Hard to describe this song to you. But I’ll try. I have mental health like everyone else in the world, but is much more intense with the depression and extreme anxiety from past trauma. I take a lot of meds for it that a lot of times gives me bad side effect, and feel sick a lot of the time. I guess making me call it a deadly weapon.  It is not to promote violence with the name of the songs. #Deadly_Weapon #Volume_2 #All_Lives_Matter #Depressed_Society #Anti_Depressant  #Strait_WhiteMales_Matter #Mental_Health_Matters #Whats_The_Matter #My_Sound

Deadly Weapon

Just want to let u know this is a song I free styled with 3 different tracts of me singing and mixed it with the song. So it may be hard to follow the lyrics. But the real meeting of law of attraction is to think positively. Anyways it took me a while to mix but I think it came out well with the sounds. Also wanted to let u know I found this picture and photoshopped it real quick.   

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Lyrics:

Low of attraction 
What’s gonna be you reaction
It Dosnt work out
An It’s not working out
The world from the 90s 
It’s just the way the world was
It isn’t and it hurts really bad 
An your so isolated 
With artificial Life
This artificial   
That you adore so bad 
This artificial, Dosnt work
Come towards us can’t you tell 
And now where gonna go back 
Come towards us can’t you tell 
Can’t you tell 
Go back

Law of Attraction

Off beat beginning song but if you hang in there it gets much better. But been having trouble with the lyrics lately as I usually freestyle a couple tracks and mix them. This is definitely an experimental song. The picture is not mine. I found it on FB. 
#experimental #fire

Highland

This song is pretty self explanatory by the name. But to break it down fast food, alcohol, weed, cigarettes/vape, gambling and even cutting yourself to some people is a drug. And no one should shame a person for what they pick unless it it is brining harm to them. Which it’s also complicated because most of the addictions we have do. For me I smoke weed and working on quitting vapping. 😈👾🤡😵‍💫😊🙃❤️😇 also a side note. I found the pictures on FB photo shopped it and made into a collage. ￼

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Lyrics:

Many moons ago 
Just before Covid shit, show
Rendezvous, can we entertain you?
No
With the internet by your side
That Isolation, compensated
And your sole will never make it
It’s a sane world that we live in 
I guess (x3)
Got to pretend 
That It doesn’t really matter
I guess
Many moons ago
I guess 
Because in the world 
Everything’s a drug
Feeling like I want a warm hug
But it’s that morphine drip 
With that dopamine SICK
And I’m numb
Wish I had that dream, rout
Oh wow it’s not fun now
And baby wanna find out 
Ok, bye

Everything’s a Drug

Back home at my mini studio and finished version 2. I mixed it with some extra sounds and altered the beats to go with the song. I made 5 vocal free styled tracks and mixed them to the song. 

#fire #Independent_artist #Volume_3 #remix_song #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #meryXmas #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Weird New Jersey (Version 2)

This is a recording I was holding onto of me, singing and tiny guitar with my friend Isaiah in the background singing that has some lead parts at the end. We jammed this song out at Morristown next to the Dunkin’ Donuts when I was homeless we both were staying at the shelter. I just got done cutting and editing and mixing up the song adding extra sounds to it. The drums weren’t in timing so I had to make a strong beat by scratch. Also wanted to mention I found this amazing art on Facebook as my song art by unknown artist. 

#fire #Independent_artist #Volume_3 #remix_song #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #meryXmas #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Untitled Street Jam

I went to this rehab called Maryville and was in south Jersey in the woods. So was kinda hard to leave if you didn’t want to compleat the program. Most people call rehabs an oil change a temporary fix because the statistics prove that barely anyone will make it in a rehab. So I felt like writing a song about it. 

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Maryville

Gave this one a lot of extra tracks that I mixed that made my voice a little light. Bust as you know I free style and tried to keep the rhythm with the vocals I was crating. But definitely a different style then I been doing lately.  I found this. Picture on Facebook for the song art. A unknown artist 

#fire #Independent_artist #Volume_3 #remix_song #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #meryXmas #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

The Shivery Sole

I don’t really got a full message for this song. It was a pretty depressing song. It’s been some pretty depressing nights without sleep. It’s 2:22 am when I’m getting ready to publish this song. Not to sound like a baby but insomnia is so irritating. And found the pic on FB.

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When Will it Ever Be enough

This song is about being passive in the world but not to passive or it will come home to you. Don’t ever let anyone get in your head. I found this artwork 🖼️ on FB

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Offend Me

Pretty shore this song is self explanatory. I been having insomnia real bad since the winter started. It can be kinda hard where I live in the winter to find a job because it’s a vacation area next to the lake but if you don’t drive your fucked and usually won’t have someone help you out that drives past you everyday to pic up on my long walks to get what I need to get done. So I usually wake up from a short sleep at 2 or 3 am. This is a recording of a song I played while on the streets of me just playing guitar and remixed it on garage band and added lyrics. I found the art work on FB. 

#insomnia #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom  #version_2 #street_remix  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

insomniAc (Gray velVet versioN)

My first chapter I was focusing on my instrumental sound, and then finish that to work on my second chapter to combine my voice and build my music more. This third volume will be much more advanced with my music and the sound.

Weird New Jersey (Version 2)

Todd Richardson Volume 3