Easily my favorite song youve ever done 🖤

Bro this is fire 🔥🔥🔥 I'm an artist too and this is really inspiring. Unreal bro check dms on insta

So glad I was slump on the couch when you made this. Lmao shit is so good man. Proud of you forreal my guy.

this is actually really good😭😭😭😭😭😭

Still stuck in my emo phase
Lyrics:


I've got the whole world on my back

Yeah, cause I'm 5'9, 165 
Established 1995 
Living like I'm not getting out alive 
Ima take a second just to tell you why 

I had thoughts since 6th grade 
That this world was not made for the sake 
of the people like me 
who can't see past their mistakes, and  misdeeds 

And I bleed the same blood you bleed
So why are you tryna cut me? 
Why's there always something you want from me?
Why can't you be happy for me?

That I'm not that kid on the phone screaming fuck this world I'm leaving? 
Like when I was sixteen and,  it still feels like I'm dreaming
When I call your phone and realize I forgot to breath in 
Forgot the grave that he's in 
I hope you know I mean it 

When I say I'm only here today cause this music keeps me breathing 
It's my only healing

I'm not alone if you can feel it

I'm not alone, if you know the bliss 
When i  heard that girl don't slit her wrists no more
From that time I reminisced at my show 
Told her there's reasons to stay don't go 

Don't push your family away I know 
They don't understand all the pain you hold 
Im just as sad know you're not alone 
Don't let your story go untold 





 I know you're here in spirit, put on deja entendu 
The only time I'm sad now is when I think of you
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only help one of them then I did it for all you 
I don't know how she's doing, no we haven't stayed in touch 
But I helped her put the knife down and that means so fucking much
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only helped one of them then I did it, I did it for you

I Hope You Know I Mean It

Everything is going to be okay, we're going to a better place now 
Verse 1
I saw you drowned in the bath tub/
But
The pills hit hard like a Mack truck 
I been tryna save me so I didn't save you/
Now I stay just swimming in the sad stuff/
Pretty girl ugly scar I know You've heard it all/
To the feet of a greatness Ima failure/
Stranger standing in room full of takers/
Break me tears fell when I saw both of your wrists caved in/
Decipher the shapes of the blood stains/
Your Id was scraped had no name/
Your body left was white like the cocaine/
That you would stuff inside to feel no pain/
And I hate the god that made you feel so odd/
So you danced and prayed that you could shake it off/
Now the shadows play inside your lonely loft/
So I fight to stay with a heart so soft/ okay
Chorus//
You were my angel 
I couldn't saved you
You don't trust nobody 
I should have known you were numb
You were my angel
Your body breaking
I don't trust nobody 
But I didn't give you enough 
Verse 2
Pick apart All the pieces broke from your lonely heart/
Feel the razor blade your body pierced and marked/
From place it ends till the time it start/
Heaven bleeds/
From the holes that you made in you sleeves/
And I shake and I pull and I scream/
And I rip and I stare and I stay/
From the place that you left but now chest is a cave/
Now my life is a maze/
Now your eyes a blazed/
With the gas of your heart/
And the room is in flames/
With the pain in your hands/
With the pain in your head/
This was never the plan/
Now I'm falling instead/
Rummage through the puke/
Swallow all the blood/
I don't wanna chose/
running out of luck/
Lobby full of drugs/
This is all a dream/
My Bodies full of puss/
Your corpse is where I sleep/

Everything's going to be okay, we're headed to a better place now-prod(datboidj)

Music Video on Elevator <3 : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rfo3pI2nALw

Thanks for all the support on my 1st EP - I wanna keep posting new stuff so show your friends & help me make more music love u guys <3
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Written/Produced/Mixed/Mastered by: Alec Jackson

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LYRICS:

Hop out my dreams & hop in my car
We got GPS, I still wonder where you are
I try to run away but I don't get very far
The only time I feel is when you in my arms
(x3)


Just another boy from the midwest
Leaving all my friends, whats the difference
They don't know a damn thing about me
Leave it all behind, let 'em doubt me
I just wanna know what you in it for
I been all alone, can you check your phone
I just need somebody to talk to...


