever known (Wraith Nîr)

Lyrics:

this shit is fuckin targeted
so ill say it as i mean it
i'm so sick of all the paragraphs
but i feel like you need them
all the years of gearing up
unsheathing swords and fighting demons
never thought i'd die to you
a pretty girl who sent me reeling

this shit is fuckin targeted
so ill say it as i mean it
i'm so sick of all the paragraphs
but i feel like you need them
all the years of gearing up
unsheathing swords and fighting demons
never thought i'd die to you
a pretty girl who sent me reeling
honestly in many ways i think i'm really missing you
i've still thought of coming back but i don't think we'd change our views
thought i knew all that i wanted i assumed that you did too
looking back i'm fucking stupid
fixing shit that wasn't strewn
so i guess it's an apology for feeling all my feelings
for looking this far into things that held no fucking meaning
but knowing you
you'd get me quick
for why i acted on a weakness
and i don't think it's what i want
so please 
i need a single reason

i just need a single reason
to come back to you
i just need a single reason
to come back to you
i just need a single reason
to come back to you
i just need a single reason
to come back to you

-

you couldn't know what it's like.
you couldn't know what it's like
don't u dare pretend u get this
don't u dare pretend u get this.
it's a unique pain
it's a unique pain
it's a unique pain
yea somehow this shit don't feel the same.

a dragonslayer's weakness (sadtxnshi)

[+ sogimura]
@emptychest
@x1fern
@northshoremusic
@user-214421742

Lost My Life w/ The North Shore, emptychest, 1fern & cash nasty

@northshoremusic
@emptychest
@caspywaspy

(Co-Prod - maxflynn + cloud)

[TNS]
Warning shots from a mothers arms
A little too close for a broken heart

Getting in the middle is why life’s so hard
Going to our places is just to far

Yeah I know it’s hard for you to let me go
But your gone and I’m tired of the pain you rose

[Ally]
yeah i still hurt
but im trying to learn
how to deal with the changes in my heart
(my heart gets torn out every month)
its a part of moving on
spazzing out
cutting my wrists when i dont know my route
its not old news now
i know how it goes
(dont let it go away)
and even after all this time since you left, im- still not me.
(my mom warned me about you kind of guys)

[TNS]

Warning shots from a mothers arms
A little too close for a broken heart

Getting in the middle is why life’s so hard
Going to our places is just to far

Yeah I know it’s hard for you to let me go
But your gone and I’m tired of the pain you rose

Loneliness is setting in
Walls are slowly closing in
As I lose my breath

[casperrr]

walls are closing i’m running outta time
swear when im on this green i always flyhigh
i know that they won't love me til the day die
therefore i'll keep on being hated for the longest time

hatred, hate me while i'm fucking faded
lately, i've been feeling fucking jaded
rolling up weed, blow smoke on the daily
being lonely no one want's to save me (x2)

hated, and always alone
this depression got me sick and im just skin and bone
i know we are on the same boat
and after the storm's over we will be eachothers home

Warning Shots w/ The North Shore, emptychest & casperrr [+ christ]

back to weekly songs soon i promise.
its a new era

prod. sorrowbringer x me <3

lyrics:

try to impress but it comes out fuckin gibberish
torch me to bits as the reputation settles in
mediate the confilct intimidate the cheiftans heir
this human form my disguise and i'm shedding skin
fighting tooth nail claw and i won't let em in
run me out the town i'll come back with an army
we'll tear ur men to bits roast ur offspring with a charring
the grass will dye red by the end of the night here

unless u stop hunting me
i wait here for your concede
i stakeout with 9 slugs in me
i chose truth n i was wrong to
but still i breathe
i've been up all night plus a day and a half
i still worry for my kind now that u lash out like that
it seem clear to me ur people xenophobic
i had trusted u but it's clear to me that is over

my friends won't leave their caves cause of u and it breaks me
so all that i can do is rid ur people from our place here
ur buddy shot me nine times what u gotta say to that
i'm gonna murder all your people i don't care if they our friends
get out my way i got buisness to do on ur village
there's a couple hundred people that i really gotta see
they got appointments to get their heads lopped off at this moment

