Hard to describe this song to you. But I’ll try. I have mental health like everyone else in the world, but is much more intense with the depression and extreme anxiety from past trauma. I take a lot of meds for it that a lot of times gives me bad side effect, and feel sick a lot of the time. I guess making me call it a deadly weapon.  It is not to promote violence with the name of the songs. #Deadly_Weapon #Volume_2 #All_Lives_Matter #Depressed_Society #Anti_Depressant  #Strait_WhiteMales_Matter #Mental_Health_Matters #Whats_The_Matter #My_Sound

Deadly Weapon

Enchanted Tears

This one has a spooky type style and I know it’s hard to tell sometimes the lyrics I freestyle.

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Ghosts Language

A bit louder of a song I made here but bare with it, it gets good.

Addicted to the Sound Waves

Nice drums style going with the song.

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Euphoric Recall

I was in a pretty good mood while finished editing this song. But came out well with wild sounds.

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Systems, CHECK!

Running out of material to turn to words so I do the best I can. This song started as a loop I made. Everything I make is from scratch and isn’t taken from anyone else.

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The Loopish Abeta Song

I use to be a Boy Scout, I was an Eagle Scout. So I thought this would be pretty cool. Talking about all the merit badges you need to get to become a Boy Scout and become a tough man. ready for the wilderness. And this is a fuck you to the woke society for taking boy out of it. It’s exactly what I was talking about men leaning how to be men. We didn’t take the girl in Girl Scouts. ￼

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Boy Scout

This song is about putting your tech down for a while to talk to the next person from you. Social networking and this virtual world has caused mental health in the world. We need to make shore we keep in touch of ourselfs and nature. Take the red pill!

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Cognitive Distortions

It seams like everyone in the world including me has ADD because of the technology and it’s affecting everyone. And I’m guilty of it as well but to become aware is a start.

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A.d.D. nAtion

prod. dsktkg

lyrics:

i was sittin with colours in the back of my head
i was searching for a girl and at last i had
i was picking up a flower on the ground for you
i just wanna see you just to be all right, what happened to being alright with you 
oh god i love my life but im scissored right through, dont know what to do
why was i only happy when i was around you
dont know what to do, dont know what to do
im stuck all on you and i thought we were through
and i guess im still stuck on all of the things that we couldnt move on

i was wishing for awhile for someone like you and i got my chance and then i threw
whyd you get so stubborn, whyd you get so stubborn when i asked a question
was it really so hard to let me in, was it really so hard to keep me around
was it really so hard to do anything that would make me happier than ever
ill cherish you forever, ill love you until im dead on the floor, im bleedin out for you
so was the love really true, im sitting here in my room, episodes about you
the clowns just laugh at me, i nearly fell for you, i almost scraped my knee
youre drowning me in nothing but it feels like the sea, put my body in a bag and flee
im better off alone, im better off alone

confusion about her

My first chapter I was focusing on my instrumental sound, and then finish that to work on my second chapter to combine my voice and build my music more. This third volume will be much more advanced with my music and the sound.

Systems, CHECK!

Todd Richardson Volume 3