Hard to describe this song to you. But I’ll try. I have mental health like everyone else in the world, but is much more intense with the depression and extreme anxiety from past trauma. I take a lot of meds for it that a lot of times gives me bad side effect, and feel sick a lot of the time. I guess making me call it a deadly weapon.  It is not to promote violence with the name of the songs. #Deadly_Weapon #Volume_2 #All_Lives_Matter #Depressed_Society #Anti_Depressant  #Strait_WhiteMales_Matter #Mental_Health_Matters #Whats_The_Matter #My_Sound

Deadly Weapon

Hello my friends I got another up beat song here for u. This song was pretty fun editing, I put a lot of good sounds clashing with the lyrics I’m singing. I’m going to try and start typing up my songs lyrics, and  put on my Vol. 2 so you can see clearly what I’m singing and maybe relate to it if you can decode my twisted lyrics. #Mental_Health_Matters #ToddSplaning #Live_Life #Unplug #Real_World #Sugar_Cinnamon
 

 Revenge

Unsustainable (Low Vol.)
Love is unsustainable
And a Failing Deal,
I don't want to Feel
Anybody tell you that you got a long Walk
I can tell
That you want to be, a big shot
In the world, that your living In
As a sucka with with a Dream thats Frailed 
What’s the problem with what’s going on that going on with this, this.
That you have, now your lost.
And Now, I gottcha Now
Bringing Back Revenge
In a silant Style
I haven’t done that, 
is a little while
Im telling you ya, ya, ya, yaaah
I’m all all tapped out, 
I’m gonna Fignre it out 
ya, ya, ya, xa
Right Now, Now, Right Now 
ya, ya, yo
Lets figure each other out

Side Note: 
The lyrics in the beginning I found from a quote from this movie (People Places Things) “Love is not a sustainable condition”  and people should think twice before they constantly say it. Because it’s a strong word and I don’t take it lightly. I say it when I really mean it always to my family or if it’s a relationship or solid friendship. I’ve been burned a lot so saying it to friends is unlikely, because it’s hard to know someone and trust them.

Revenger

(Out of tune styled lol) The beginning is a bit rocky because it was a old recording I decided to keep but anyways This is the second version of my song “Rebirth” that was originally made on Volume 1: https://on.soundcloud.com/ZsSvyuEHx2nnFbZG9
I added lyrics and remastered the beat a bit better. I started to make lyrics for it for a volume 2 song but gave up, but finally came back to it. The sound has a positive feel, so it made me nervous to finish because didn’t want to ruin it. But like I always say please bear with me with my singing because I’m trying to build my voice to my style. So it may take a few songs till I get to the point I want to be. Maybe on volume 4 that will be coming up. Idk, but I’m going to keep trying and live in the moment.    

#Experimental #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom #fuckthegreed #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love #version2

Rebirth (Version 2)

I’ve struggled with mental health my whole life and was always told that was hard to diagnose. But I always felt like I was at least ADD/ bipolar. The lyrics go all different directions and felt I should name the song like so. This is a version 2 song of volume 1 remixing lyrics different sounds and drums. 

#Experimental #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom #fuckthegreed #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love #version2 
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Bipolar 1

People need to be more nicer to other and do different things like hang out and watch a movie together. Put down your phones and talk to the person next to you. Be more humane, caring with empathy. ￼

Human Nature Failed

This song is about sudden advancements in technology with AI booming faster and faster. Also I predict people won’t be using there phones anymore and replace with AR (augmented reality) glasses. It is exciting and terrifying that this may disconnect real human connections and won’t be seeing the real person but a customized avatar. I love technology but I try to live both life the real and the virtual. And by the way this isn’t about a religion I’m trying to start or promote. I promote my own art and experimental music. 

#Experimental #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom #fuckthegreed #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

AI God

Gosurup

This song is about people with split personalities disorder. But also made me think that people act different around different groups of people to fit in. Two faced in a way. I always try and be myself when I’m around people. I know it’s mainly a lot more younger people with there groups and slangs. But some adults hang onto it to fit in and is hard for me to be similar to the people I hang out with. That’s the best way I can describe the song. I don’t have split personality but thought it would sound good in a song that I make. I been lagging on working on this because to be honest with you my depression has been much more intense lately. But I got through it and finished it.   

#Experimental #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom #fuckthegreed #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Split Personality

This song is about people that get into blackouts and regret what they have done and feel humiliated when people tell them what they’ve done I’ve been a victim of this. Also wanted to mention this is a song I’ve been saving since volume 2 times, that’s why my voice has a little bit off style.

Blackout Auto Pilot

“Loathed, Then Laureled”:
🌀 Core Theme: The piece critiques the cyclical hypocrisy of power—how dissenters, rebels, and truth-tellers are first vilified, then posthumously celebrated once their resistance is no longer threatening. It’s a cipher on historical revisionism and symbolic co-optation.
♟️ Archetype: The Laureled Dissenter—once cast out, now paraded as emblem. Their truth remains unchanged, but the optics flip when power finds it useful.
🎙️ Lyric Strategy:
Strategic reversals: “spat on in life, quoted in death,” “truth archived, not heard.”
Delivery: clipped cadence, tonal shifts between loathing and laureling—mirroring the public’s fickle gaze.
Sonic contour: layered strings with abrupt cuts—evokes tension between reverence and rejection.

Loathed, Then Laureled 2.0 #Hip Hop Cipher

You Decide

My first chapter I was focusing on my instrumental sound, and then finish that to work on my second chapter to combine my voice and build my music more. This third volume will be much more advanced with my music and the sound.

AI God

Todd Richardson Volume 3