*songs i’m featured in*

The Upload

I AM FLOWERBOY

your gonna be alright

what’s the meaning of it all?
staring at my phone screen tap tap tap to the beat of a mundane scene that surrounds me
got our heads down scared to look at one another
like we don’t know what the consequence of interaction is yet
the silent hostility that’s common makes me upset
but that’s unimportant
there’s billions of other people who feel the same way where’s the warning
that one day my bones will crumble into dust laying 6 feet under ground that will one day be a road letting semis pass through the town
and the last sound that i made was heard by ears decomposing into grains of dust in the same ground that i’m in
so what’s the aftermath?
after all of this is done will i regret the time i spent staring at my computer watching youtube videos eating chips and drinking soda?
if i die now will i regret never reforming my faith
to believe there was a god that watches over me every day 
i wish i did it like i used to but the hope has gone away
i mean shit 
maybe jesus walking the earth right now wearing birkenstock sandals smoking on loud
wearing shades maybe i passed by him the other day maybe he was the stranger that smiled and waved
maybe that was just a stranger who smiled and waved
and i didn’t wave back do i regret that too it’s the same
sequence of events every day i was bold to think i was the main character of this story
now i realize that there never was a story
there’s no allegory hidden in the leaves or in the rain
that symbolize a purpose as to why there’s so much pain
saying everything happens for a reason to shift the blame 
onto a force out of our control it makes me feel so much shame
to contribute to the idea that poetry in the blood within my veins
i see people laugh at others who appreciate the little things
and see people at gas stations buying candy like it’s the best part of their week
i see people sleeping on benches outside of a mcdonald’s while i order a big mac from the car i own looking away so i’m not bothered
by the scene of someone in a poorer position that i’m in
am i that fucking selfish?
to want the wills of other people to change in my favor
we all want the same thing but that thing requires
to give a bit but mostly take and sometimes when you see a potential jesus you don’t smile and wave
to keep up the serious path that people told you to follow
so you don’t end up sleeping on a bench outside of a mcdonald’s
and the expectations drive you crazy not even worried about disappointing yourself
you care more about the opinions of others denying all their help
because the independence set you free in a world that fucking hated you
knocked you to your knees and told you exactly what the fuck to do
and the result is people overcoming everything that’s thrown at them 
and some people on the brink of suicide when they get dumped by their girlfriend
and neither of those perspectives is wrong
just the product of how you grow and how well you get along
with every other person you encounter as the sonder’s growing louder 
the life of a stranger is just as important as yours
and neither your life or the strangers is important at all
there’s no meaning in it all
there’s no meaning to the song
there never was a song
just the depressing rambles of a person who’s opinion doesn’t matter
shouting into open space with no air for the sound to scatter
i always say i’m gonna die young because i can’t image getting older than i am now
so take it at face value when i jump off a roof into the crowd
blending in with faceless people with their own potential story
that could leave this town and become a blockbuster movie
maybe one different decision and that movie would be mine
the story of a kid who closed his eyes and tried to stop time
stuck his hands out with a shout in an attempt to hide from every inconvenience i couldn’t claim as mind
and someone out there is getting rejected for the 3rd time this year
and someone just won the lottery and is celebrating with beer
i’m not thinking about either of them

some thoughts [prod unlucky]

Kan't Feel My Face..D.C & BIG MAUT w/tags gonna release full version w/o tags on the album....

Kant B Me ft. Young Thug & Stak5

New EP

Arrows

Dante's Inferno feat. Lucifer [Prod.Nicasso]

Down und high

come up w/ suckerpunk (prod. by Malu)

Breakthrough Ft. Animalgraves (smokerose)

Lyrics:

Nowhere, I've been gone
tryna find that home that
the people keep on talking 'bout and

so i venture out
and try to scout for
places i can stay for ever in

i know that it's not realistic
but i don't care about the things
that seem to sting
right in my feeling
this is not the same as last time

i hate to think that you're the one
'cause honestly i'm so fucking done
i thought that she would care about me
i guess that i was wrong from the start

try to figure it out
what i'm missing now
was it slipping through my fingers again
was it all in my head
were the feelings i felt just fake
'cause i can't really tell anymore

Nowhere, I've been gone
tryna find that home that
the people keep on talking 'bout and

so i venture out
and try to scout for
places i can stay for ever in

i know that it's not realistic
but i don't care about the things
that seem to sting
right in my feeling
this is not the same as last time

Realistic (feat. Elijah Midjord)

Nobody Needs Me (feat. Cavasoul) [Prod. CapsCtrl]

Past Feelings Ft. AnimalGraves (kuroime)

Instagram.com/jadedloner
https://www.instagram.com/animalgraves/

All Time Low (feat. animalgraves) [prod. Yago]

Waiting For You To Call Svar X Ouse.

