Hard to describe this song to you. But I’ll try. I have mental health like everyone else in the world, but is much more intense with the depression and extreme anxiety from past trauma. I take a lot of meds for it that a lot of times gives me bad side effect, and feel sick a lot of the time. I guess making me call it a deadly weapon.  It is not to promote violence with the name of the songs. #Deadly_Weapon #Volume_2 #All_Lives_Matter #Depressed_Society #Anti_Depressant  #Strait_WhiteMales_Matter #Mental_Health_Matters #Whats_The_Matter #My_Sound

Deadly Weapon

Off beat beginning song but if you hang in there it gets much better. But been having trouble with the lyrics lately as I usually freestyle a couple tracks and mix them. This is definitely an experimental song. The picture is not mine. I found it on FB. 
#experimental #fire

Highland

Back home at my mini studio and finished version 2. I mixed it with some extra sounds and altered the beats to go with the song. I made 5 vocal free styled tracks and mixed them to the song. 

#fire #Independent_artist #Volume_3 #remix_song #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #meryXmas #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Weird New Jersey (Version 2)

This is a recording I was holding onto of me, singing and tiny guitar with my friend Isaiah in the background singing that has some lead parts at the end. We jammed this song out at Morristown next to the Dunkin’ Donuts when I was homeless we both were staying at the shelter. I just got done cutting and editing and mixing up the song adding extra sounds to it. The drums weren’t in timing so I had to make a strong beat by scratch. Also wanted to mention I found this amazing art on Facebook as my song art by unknown artist. 

#fire #Independent_artist #Volume_3 #remix_song #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #meryXmas #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Untitled Street Jam

This song is about when someone breaks up with someone and can’t stop thinking about it. You hear about what she is up to and you don’t want to ask but you do. A relationship is a hard thing to break. Because you spent all those times together and remember the special things you did with each other 😉😉. 

#fire #Independent_artist #Volume_3 #remix_song #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #meryXmas #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

About Your XXX Girlfriend

I went to this rehab called Maryville and was in south Jersey in the woods. So was kinda hard to leave if you didn’t want to compleat the program. Most people call rehabs an oil change a temporary fix because the statistics prove that barely anyone will make it in a rehab. So I felt like writing a song about it. 

#fire #Independent_artist #Volume_3 #remix_song #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #meryXmas #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Maryville

Gave this one a lot of extra tracks that I mixed that made my voice a little light. Bust as you know I free style and tried to keep the rhythm with the vocals I was crating. But definitely a different style then I been doing lately.  I found this. Picture on Facebook for the song art. A unknown artist 

#fire #Independent_artist #Volume_3 #remix_song #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #meryXmas #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

The Shivery Sole

I don’t really got a full message for this song. It was a pretty depressing song. It’s been some pretty depressing nights without sleep. It’s 2:22 am when I’m getting ready to publish this song. Not to sound like a baby but insomnia is so irritating. And found the pic on FB.

#fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom  #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

When Will it Ever Be enough

This song is about being passive in the world but not to passive or it will come home to you. Don’t ever let anyone get in your head. I found this artwork 🖼️ on FB

#fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom  #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Offend Me

Pretty shore this song is self explanatory. I been having insomnia real bad since the winter started. It can be kinda hard where I live in the winter to find a job because it’s a vacation area next to the lake but if you don’t drive your fucked and usually won’t have someone help you out that drives past you everyday to pic up on my long walks to get what I need to get done. So I usually wake up from a short sleep at 2 or 3 am. This is a recording of a song I played while on the streets of me just playing guitar and remixed it on garage band and added lyrics. I found the art work on FB. 

#insomnia #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom  #version_2 #street_remix  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

insomniAc (Gray velVet versioN)

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My first chapter I was focusing on my instrumental sound, and then finish that to work on my second chapter to combine my voice and build my music more. This third volume will be much more advanced with my music and the sound.

Weird New Jersey (Version 2)

Todd Richardson Volume 3