Hard to describe this song to you. But I’ll try. I have mental health like everyone else in the world, but is much more intense with the depression and extreme anxiety from past trauma. I take a lot of meds for it that a lot of times gives me bad side effect, and feel sick a lot of the time. I guess making me call it a deadly weapon.  It is not to promote violence with the name of the songs. #Deadly_Weapon #Volume_2 #All_Lives_Matter #Depressed_Society #Anti_Depressant  #Strait_WhiteMales_Matter #Mental_Health_Matters #Whats_The_Matter #My_Sound

Deadly Weapon

Hello my friends I got another up beat song here for u. This song was pretty fun editing, I put a lot of good sounds clashing with the lyrics I’m singing. I’m going to try and start typing up my songs lyrics, and  put on my Vol. 2 so you can see clearly what I’m singing and maybe relate to it if you can decode my twisted lyrics. #Mental_Health_Matters #ToddSplaning #Live_Life #Unplug #Real_World #Sugar_Cinnamon
 

 Revenge

Unsustainable (Low Vol.)
Love is unsustainable
And a Failing Deal,
I don't want to Feel
Anybody tell you that you got a long Walk
I can tell
That you want to be, a big shot
In the world, that your living In
As a sucka with with a Dream thats Frailed 
What’s the problem with what’s going on that going on with this, this.
That you have, now your lost.
And Now, I gottcha Now
Bringing Back Revenge
In a silant Style
I haven’t done that, 
is a little while
Im telling you ya, ya, ya, yaaah
I’m all all tapped out, 
I’m gonna Fignre it out 
ya, ya, ya, xa
Right Now, Now, Right Now 
ya, ya, yo
Lets figure each other out

Side Note: 
The lyrics in the beginning I found from a quote from this movie (People Places Things) “Love is not a sustainable condition”  and people should think twice before they constantly say it. Because it’s a strong word and I don’t take it lightly. I say it when I really mean it always to my family or if it’s a relationship or solid friendship. I’ve been burned a lot so saying it to friends is unlikely, because it’s hard to know someone and trust them.

Revenger

Don’t have too much of a story to tell for this song. But is a low key sound. I freestyled the lyrics and made the song and mixed it on GarageBand. 
      A experimental song, highlighted with some slick drumming.

#fire #satellite_ransom #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love #good_vides #New_sound #AllLifesMatter #independent_artist #MentalHealthMatters #peaceandlove

Cop Car

This song is about not being able to look at things in black or white but just in a depressed state seeing grey. This songs got a nice beat to the song you will notice. #fire  #indie_2024

Everything’s Grey

This song is in B major. A little bit shorter of a song I usually make. This is about past feeling when I was severely depressed. How much better now. And don’t worry this is not a song about me killing myself.

Suicide Note

This is an older song I found that I made and mixed it up a bit.

DEFCON 5

A song about how so many people want followers, likes, clout, and go viral. But is out of so many’s reach and takes getting a shout out or knowing someone. 
This song chord signature is in “D” 
    

#fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom  #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Lyrics 

   Who lives and who dies
Antiviral population
Your denial saved in a file
All control manic feeling
Like a motion that you are stealing
Who lives in who dies
I feel it with your lobster eyes
Antiviral nation
Who lives, and who dies
I feel it in your lobster eyes
Antiviral antiviral
Who lives, and who dies
Viral
All control manic feeling
Who lives in who dies
I see it in your lobster eyes
Antiviral antiviral nation
Who lives, and who dies
And you’re in denial
Antiviral population
Antiviral population

Antiviral Population

Do u ever feel someday like screaming FUCK. Well you can’t always get what you want and in this case it’s weed I ran out of. So I’ve been feeling very frustrated and that’s what made me feel like writing this song.

#fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom  #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

FUCK

Enchanted Tears

Nice drums style going with the song.

#fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom  #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Euphoric Recall

Another Ghosted Love

Verse 1:
And here we go again
I see your name
My messages again
Unanswered just the same

The silence comes again
Cuts so deep
The moment fades again
And I can’t get to sleep

Pre-chorus:
The news that’s breaking in the morning
It hits me hard without a warning
It haunts me from above

Another call unanswered
Another dream fades faster
Another ghosted love

Chorus:
And you live rent free inside my lonely head
And you live where there are sunny days ahead

Verse 2:
The nights are long again
Checking my phone
I read your posts again
But I’m scrolling all alone

The playlist starts again
On repeat
Emotion strikes again
And logic can’t compete 

Pre-chorus:
The news that’s breaking in the morning
It hits me hard without a warning
It haunts me from above

Another call unanswered
Another dream fades faster
Another ghosted love

Chorus:
And you live rent free inside my lonely head
And you live where there are sunny days ahead
And you live rent free inside my lonely head
And you live where there are sunny days ahead

Outro:
Ghosted love

Another Ghosted Love

My first chapter I was focusing on my instrumental sound, and then finish that to work on my second chapter to combine my voice and build my music more. This third volume will be much more advanced with my music and the sound.

DEFCON 5

Todd Richardson Volume 3