Discover Snøw:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5fSVkkuijRIpxuvSqysYiP?si=sOLJYnTUT3eMYqS4Cd_COw
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/_callmesnow_/
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCv5FkNYxboERW_yuVsuZ_cw

Discover Poetics:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6sdgbah9YMIS5jSYdyzpBP?si=5LduJMXRTXmZ5IdE4qgABA
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/prodbypoetics
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/prodbypoetics/

Discover Thomas Reid:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0dcxj82ddksd6tDDcJgbqo?si=QMsf5S2ARwKhiBlAWVjJNQ
Twitter: https://twitter.com/thomasreidmusic
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic/

Thomas Reid & Snøw - Lucid (prod. Poetics)

instagram.com/rose_from_the_ash
instagram.com/animalgraves

Friday Night [prod. DEAD AT 18] (ROSE FROM THE ASH+AnimalGraves)

Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: @collinsbeats
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/c/collinsbeats
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/weloveyoucollins/

Lyrics
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[Intro]
I was nothin' but a mess again, I know that
Sorry I'm a fuck up, time for the relapse
I know that you see that, I know that I'll be that
If you ever left, do you think that you'd go back?
Vibin' after hittin' my bong again
Say you love me but I'm sick of the song again
If you hate me that's fine, I don't need a friend
I'm just waitin' in my room for the world to end

[Chorus]
I was nothin' but a mess again, I know that
Sorry I'm a fuck up, time for the relapse
I know that you see that, I know that I'll be that
If you ever left, do you think that you'd go back?
Vibin' after hittin' my bong again
Say you love me but I'm sick of the song again
If you hate me that's fine, I don't need a friend
I'm just waitin' in my room for the world to end

[Verse]
Yeah I'm nothin' but a mess again
I keep it in my head
While the streetlights are passing by
Cheap alcohol and cigarettes
They smell it on my breath
Like, don't worry I'm still high
Feel it in my veins it's intense
I feel the weight on my chest
When she don't wanna look me in my eye
All my issues seem to coalesce
But bitch I'm gon' be the best
If I ain't blowin' up then I'm gonna die

Couple grams on me
Bitch I'm gettin' too high for my problems
Ice fall in my drink
Even sober I don't think that I could solve 'em
Now she all up on me
You didn't sound like this when you were callin'
Pussy wet on my jeans
Bitch I feel like I'm fallin'

[Chorus]
I was nothin' but a mess again, I know that
Sorry I'm a fuck up, time for the relapse
I know that you see that, I know that I'll be that
If you ever left, do you think that you'd go back?
Vibin' after hittin' my bong again
Say you love me but I'm sick of the song again
If you hate me that's fine, I don't need a friend
I'm just waitin' in my room for the world to end

[Verse]
Yeah I'm nothin' but a mess again
I keep it in my head
While the streetlights are passing by
Cheap alcohol and cigarettes
They smell it on my breath
Like, don't worry I'm still high
Feel it in my veins it's intense
I feel the weight on my chest
When she don't wanna look me in my eye
All my issues seem to coalesce
But bitch I'm gon' be the best
If I ain't blowin' up then I'm gonna die

Couple grams on me
Bitch I'm gettin' too high for my problems
Ice fall in my drink
Even sober I don't think that I could solve 'em
Now she all up on me
You didn't sound like this when you were callin'
Pussy wet on my jeans
Bitch I feel like I'm fallin'

Mess

Mess [Prod. Collins]

feel like i'm next  *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

Ocean Waves w/ The North Shore, animalgraves, RXMS, soulfade & residential.[+ Jolst]

i could never not love you (2019)

goodbyes are the hardest part (didnt make the album) w/ jay vee fatse 93

Lyrics:
you steal could my flow, but i could steal your ho
but i aint trust no bitch, so i just ride solo
im never giving up, until i got a home
all these girls is the same, but keep it way down low

key, low, you dont wanna know me
hold, me, you dont wanna show me
no, sleep, never will console me
lonely, smoke until i OD

smoke until i OD, said it wasnt possible but you dont even know me
fuck up out my face when you say that you a OG
but it dont matter on the lowkey

giving up, cause there aint nothin to talk about
guess we're done, and i prolly wont see you around
one more cup, i dont feel it but its goin down
kill the sun, you dont need it when you in the clouds

said youd be around, you a liar save your bullshit
wake up on the floor i dont even wanna do this
maybe i could die if im always getting too lit
hands up in the sky, cause i give up i could prove it

tie my hands bring me up to the attic
cloak my head in the dark and i panic
lock the door walk away cause you manic
im replaced now im gone like its magic

It's Okay To Be Scared

itsokaytobescared

[+] lost on this hell called earth
* produced by @sobernap *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[chorus:]
I got more than drugs in my bag
he don't want no smoke that sounds just right yea
you can talk that shit I swear it won't phase me
I been on my own since I was a baby

[verse:]
Lost on this hell called Earth
why am I cursed? like who did I hurt? 
yeah u did worse to me, think I need surgery
my heart isn't working see
the feeling is dead, im up next

[chorus:]
I got more than drugs in my bag
he don't want no smoke that sounds just right yea
you can talk that shit I swear it won't phase me
I been on my own since I was a baby

[verse:]
wya ima hit u up and slide thru
like them xannies in my pocket
wanna hide you, I just wanna vibe w you
tell me baby can I ride with you
you aint even have to show that side of you
but you did now im sick
stomach hurting I can't even feel my legs
pop a perc to lift my mood but im still dead
I got lots I could resolve I know I've sinned

Alien Boy

alien boy

♤ 𝚃𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜 ♤ 
@northshoremusic 🂡
@killbreanna 🂡
@caspywaspy 🂡
@user-411557229 🂡
@navyxower 🂡
@shizukesaaa 🂡
@not-a-fucking-hero 🂡
@strivemusicau ♤ 
@autumndropsdead ♤
@noxious-nights ♤
@soulfadexo ♤
@imperial223 ♤
@dylaanlotus ♤

Ocean Waves w/ The North Shore, animalgraves, RXMS, soulfade & residential.[+ Jolst]

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