Hard to describe this song to you. But I’ll try. I have mental health like everyone else in the world, but is much more intense with the depression and extreme anxiety from past trauma. I take a lot of meds for it that a lot of times gives me bad side effect, and feel sick a lot of the time. I guess making me call it a deadly weapon.  It is not to promote violence with the name of the songs. #Deadly_Weapon #Volume_2 #All_Lives_Matter #Depressed_Society #Anti_Depressant  #Strait_WhiteMales_Matter #Mental_Health_Matters #Whats_The_Matter #My_Sound

Deadly Weapon

Off beat beginning song but if you hang in there it gets much better. But been having trouble with the lyrics lately as I usually freestyle a couple tracks and mix them. This is definitely an experimental song. The picture is not mine. I found it on FB. 
#experimental #fire

Highland

Check out my weird song! Just a heads up it’s very experimental and different from my last songs on vol 3. Anyways, I was working on the instrumental part of this song at my moms on Xmas. I couldn’t finish it without my mikes gear at my studio so I free styled it with a recording of when I was homeless talking to people about weird places and different things. It has a lot of chill sounds with it picking up a notch at the end. An experimental song, no doubt. I’m going to remix it when I get home with eventually with a second version. 
       Also in the making of a Volume 3-A that will be just the instrumental music I created that isolates the vocals to show the long work I put in the song. And also to calibrate. For other musicians that don’t like to keep playing covers. 
      (I found this picture on FB it’s not mine)

#fire #Independent_artist #Volume_3 #remix_song #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #meryXmas #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Weird New Jersey

Back home at my mini studio and finished version 2. I mixed it with some extra sounds and altered the beats to go with the song. I made 5 vocal free styled tracks and mixed them to the song. 

#fire #Independent_artist #Volume_3 #remix_song #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #meryXmas #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Weird New Jersey (Version 2)

This song is about when someone breaks up with someone and can’t stop thinking about it. You hear about what she is up to and you don’t want to ask but you do. A relationship is a hard thing to break. Because you spent all those times together and remember the special things you did with each other 😉😉. 

#fire #Independent_artist #Volume_3 #remix_song #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #meryXmas #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

About Your XXX Girlfriend

I went to this rehab called Maryville and was in south Jersey in the woods. So was kinda hard to leave if you didn’t want to compleat the program. Most people call rehabs an oil change a temporary fix because the statistics prove that barely anyone will make it in a rehab. So I felt like writing a song about it. 

#fire #Independent_artist #Volume_3 #remix_song #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #meryXmas #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Maryville

Gave this one a lot of extra tracks that I mixed that made my voice a little light. Bust as you know I free style and tried to keep the rhythm with the vocals I was crating. But definitely a different style then I been doing lately.  I found this. Picture on Facebook for the song art. A unknown artist 

#fire #Independent_artist #Volume_3 #remix_song #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #meryXmas #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

The Shivery Sole

I don’t really got a full message for this song. It was a pretty depressing song. It’s been some pretty depressing nights without sleep. It’s 2:22 am when I’m getting ready to publish this song. Not to sound like a baby but insomnia is so irritating. And found the pic on FB.

#fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom  #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

When Will it Ever Be enough

Pretty shore this song is self explanatory. I been having insomnia real bad since the winter started. It can be kinda hard where I live in the winter to find a job because it’s a vacation area next to the lake but if you don’t drive your fucked and usually won’t have someone help you out that drives past you everyday to pic up on my long walks to get what I need to get done. So I usually wake up from a short sleep at 2 or 3 am. This is a recording of a song I played while on the streets of me just playing guitar and remixed it on garage band and added lyrics. I found the art work on FB. 

#insomnia #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom  #version_2 #street_remix  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

insomniAc (Gray velVet versioN)

Wrote about 4 lines of this song to sing and free styled and mixed the rest of the song. I’ve always been into wondering about space and dimensions so thought it would be cool to put in a song. 

#fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom   #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

4th Dimension

grieving *prod. dullah*

My first chapter I was focusing on my instrumental sound, and then finish that to work on my second chapter to combine my voice and build my music more. This third volume will be much more advanced with my music and the sound.

Weird New Jersey

Todd Richardson Volume 3

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