-

try to impress but it comes out fuckin gibberish
torch me to bits as the reputation settles in
mediate the confilct intimidate the cheiftans heir
this human form my disguise and i'm shedding skin
fighting tooth nail claw and i won't let em in
run me out the town i'll come back with an army
we'll tear ur men to bits roast ur offspring with a charring
the grass will dye red by the end of the night here

unless u stop hunting me
i wait here for your concede
i stakeout with 9 slugs in me
i chose truth n i was wrong
but still i breathe

revenge

prod. sorrow bringer
artwork done by my gf :)

you broke me down was it worth it?

you broke me down was it worth it?
i’m breaking beneath the surface
waiting for a higher purpose
but i know that’s worthless
i fear not for the end
i know that i’ll be fine
cause i’m the after life 
i know that you’ll still be mine
i’m letting go of the past cause it was flawed by desgin

failed from the fucking beginning 
they were out to get me
but i ended up winning
so i’ll sit back and wait
while you take your place
fucking your lying games
you’re such a fucking waste time for me
now it’s time for you to see

you broke me beneath the surface
you’ll soon realize how worthless 
you were to me
i can finally breathe
i was on my knees 
begging for you to leave
my life for good this time
well it seems i finally got what’s mine

nothing can change my mind
nothing can help you now
watch as the blood drips down
from your eyes
while you cry
no surprise 

you broke me beneath the surface
you’ll soon realize how worthless 

you broke me beneath the surface
you’ll soon realize how worthless 
you were to me
i can finally breathe
i was on my knees 
begging for you to leave
my life for good this time
well it seems i finally got what’s mine

broken beneath the surface (sorrow bringer)

Mixed/Mastered By Me
-
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/youngburial
-
(Lyrics)
stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this 

she just wanna see me when I’m down 
questioning what are we I just frown 
getting messages from other people
can I ask are you evil?
and I just wanna set the mood to winter 

stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this 

and every time we hanging out you don’t speak 
you question all the love you have for me I can see
I can see through this facade protecting me 
Hurting me give me more 

she was out too much 
she would stab me in my back
I know you didn’t care about me 
and I just wish you could love me 
the way I want you to 
and it’s been aching me

stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this 

on your way your back that is not true 
you said that you care but that’s all lies
girl I miss you 
you know that I’m selfish girl 
I just wanna settle down 
I just wanna stay around 

and I just need a second to breathe 
I just wanna live here in peace 
no one fucking bothering me 
and I just need a second to breathe 
so please don’t go 

stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this

what are we (fats'e)

lyrics:

all alone 
please stop calling up my phone 
i’ve  been on my own
now my heart is cold 

you broke all my trust, 
now it hurts to think of us 
a picture frame covered in dust ,
was it love or was it lust 

now i sleep way too much 
dreaming of you, missing your touch
now i’m off these drugs 
the only things that keeps me numb 


not what you want not what you need
i’m not enough for anything 
you stabbed my heart left me to bleed 
now there’s a hole where you used to be


shoutout twilightblue and draven for everything. love y’all

all alone (twilightblue)

@emptychest
@noxious-nights
@northshoremusic
@failure404

(Ally)
talk about action, talk about problem
what do you know if you cannot solve em?
talk to my blank, im going insane, i need some recollection
weathers gloomy like my life, wont talk if its not my mind
walking backwards just to get to you, talking backwards just to get my head straight
my eyes been glowing and im popping over counter shit
i dont know what to say i think i messed the timing up
food kills how i feel in advance, i pop 2 pills in advance
late at night when i do my dance, no one can see me so i do my best
reinventing my shit popping off on a bitch mmm
i been watering my shit just fine so dont even ask me
in the backseat im fucked up and im nasty
empty
girl if my uber driver said im doin fine i told em say that