Hop out my dreams & hop in my car
We got GPS, I still wonder where you are
I try to run away but I don't get very far
The only time I feel is when you in my arms
(x3)

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It's Whatever

Lyrics: You said one day it would work out 🏋️‍♀️ 
I guess I feel a little worse now
I Won’t stay in bed she won’t come out
Okay I feel a little worse now 

I thought you were unattainable 
But we’re just unsustainable 
I barely made it through summer..
These days our days are numbered 

Cause winter’s cold and I am weak 
But I won’t call so we won’t speak 
Cause I don’t care if you can’t sleep 
And you don’t care at all

Cause I won’t break and you won’t bend 
Or even try to let me in 
So you get high and I pretend 
We’ll make it through the fall 

 I quit talking bout my old life left it in my dreams ,
Now Everything is perfect I’m where I want to be 
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me?
Got, everything I wanted but nothing that I need

You said one day it would work out 
I hope one day you get let down 
To crash the car with no seatbelt 
So you know exactly how I felt 
This cul de sac has got memories 
I hate the way that you see me 
 10/17 I will confess
I FUCKED UP AGAIN, WHAT I DO BEST 

CAUSE YOU WONT TEACH AND I WONT LEARN 
AND YOU’VE GOT NOWHERE ELSE TO TURN
So LIGHT THIS BRIDGE AND WATCH IT BURN 
LIKE IT WAS NEVER THERE 

 Then FIND YOUR NEXT AND I’LL FIND MINE
I HEAR HIS HAPPENS ALL THE TIME
LIVE YOUR LIFE AND I’LL BE FINE 
I’ll ACT LIKE I DONT CARE


I quit talking bout my old life left it in my dreams ,
Now Everything is perfect I’m where I want to be 
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me?
You’re everything I wanted but nothing that I need 
 
I mean.. honestly the way you feel about music is the way i feel about alcohol..

It’s whatever... 
whatever...

Make It Through Fall

@avageaspandungique

I can’t take this one more time
I fell upon a knife
Searching for you and I

The creation of a star
No one sees from the start
An explosion from afar
Hard to see what’s in your heart

Imagine what we’ll see
Another reality
With their personalities
Switched showing who they’ll be

I think I lost my mind
Somewhere no one can find
We’re all one of a kind
Some brighter with their shine

She’ll never love what I want her to
Her stare goes through away to you

Guide me on my way
Seeking out a happy day
Forever floating away
In my life, no one will stay

I can’t take this one more time
I fell upon a knife
Searching for you and I

And I feel the cold girl I’m frostbit
I can feel the flow of your soul from your soft lips 
And maybe me and you could be us 
Lately you ain’t really even there like a beat cut 
And I can see the visions in me dreams of a love that I been missing I been wishin' you to be 
Cut myself to ribbons you can see
Hard to keep myself together when splitting at the seams
Getting tougher as the years pass 
Bullet for my valentine I can feel your tears crash 
And I know that you can feel that 
Maybe we can make it to the point where you can heal back 
Put me back together like you namine 
Memories fading from my mind into the common space 
And I just hate this place 
I just want to die and escape this fate 
I need my mind erased 
I’ll give you the stars never mind some space 
Am I replaced 
A sea of damned, a tidal wave

I can’t take this one more time
I fell upon a knife
Searching for you and I

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tidal wave - ft. savagegasp (prod. yondo)

Hopeless skies somewhere on the ride
Darkness calling to the shadows cries
Hypnotizing is your only prize
Cannot tell me if I wanna die

Tides quickly draw in
Run from our sin
Minds always fall in
Hearts harden

Scraping through lies
With purgerous eyes
Regardless of size
We’re cynically wise

No matter the tries
We’re falling sometimes
Avoid the divides
And look to the skies

