Hard to describe this song to you. But I’ll try. I have mental health like everyone else in the world, but is much more intense with the depression and extreme anxiety from past trauma. I take a lot of meds for it that a lot of times gives me bad side effect, and feel sick a lot of the time. I guess making me call it a deadly weapon.  It is not to promote violence with the name of the songs. #Deadly_Weapon #Volume_2 #All_Lives_Matter #Depressed_Society #Anti_Depressant  #Strait_WhiteMales_Matter #Mental_Health_Matters #Whats_The_Matter #My_Sound

Deadly Weapon

Hello my friends I got another up beat song here for u. This song was pretty fun editing, I put a lot of good sounds clashing with the lyrics I’m singing. I’m going to try and start typing up my songs lyrics, and  put on my Vol. 2 so you can see clearly what I’m singing and maybe relate to it if you can decode my twisted lyrics. #Mental_Health_Matters #ToddSplaning #Live_Life #Unplug #Real_World #Sugar_Cinnamon
 

 Revenge

Unsustainable (Low Vol.)
Love is unsustainable
And a Failing Deal,
I don't want to Feel
Anybody tell you that you got a long Walk
I can tell
That you want to be, a big shot
In the world, that your living In
As a sucka with with a Dream thats Frailed 
What’s the problem with what’s going on that going on with this, this.
That you have, now your lost.
And Now, I gottcha Now
Bringing Back Revenge
In a silant Style
I haven’t done that, 
is a little while
Im telling you ya, ya, ya, yaaah
I’m all all tapped out, 
I’m gonna Fignre it out 
ya, ya, ya, xa
Right Now, Now, Right Now 
ya, ya, yo
Lets figure each other out

Side Note: 
The lyrics in the beginning I found from a quote from this movie (People Places Things) “Love is not a sustainable condition”  and people should think twice before they constantly say it. Because it’s a strong word and I don’t take it lightly. I say it when I really mean it always to my family or if it’s a relationship or solid friendship. I’ve been burned a lot so saying it to friends is unlikely, because it’s hard to know someone and trust them.

Revenger

Had to take the lyrics off of this song I recently made lyrics to but really didn’t mix well so I republished it. Its version 2 of a song I made on  Volume 1:  https://on.soundcloud.com/kTCChDVcsmJVq43z6

Drumma (Version 2) Instrumental

(Out of tune styled lol) The beginning is a bit rocky because it was a old recording I decided to keep but anyways This is the second version of my song “Rebirth” that was originally made on Volume 1: https://on.soundcloud.com/ZsSvyuEHx2nnFbZG9
I added lyrics and remastered the beat a bit better. I started to make lyrics for it for a volume 2 song but gave up, but finally came back to it. The sound has a positive feel, so it made me nervous to finish because didn’t want to ruin it. But like I always say please bear with me with my singing because I’m trying to build my voice to my style. So it may take a few songs till I get to the point I want to be. Maybe on volume 4 that will be coming up. Idk, but I’m going to keep trying and live in the moment.    

#Experimental #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom #fuckthegreed #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love #version2

Rebirth (Version 2)

I’ve struggled with mental health my whole life and was always told that was hard to diagnose. But I always felt like I was at least ADD/ bipolar. The lyrics go all different directions and felt I should name the song like so. This is a version 2 song of volume 1 remixing lyrics different sounds and drums. 

#Experimental #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom #fuckthegreed #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love #version2 
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Bipolar 1

This is version 2 of a song I made on my volume 1: https://on.soundcloud.com/z7CYXBrWEFovJUCw5 a few years ago. I added lyrics, mixing, and added more drums to it.

#Experimental #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom #fuckthegreed #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love #version2

Lego69 (Version 2)

I wrote half of this and freestyled the rest. All instrumental part of any of my songs are done by scratch that I made, no preset. Anyways I’m going to try to write more then I fully freestyle my lyrics.

#Experimental #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom #fuckthegreed #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Monsters Hill

People need to be more nicer to other and do different things like hang out and watch a movie together. Put down your phones and talk to the person next to you. Be more humane, caring with empathy. ￼

Human Nature Failed

This song is about sudden advancements in technology with AI booming faster and faster. Also I predict people won’t be using there phones anymore and replace with AR (augmented reality) glasses. It is exciting and terrifying that this may disconnect real human connections and won’t be seeing the real person but a customized avatar. I love technology but I try to live both life the real and the virtual. And by the way this isn’t about a religion I’m trying to start or promote. I promote my own art and experimental music. 

#Experimental #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom #fuckthegreed #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

AI God

Gosurup

lyrics
pretty girl gon have you crucified
she'll hang you like youre nothing
pretty girl gon have your stomach in a knot and leave you turning 
everydays a fuckin battle with this bitch
im fuckin yearning
were falling into neverland
break me down into a nothing man
reaching out and grab your fucking hand
oh, i can do better baby
yes, i can do better baby
than him
tell me i dont surprise you
i can see clearly now im not him
in  your eyes
i need you pretty girl 
you make me rethink my sins
you make me rethink my sins
you make me rethink my sins

#jealousbastards
prod michael harrison
been making more of an indie sound, idk how i feel yet so jus posting these recent songs for feedback, love all yall my supporters.. stay goth stay dead #jbs

you make me rethink my sins

My first chapter I was focusing on my instrumental sound, and then finish that to work on my second chapter to combine my voice and build my music more. This third volume will be much more advanced with my music and the sound.

Lego69 (Version 2)

Todd Richardson Volume 3