Hard to describe this song to you. But I’ll try. I have mental health like everyone else in the world, but is much more intense with the depression and extreme anxiety from past trauma. I take a lot of meds for it that a lot of times gives me bad side effect, and feel sick a lot of the time. I guess making me call it a deadly weapon.  It is not to promote violence with the name of the songs. #Deadly_Weapon #Volume_2 #All_Lives_Matter #Depressed_Society #Anti_Depressant  #Strait_WhiteMales_Matter #Mental_Health_Matters #Whats_The_Matter #My_Sound

Deadly Weapon

Hello my friends I got another up beat song here for u. This song was pretty fun editing, I put a lot of good sounds clashing with the lyrics I’m singing. I’m going to try and start typing up my songs lyrics, and  put on my Vol. 2 so you can see clearly what I’m singing and maybe relate to it if you can decode my twisted lyrics. #Mental_Health_Matters #ToddSplaning #Live_Life #Unplug #Real_World #Sugar_Cinnamon
 

 Revenge

Unsustainable (Low Vol.)
Love is unsustainable
And a Failing Deal,
I don't want to Feel
Anybody tell you that you got a long Walk
I can tell
That you want to be, a big shot
In the world, that your living In
As a sucka with with a Dream thats Frailed 
What’s the problem with what’s going on that going on with this, this.
That you have, now your lost.
And Now, I gottcha Now
Bringing Back Revenge
In a silant Style
I haven’t done that, 
is a little while
Im telling you ya, ya, ya, yaaah
I’m all all tapped out, 
I’m gonna Fignre it out 
ya, ya, ya, xa
Right Now, Now, Right Now 
ya, ya, yo
Lets figure each other out

Side Note: 
The lyrics in the beginning I found from a quote from this movie (People Places Things) “Love is not a sustainable condition”  and people should think twice before they constantly say it. Because it’s a strong word and I don’t take it lightly. I say it when I really mean it always to my family or if it’s a relationship or solid friendship. I’ve been burned a lot so saying it to friends is unlikely, because it’s hard to know someone and trust them.

Revenger

People need to be more nicer to other and do different things like hang out and watch a movie together. Put down your phones and talk to the person next to you. Be more humane, caring with empathy. ￼

Human Nature Failed

I use to be a bad drug addict, but I’m clean now. And use to hate waiting on the drug dealer, and I’m pretty shore anyone that is going threw it or has stopped can understand the frustration and obsession waiting for the drug. It was a sick mind set and resized life is precious and should enjoy the little things in life. As depressing as it can be, it is worth not chasing after it.  

#Experimental #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom #fuckthegreed #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

On Drug Dealer Time…

This song is about people that give you there number and talk to you a bit then loose interest in talking to you because they find somebody else better to talk to you ￼

1-800-FUCkU

Gosurup

This song is about people with split personalities disorder. But also made me think that people act different around different groups of people to fit in. Two faced in a way. I always try and be myself when I’m around people. I know it’s mainly a lot more younger people with there groups and slangs. But some adults hang onto it to fit in and is hard for me to be similar to the people I hang out with. That’s the best way I can describe the song. I don’t have split personality but thought it would sound good in a song that I make. I been lagging on working on this because to be honest with you my depression has been much more intense lately. But I got through it and finished it.   

#Experimental #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom #fuckthegreed #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Split Personality

I made this song kinda fast and was just messing around free styling everything.

Cum With Me

This is the second version of the instrumental part of the song. I put some words in about the girl I met on my visit to the psych unit of a mix message women that I had a thing with. 

Vol 1 SoundCloud:
https://on.soundcloud.com/Ybnwowya5BQWi3Mi7

Psych Unit Lover (Version 2)

I started making this song with a simple beat then added my electric and bass guitar and mixed it on garage band. But I’d say the songs about someone around my neiborhood. He kept texting me threatening texts. Some stupid ass hole that started talking shit to me when he got a drink. It’s always ass holes that get drunk and try to test me.  But anyways clearly I blocked him.

Block YOU!

Added a lot of bass and guitar recordings mixed with my music through garage band. This was kinda a jam out and was hard to find the direction in the end. So I just winged it. ￼

Human Conscience

My first chapter I was focusing on my instrumental sound, and then finish that to work on my second chapter to combine my voice and build my music more. This third volume will be much more advanced with my music and the sound.

Psych Unit Lover (Version 2)

Todd Richardson Volume 3