This song remids me about how mently unstable i am 

I cant carry the stress, anxiety, pain, greif, anger, sadness, depression, hatred, or anything rightnow i need to just be normal for once  not the one who has to fake smiles so i dont start yelling or crying ... i cant

Moon

Keep Your Head Up Princess

Alone

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Habits of My Heart

I'll Be Good

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As i'm looking inward, a selfreflecting conversation with myself across time. The echoes of my past and present, carrying the weight of loss, tenderness of treasured memory. Where grief and hope, emptiness and healing, darkness and light meet. It’s not just about someone gone, it’s about how we carry those echoes inside us endlessly, and how they shape who we are today  
 - lIana

Big thx to @saybia-official for guiding wisdom, when words felt short, still falling - Thank you

Written by - Ilana - Saybia
SoundEngeneer - LaNoir
Producer -  LaNoir
Artist/Performer - Ilana

"ECHOES ENDLESSLY"


CAN YOU STILL HEAR ME
JUST BENEATH THE NOISE

LAST NIGHT I WOKE UP CRYING
YOUR VOICE INSIDE MY HEAD
STILL FALLING FROM THAT ROOFTOP

STILL TRACING WHAT YOU SAID
THE WORLD IS MOVING SLOWLY
BUT INSIDE I FEEL THE SPIN

LIKE I'M CHASING DOWN YOUR SHADOW
WHERE DO I BEGIN

THERE’S A FLICKER IN THE SILENCE
LIKE YOU’RE BREATHING THROUGH THE WIND

IS IT YOU OR JUST A MEMORY
PLAYING SOFT BENEATH MY SKIN

LIKE A HOLE IN MY SOUL
WHERE DID YOU GO
I SEE YOUR LIGHT DARKNESS LOST
HOW CAN SOMETHING SHINE SO DEEP
AND THEN BE SWALLOWED IN THE SEA
MY HEART IS CALLING OUT
TO THE ONE I CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT

YOU’RE GONE BUT NOT ERASED
YOU’RE GONE BUT NOT ERASED

I TALK TO YOU IN WHISPERS
WHEN NO ONE'S IN THE ROOM

I FOLD THE NIGHT AROUND ME
JUST TO HOLD ONTO YOU

I SEE YOU IN THE CORNERS
OF THE SONGS WE USED TO SING

YOU'RE THE ACHE I WEAR LIKE ARMOR
THE GHOST INSIDE MY WINGS

GRANT ME THE WISDOM THAT I NEED

TO LET YOU GO
BUT KEEP YOU CLOSE
TO GRIEVE AND GROW
TO BLEED AND HOPE

LIKE A HOLE IN MY SOUL WHERE DID YOU GO
I SEE YOUR LIGHT DARKNESS LOST
HOW CAN SOMETHING SHINE SO DEEP
AND THEN BE SWALLOWED IN THE SEA
MY HEART IS CALLING OUT
TO THE ONE I CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT

YOU’RE GONE BUT NOT ERASED
GONE BUT NOT ERASED

I’M STILL TRYING TO GET
CLOSER TO WHO I AM
WHO I WAS
WHEN YOU HELD MY HAND

IN DREAMS IN ECHOES ENDLESSLY

YOU STILL LIVE IN ME

YOU STILL LIVE IN ME

IN DREAMS

IN ECHOES ENDLESSLY

The Edge of Silence

Echoes in Me

Anson Seabra - I Cant Carry This Anymore [TMSH Edit]

Oh No, Not Again! - EP

IDK You Yet

Lyrics: 

 I've been going through the motions
Learning how to pretend
That everything is perfect
And I've been sinking in an ocean
Drowning but I'm silent
Yet everyone thinks I'm afloat
I'm running through mazes, mazes
Maybe it's just a phase but regardless
I'm flipping the pages, pages
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some patience
Along the way?
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some mercy
If I start to stray?
I've been chasing after feelings
Most of which are fleeting
I still feel empty
And I've been trying hard to fit in
But how come I'm so different
From everyone I see?
I'm running through mazes, mazes
Maybe it's just a phase but regardless
I'm flipping the pages, pages
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some patience
Along the way?
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some mercy
If I start to stray?
Trying to fight the seasons
Trying to find my meaning
Maybe there's a reason
Why I'm going through these changes

Anson Seabra - I Cant Carry This Anymore [TMSH Edit]

TMSH

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