Love the fallen
Through the dark times
Echoes stalling
Hit rewind

No ones fair
In your worst despair
I pray for care
I pray you’re there

Hopeless skies somewhere on the ride
Darkness calling to the shadows cries
Hypnotizing is your only prize
Cannot tell me if I wanna die

follow fiftysix

hopeless skies (prod. fiftysix)

NAIVE

Prod: sadgods (@iamsadgods)
Guitar: splashgvng (@splashgvng)

Leave Again (feat. sadgods)

[Forest]
I wish you would say something right now
but I can't make the words come out your mouth
Always overthinking bout the stuff you do
Just to tell yourself it'll never work out
and You already high don't know why you still smoking
You ain't dead yet but you're far from knowing
Hold you for the night make you feel safe
Take too much and you melt your brain

[Jacob]
If only you knew what goes on
inside this head of mine
Maybe you would get me
x2

I think i'm funny as shit
the way my moods will just shift
if I don't feel like I fit
in with any of this
in with any of this

If I don't know who the hell that I am
where the fuck should I go
They wonder why I just pretend
And I let the time go
Never really worried bout the end
But sometimes it'll come
and it'll all be done

[Forest]
This pain inside is sometimes too much
Think if I was dead that would be too clutch
Lay around the house I Don't wanna do stuff
Caught up in my thoughts
Stuck in my feelings
Looking at the ground
but I'm on the ceiling
Thinking way too loud
I wake up the whole building
When my nobody hits the floor
They won't be laughing anymore
When my body hits the floor they won't be laughing anymore
They won't be laughing anymore

too clutch ft. jacob sherwood

[Forest]
All my life never had no one
at my side
That would stay
They would all just tell me goodbye
Maybe it's you I need in my life
Baby I'd do anything to be with you tonight
Roses on the floor you could follow
Fuck you so good
You'll be feeling it tomorrow
Skin so smooth baby
You my avocado
How'd I get you?
I feel like I won the lotto
x2

[Ashes]
Crying so loud
but no one can hear me
Bodies on the floor
There's a shooter
in the building
Running real fast
I'm just tryna find the door
Blood in my eyes
I can't see anymore
Bodies on the floor
I'm the one whose killin'
This is what happens
When you feel like you're drownin'
People quick to judge 
but they don't know nothing bout me
Don't get too close
I kill everyone around me

[Corey Slabs]
And my heart is cold
just like Antartica
Smokin' on Santa Monica
And I'm getting lit
just Like it's Hannukah
I could never want enough
Alien she got a gun
x2

I'm a no one
takes one to know one
I'm like so what, damn
Yeah I'm getting no love
Gettin' no love
I don't wanna fall in love again

[Forest]
All my life never had no one
at my side
That would stay
They would all just tell me goodbye
Maybe it's you I need in my life
Baby I'd do anything to be with you tonight
Roses on the floor you could follow
Fuck you so good
You'll be feeling it tomorrow
Skin so smooth baby
You my avocado
How'd I get you?
I feel like I won the lotto
x2

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avocado ft. ashes & corey slabs

Mix/master/art: tokes

~lyrics~

This pain it won’t subside 

This pain it won’t let down 

I know it ain’t my time 

but I’m not not sure I won’t be 6 feet in the ground 

This pain it won’t subside (pain it won’t subside)

I got some issues I can’t deal with them all the time 

I know I write my rhymes (know I write my rhymes)

But I can’t do it with these people asking why 

Why would I ever make a song for you? 

I’m making this for me, help what Im going through

and it’s possible to help others too 

So ima write my words until the day I’m blue 

Till the day I’m turning blue 

Losing braincells w my crew 

Smoking backwoods filled w goo

cloudy piss we poppin 2’s 

Come and tell me what you’d do 

If this life was up to you 

Lost my brothers got no crew
 
But still I’m catching hate from you 

This pain it won’t subside (pain it won’t subside)

I got some issues I can’t face them in the night

I know I write my rhymes (know I write my rhymes)

But everybody comes around me asking why

Uneasy Prod Taurs X Iof

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