(nox)
i aint got shit to prove
i know who the fuck i am
regret some things that i do
but i did it for this cash

spending money like a fool
but i always get it back
grind like i aint got no roof
im still sad but i hide that

i hate how my eyes get wet but i don't cry
she looks at me but she can't be by my side
i've always been feeling like i'm meant to be alone
so i just write down the pain on my phone
i stare at the ground cuz im on my own
i don't hear u i got my earphones
i hate how life gets monochrome

i prefer staying silent
razor blade on my tongue
you tell shit i don't buy in
my trust is black like my lungs

my thougts get violent
i could kill myself when i'm young
i see clouds in the horizon
i only seem to smile when i'm drunk

(Kev)
I think a lot about what’s in my brain
Feelings cloud my judgement almost every single day

People say I’m completing driving myself insane

Pull me out the water n put a bullet in my brain
Think about how we could’ve gone our separate ways

Fix yourself, I got nothing in my brain
All the answers to my problems are just locked up in my brain

I know
I know

(epitomeoffailure)
i know that you want me back
but know that i don’t need that
still you’ll come crawling back
knowing me i’ll cave under the pressure and crack

letting go is one of the hardest things that i’ve come to learn to do
when fate and morality come to a crossroads and you don’t know what to choose

Backseat w/ emptychest, noxiousnights, The North Shore (ft. epitomeoffailure) [+ Caprichioni]

prod secre and prophecy
mixed/mastered by me

Lyrics:

blood drips from my eyes
i still hate our mutual ties
heart beats fast while lines of powder
find their way inside 
i decipher lies
from the look upon your eyes
and i could find my way
but i won’t make on my own
i spill
my heart out on the line
i cry 
more when i can’t decide 
and i wish
that i made up my mind
before i went and 
carved your life from out my time

well you shouldn’t
and for that
i shouldnta stood it
you brought it up
shoulda kept that shit inside
cause how the fuck
you gon wish that i had died 
like i’m not perfect 
but i got an ounce of pride
and i still hold it in my heart
the words you swore were not a lie
but it’s still hard to decipher
i gotta dislodge the knife first 
gotta dislodge the knife first
not really much of a fighter 
and i hold my tongue back
but you jump at the spark of a lighter

_brighter_mood_ (secre x prophecy)

08 [bonus track]

i see the house burn down over nite.
and id relive it all again in another life.. 

lyrics

face me 
the darkness will replace me

/

taste me
im overcooking tryna take heat

/

over done
is this how we are, is it over love

/

im tryna bring light to the things in the dark 
but it seems like it cant get any lower ugh

/

where were u when i called 
7am in the morn.
ran off w/ no notice
i swear i didnt leave those scars..scars

/

wanted its all i wanted x2

/

ik the walls r caving in
we cant b closed we're close to sin
ik the walls r caving in
ik the walls r caving 

/

pouring the gasoline all over the driveway
despite the fact we said we'd b living the right way
pouring whats left of the dark make me sideways 
its burning every edge of my soul in the right way

/

not a thing u could do could unblur in this high state
a fine face 
but no room, yeah no space 
its not much to me if i live well but dont die great

/

im changing, im changing, im changing form
and im changing
im taking off and im spacious
i love it here but i hate it 

/

in this lake i bleed my final form
ur words dont anything to me no more

/

wanted all i wanted was for u to save me
im not sorry, in this one life u cant redo shit

/

i been hella places
but nothing compares to the basics
the simple things in life we take for granted
its so hard to fake it

/

dangerous, but its so dangerous 
in this fucking storm
im taken by the wind
they'll take u in this form

/

theres not much
not much you can do about it 

/
let them take you how u are.
the world will be the same when you're gone.

your former

your-former [bonus track] (empty roads)

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